caologia - awaken and aching
awaken and aching

just stuck, hollow and alone.

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2 months ago
— Kriti G.

— Kriti G.

2 months ago

what is life but a fevered dream

What Is Life But A Fevered Dream
What Is Life But A Fevered Dream
What Is Life But A Fevered Dream
What Is Life But A Fevered Dream
What Is Life But A Fevered Dream
What Is Life But A Fevered Dream
What Is Life But A Fevered Dream
What Is Life But A Fevered Dream
2 months ago

find myself listening to music i loved years ago and i realize i still am her

2 months ago

one day you think: I want to die. and then you think, very quietly: actually. actually. I think I want a coffee. a nap. a sandwich. a book. and I want to die turns day by day into want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friend, I want to sit in the sun, I want a cleaner kitchen, I want a better job, I want to live somewhere else. I want to live.

- via duckbunny

2 months ago
caologia - awaken and aching
caologia - awaken and aching
2 months ago
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2 months ago

i love how we pick up habits and phrases and songs from people we love and it sticks with us for so long it becomes a piece of us making us a museum of all the people we've ever loved

2 months ago
By Laura Nolte
By Laura Nolte

by Laura Nolte

2 months ago

you can start anytime.

you can brush your teeth in the middle of the day. you can wash the dishes at 2am. you can do things outside the normal times assigned by society.

2 months ago

no one will come to save you but some will offer you their hand to hold when life gets tough and those are the ppl that matter

2 months ago

sometimes you have to let certain feelings just pass through you. you feel it, then you let it go. you don’t hold on and you don’t act on it. it’s just visiting you for a moment and doesn’t have to mean much more

3 months ago
✨source : Pinterest ✨
✨source : Pinterest ✨
✨source : Pinterest ✨
✨source : Pinterest ✨
✨source : Pinterest ✨
✨source : Pinterest ✨

✨source : pinterest ✨

3 months ago
caologia - awaken and aching
caologia - awaken and aching
caologia - awaken and aching
3 months ago

being alive is like,, being so full of love and so full of loss at the same time. a lot to carry around either way.

3 months ago
caologia - awaken and aching
caologia - awaken and aching
caologia - awaken and aching
caologia - awaken and aching
3 months ago
In me, something is broken. I try over and over again to understand what happened.

Anaïs Nin, from Nearer the Moon: The Previously Unpublished Unexpurgated Diary, 1937-1939

3 months ago

it’s so heartbreaking to realize that i’m not getting better.. it’s just phases of good, then bad, then repeat.. no matter how good i think i’m doing, it always seems to get bad again..

3 months ago
Rainer Maria Rilke, "The Prodigal Son." The Selected Poetry Of Rainer Maria Rilke (translated By Stephen

Rainer Maria Rilke, "The Prodigal Son." The Selected Poetry of Rainer Maria Rilke (translated by Stephen Mitchell)

3 months ago
caologia - awaken and aching
3 months ago

absolutely criminal how falling into bad habits is the easiest thing in the world while developing positive habits feels like fighting a literal war

3 months ago

I was born in the right generation I love phone in bed time and complaining

3 months ago
caologia - awaken and aching
3 months ago
the darkness is spreading earlier and earlier. I have stopped looking for myself in pictures. I ask my therapist: if I cannot see my hands how will anyone know to love me. he tells me that it is best to not speak of what happens at night. I do not speak in winter. I watch the news. I think about what picture they would use if I died. it is a miracle babies are born at all. I think a baby is what happens when you get tired of leaving notes on someone’s nightstand before they wake up. if men could carry babies we would watch childbirth on ESPN. we would place bets on it. the world is on fire again but I’m not alone this time. I just want to touch someone who thinks of me while their coffee cools. I just want to kiss a mouth that has grown my name inside. I just want to make good use of all this nighttime.  instead I make lists of everything outside that can kill me. the organic market next door is at the top. how much is too much to ask for nourishment. take what is left of my hands. give them back when the sun comes.

[the darkness is spreading earlier and earlier] by Hanif Abdurraqib

3 months ago
caologia - awaken and aching
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