nature series 4/∞
no one talks abt how much paranoia can come with ocd. sometimes, it does make you think there are cameras everywhere, as if you’re being caught in the act of something. it can make you feel stalked. it can make you feel like you “aren’t alone” in a room. it can make you try to clear your mind in case They are looking at your thoughts. it can make you afraid to sit next to someone because maybe you’re “broadcasting” your intrusive thoughts. it can give you delusions, and it can give you enough paranoia that it leaves you terrified, at least in my experience. i wish ppl recognized that, because im sure im not the only one
You can taste the symmetry!
Mr. Monk, upon eating a square tomato. (via crazyjetty)
how tf did he hit every beat i am screaming
For everyone going through a tough time atm, you will be okay. Keep going and don't forget to take time to care for yourself. You are loved and one day you will be fine!
The April Pink Supermoon rising in the pink of twilight, next to smoke from a nearby fire.
“Summertime and Christmas. That’s when I have her. Been that way for seven years. When she’s not in school, she’s with me. Then at the end of the summer I bring her back to her Mom’s house in Florida. Those drop-offs are the worst; I almost miss my flight every time. I wait until the last possible second to call my uber for the airport. I hug her, say goodbye, put my stuff in the car. Then I always gotta come back again and get my last kiss. Always, always. That uber ride sucks. That plane ride sucks. Cause I know I’m not going to see her for a few months. On the wall in my closet we keep track of her height. And every time she comes back, she’s grown like two inches. That’s a lot. That’s a lot I don’t see. But she knows she can call me for whatever, which she does. And whenever she’s here she gets to be the CEO of our lives. She’s not a dictator or anything. But she’s the president. I’m the people. When she says we go, we go. She wants to go to the pool, we go to the pool. She wants to go to the beach, we go to the beach. We came here today for the Juneteenth celebration. Been planning it for two weeks. I’m supposed to be at work today, but I took off early. There’s a bouncy house and face painting and all kinds of good stuff. But she didn’t want to do any of it. We stayed for two minutes. And now we’re back to feeding the animals; same thing we do every day.”
The April Pink Supermoon rising in the pink of twilight, next to smoke from a nearby fire.