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Louise Glück, from Faithful and Virtuous Night: Poems; "A Foreshortened Journey,"

Louise Glück, from Faithful and Virtuous Night: Poems; "A Foreshortened Journey,"

Albert Camus, from a letter to María Casares featured in Correspondance, 1944-1959 (my translation)

John Berryman, from The Heart is Strange: New Selected Poems; "Posthumous Dream Songs,"

"you have such doe eyes" thanks it comes attached with the doe nervous system (fawn trauma response)

"pillow princess just do nothing" okay so WHO'S spending hours doing their hair up so their butch can tangle their fingers in it? who's putting on their makeup making sure to choose lipstick that leaves marks on their butch's skin, choosing mascara they know will run to spur their butch on further? who's done their nails so they can drag it down the length of their butch's biceps? who's put on the perfectly-calculated set of lingerie knowing it will set off their butch the moment it peeks underneath their dress- need i go on?

words cannot describe how much i love showering. my wet contemplative box

i honestly forget how dehumanizing it feels to be in predominantly white queer spaces. i see a handful of lesbians of color and its like the sun hitting me after a very cold and bleak winter.

my wildest fantasy is being with a partner with whom i feel safe to like fully properly thoroughly express how needy and shameless and desperate i actually feel

so excited to start t and have people go “i guess i’m not that woke…” when i say im a lesbian too

stop conforming to cis pressures and come lez out with the cross dressers

fake innocence, i love pretending i don’t know that they’re staring at my tits while i put on a pretty bra or wear the tiniest pajamas. bending over in front of him so he forgets what he’s doing. pretending to be upset when he grabs my ass or catch him staring.

whoops did my skirt fly up? silly me i should’ve worn something under them

the innocent femme x evil butch is too common

what about us evil, depraved femmes who want to ruin a sweet butch

where’s that representation smh

The utterly wild experience of being a stone butch who uses he/him pronouns and purposefully passes as a man in the workplace and likes being a lesbian boyfriend who also is on estrogen and antiandrogens and enjoys having a high voice. Makes a lot of posts from people who share 1/2 of that experience very unrelatable for me, it's funny.

I want your things in my room

I've proven myself, haven't I?

my memes are my diary btw

Okay but allowing subs to perform oral as a form of reward is so hot. You’ve been good so I will allow you to pleasure me, and you’re gonna thank me

Simone de Beauvoir, from a diary entry featured in Diary of a Philosophy Student

Simone de Beauvoir, from a diary entry featured in Diary of a Philosophy Student

Japanese actress and male impersonator, Kawaji Ryuko. Ryuko was the star of Shochiku Kagekidan Women's Theater (Shochiku Revue) in the 1940s and 50s

it's hard to be a femme who is a whore, but also shy. like let's fall in love and do depraved shit to each other! please don't make me ask twice, it's EMBARRASSING.

(tbf i get it's also hard for mascs/butches/studs bc people assume they're automatically doms and tops. and even if they are, doms and/or tops can be shy too!!! it's even a little bit really hot)

the thing about being butch is that I’m not hard. i’m not hard the way we teach our men to be hard like a blade made to cut its way through a crowd. i’m hard like a shield. like the shell around a candy with a soft center. hard like you’d be surprised how soft I am if you just bothered to bite down.

need to mark a butch with lipstick marks all over their face

Okay small confession to make. Im obsessed with rarijack

All I want is to take care of her.

To be able to come over anytime she just needs someone there. To be able to hold her, and make her feel safe. To offer comfort and to let her know she’s so incredibly special.

I want to make her comfort food and get her favourite drink. I want to pack her bag in the evening so she can stay in bed a few minutes longer in the morning. I want to give her my shirt or hoodie to wear, so she knows I’m always with her. I want to give her comfort with the smallest gestures, a hug just because, holding her hand when she’s next to me.

I want her to know she’s not alone, and that I would do absolutely anything for her. I want to make the bad days a little easier, and the good days even better <3

When butches stretch and you get the tummy out and buffed up arms combo… that’s what I live for

i’m a few days late but happy 25th anniversary to the kaguya island curtain call harumichi kiss

michiru is performing too!