the punching scene where everything’s the same but Meeks is no longer Passively Angry™️ but outright furious alongside Charlie
I’m talking “keep my wife’s NAME out your FUCKING MOUTH” type beat
he’s 100% on Charlie’s side, he probably just held him back so he wouldn’t get in trouble
I mean, look at this man
he is ✨angy✨
I can't tell you not to buy a welton sweater as I just ordered one two days ago and I have no regrets. So do it. Carpe Diem.
that’s it, i’m buying one
Steve N. Meeks
Please read “On This the 100th Anniversary of the Sinking of the Titanic, We Reconsider the Buoyancy of the Human Heart”… please read it… look it’s right here… it has the line “You’re not a boat, you can go under and come up again, with those big old lungs of yours, those hard kicking legs” in it… the first time I read it I burst into tears and sobbed like a child
you know what hits me about the "on purpose on purpose im going to love you on purpose" "i'll take care of you, it's rotten work, not to me not if it's you" "im going to love you without a single string attached" "i don't know where to put it all the love i have for her, i'll take it" "i walked in love with you with both eyes open choosing to take every step"?
they all have the same desire, they all desire for someone to Want it, for love to not be an accident or something that happens without recognising it, they all have the overtones desire of wanting someone to deem you worthy of love, to see you and meet you and know you and Want to love you, to make that choice and stick by it because loving you or being loved by you is something so deeply worth it and fulfilling and moving and powerful that they Want it, in their soul they crave to love and be loved
they're such varieties of the basic desire to be wanted
they say these things and they mean "love me because i am lovable" not "love me because you find me desirable/you have realised you already do/you want something from me" etc
it's "love me because i am me and you are aware of that" and it's something you can just scream to someone when you can't find another way to say "i am choosing to love you because loving you is something i want to experience no matter the outcome"
love them . On purpose, on Purpose and by choice and intentionally you will Love Them
2023
COLLECT PHYSICAL MEDIA
SAVE RECEIPTS AS ROOM DECOR
READ AND REREAD AND REREAD AND REREAD
LOSE YOUR PHONE
ORANGE
LOSE AMBITION
KILL THE SHAME MAN
DANCE IN THE KITCHEN
WINE AND ESSAYS
BUSES ARE ALIVE
you can always start over. you can always catch up. you can still be who you dream of being. it’s not too late for you.
has anyone else noticed that ants dknt carry away picnic baskets like they used to
every now and then i have to think of the roman family from two thousand years ago that buried their little daughter in a boy's athletic-themed sarcophagus and i weep a little because that's the softest declaration of love i can possibly imagine
dark academia is just when the lightbulbs in the library haven’t been replaced in nine years
reblog and put in the tags your Tumblr History. How long have you been here? How many URLs have you gone through? Is this your OG blog? How many sides do you have? Etc…
A full time student. Primary bread winner and loser of this family (of one). (She/They)
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