inspired by this j frederick smith painting/illustration:
*google search*
how do i get an older man?
I try to friendly, kind and not exclude anyone but, at the of the day, I'm the excluded and lonely girl, it's sometimes so hard to be there and not to be there
why people don't understand how sad girl lana del rey shes thunderstorms arabella sylvia plath the bell jar my year of rest and relaxation arctic monkeys chase atlantics star girl I am?
good people doesnt feel like this
The ninth doctor was so insane fr he was like I watched my planet get destroyed and I can't share this trauma with anyone. I will fix this by befriending a human girl and taking her to see her planet get destroyed. This is normal behaviour.
Hmm actually Lucy Gray is different from Haymitch and Katniss and Peeta because her tragedy is she caused the games to continue. If the games hadn't become entertaining, they wouldn't have continued and she made it entertaining because she was an entertainer - she saved herself but she doomed dozens more because she performed too well and it allowed the Capitol to make the games a performance in the later years. Haymitch's tragedy is that he couldn't end the games, Lucy Gray's is that she continued them.
Watching Rivals and I can feel myself coming apart at the seams. This badly behaved man meets the most eldest daughter and listens to her? He changes his behavior when she tells him off?
Rupert notices how much labor Taggie does and is truly in awe of it? This man who uses sex and money to get his way is now reduced to Just staring longly at this girl every one overlooks. Going out of his way to just be in the same area as her? Is this a fantasy created just for me?
I canβt even start with the homegrown, organic yearning
being mysterious is overrated, time to trauma dump
okay, things are not finally getting better