My Love Till The End

please stop scrolling and take the time to read this.

i don't think people understand the extent of the horror happening in palestine right now. "death" means nothing to people because of desensitisation so let me just tell you what white phosphorus is. it's being used in israeli munitions and has been and will continue to be fired across gaza and the palestinian borders.

white phosphorus burns when it comes into contact with oxygen (at nearly 800°C or 1500°F. the human body can withstand ~50°C for reference.) the air you breathe in ignites and it is near impossible extinguish. it sticks to clothing and skin and is very difficult to remove because it will continue to ignite in air. it burns flesh up to the bone and even past the bone because it penetrates tissue and is absorbed VERY easily. if you inhale it it'll destroy your respiratory tract and lungs. it can cause failure in multiple organs including the liver, kidneys and heart. it is being released in one of the most densely populated places on earth.

the only way to treat someone exposed to white phosphorus is to submerge them in saline or water and to pick out the substance with forceps, and when you undress a wound the substance can re-ignite. this is just ONE weapon that is being used to kill palestinian people right now. palestine does not have access to medical care, humanitarian aid, power, or internet. their hospitals are being bombed. gaza is one of the most densely populated places in the world with over 50% of the population being children. many children are the sole survivors of their families. there are videos of children experiencing panic attacks and symptoms of ptsd. the fact that israel has committed war crimes in plain sight means that we can only imagine what will happen to the palestinians in complete darkness.

israel has and will continue to deny this. your interests and fandom will still be here, you will wake up tomorrow morning and see your friends and family, but an entire nation of people are being wiped off the map. being silent is being complacent. reblog, spread information, tell people in real life, attend protests, sign petitions, call your government offices, at the very least be angry and upset and horrified because once you become numb and indifferent and hopeless the oppressors will have already won.

what's happening right now is more than a genocide and once it becomes a part of history we'll wonder how the world let this happen. genocides have been part of all nations. just because it is far away does not mean you don't have to be concerned. the fact that YOUR governments and YOUR idols and the people around YOU are supporting the mass eradication of an entire group of people should scare you. it shouldn't make you feel anything less than sick and angry and disgusted. DO something about it, no matter how small you feel your voice is, because palestinians no longer have one.

ivantill nation how we doing???

the way round 6 made alnst blow up more bc people we're freaking out everywhere is actually really funy to me ngl. i'll be so fr tho this round actually devastated me like ughhhhhh

anyways go watch alien stage it's so good guys 🫶

𖤓 What's Your Starting Bid?

𖤓 Everything, to have him in my arms again...I'll give my everything

This drawing is inspired by my interaction with @/sqwigeon ➜ here

Time-lapse Below

This drawing has now taken the crown for being the longest worked on, it's time-lapse coming to 24:37 compared to the Ivan drawing which is around 18 min

This one was definitely really fun to work on, especially with the types of brushes I used hehe <3

I always want you when I'm finally fine

Reference and inspiration under cut

This art is inspired by an ivantill edit I watched which had that mitski song and now I looped it a thousand times while making this :"")

Reference taken for tills pose

My light in the dark (losing it)

TOP 3

I quite liked the recent cursed princess club episode.

MiziSua

My Clematis...

Redrew a drawing from 2021

The old drawing below

I tried to make it look like a rendered style, though I can't figure out how to draw teeth, still

and he had said darling your looks can kill

so now you're dead