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Calling alters "alters, parts, headmates, peices": 🚫🚫🚫🚫

Calling alters: "those bitchass motherfuckers" ✅️✅️✅️

heyo! it's me prox of proxmojis / proxxicles. i notice you interacting with my posts a lot ( which is great! ) but since you have my main proxxicles blocked all your notifications are ghosts ( they pop up, i click them, they vanish ) and it makes me nervous.

i don't like having to tell people to stop interacting with my posts ( and i never do ) but ghost notifs make me nervous ( bc it also happens when someone likes and unlikes a post, or if someone deletes their blog after liking ) so i kinda want to ask you to either unblock my main ( the preferable option, i can probs find out a way to make you not see its posts ) or stop interacting to stop the pings

it's not that i want to interact with you ( unless you want to?? idk ), it's just that ghost pings make me nervous. it's just a me thing- apologies :)

(This ask was sent in via one of my friends, seeing as I cannot currently interact with you)

I'm so sorry- I for one, didn't realize I was interacting with your posts and- for two don't remember blocking your main? I'll go ahead and unblock you, that's my bad

Happy birthday, welcome to the old people ranks /j

‘help me i’m dying’ a minor begs as they bleed out on the side of the road

‘MINORS DNI!!’ i reply as the clock strikes midnight on my 18th birthday

Guys go commission my friend so they can get their tattooo

We now take Cashapp and Ko-Fi!!

This is the magic lucky word count. Reblog for creativity juice. It might even work, who knows.

Hello everyone! My name is Canine/Lou/Zombie. You may have heard my name, along with a few others, specifically TETRIS involved in a specific Discord incident as of Recently.

Everything else with tetris has been covered in DMs and we are now on docile terms, i will not be bringing up anything about anything, except for two specific things

There have been rumours spread that Tetris and their friends are pedophiles, Zoophiles, groomers and abusers and support such, THIS IS NOT TRUE. These allegations did not come from me or anyone else I know, we do NOT know where they came from and they are NOT true. If anyone is found to be spreading these allegations there will be EXTREME and likely LEGAL consequences on Tetris’ part. These allegations are disgusting and untrue and they were NOT the point of any issues we had with Tetris, they were also not predatory, we never intended to imply these things in the announcement, but they have come off that way and we, as Zombie, apologise for that and whoever is spreading this narrative is LYING.

We discussed privately with Tetris everything that happened and we also admitted what we did wrong too.

People have also been spreading Tetris’ number about. I dont know who leaked this or who got it but STOP. You are committing a crime.

- The Kennel Collective

Random thing on Pinterest giving me motivation to take a shower for the first time in days???

This is so painfully us

[Text: This system has a lot of fictives fronting at times.]

Like/Reblog if you save or use!

requesting german Shepard emojis!1!1!1!1!1!/vnf

So, I have zero idea how to draw dogs, but I tried? I might make more later

I'm sorry if this isn't what you want 😭

hi :3

Hey Mikey

can y’all just… like or reblog if y’all are polyam-safe blogs

"You can't make friends onli-" I would defend any of my Tumblr mutuals to the death with only a pocket knife and random rock, you heathen.

For shits and giggles

tell me on anon what you'd never tell me off anon

🥨 # UNCANNY COTTAGE ɞ

⠀✚ ) 17+

⠀✚ ) 100+ roles

⠀✚ ) 250+ emotes (15 - 16 can join to use)

⠀✚ ) non-tox, welcoming community

⠀✚ ) decor category available

⠀✚ ) closed partnership

🥨 # FEATURED ARTISTS ɞ

⠀✚ ) @cachsemojis

⠀✚ ) @k9emote

⠀✚ ) @lemondrops-emotes

⠀✚ ) @dieselfang

⠀✚ ) @chocoperrito

Whoever this anon is, you are fucking crazy, back the fuck off kids and get help, Gi is a minor a fucking child, you realize you can go to jail for this? Right? I so seriously hope that you understand how it feels to be told to off yourself.

For Gi, I'm sorry people are fucking crazy and continuing to harass you, you've done absolutely nothing to deserve any of that shit

You deserve the death threats, kys you fucking loser

ok

I'm uranic which means I'm attracted to the internet and the internet.

Help??

I'm asexual which means I'm attracted to the exit.

Well...I mean...accurate?

my friends r so talented. rb if ur friends are talented

Y'all should totally send us money for our birthday /j

But in all seriousness, it's our birthday, we're 19 now, and man do I wish we weren't, we're too traumatized to be an adult adult

Octocon is actually endo neutral but yes

Octocon is a new app for systems. It's anti endo and made by traumagenic systems. It also has a discord bot that is a lot easier to use than pk in my opinion. You can also sync your app and the bot so you can edit alters in the app. The app is on android already and coming to IOS soon. Hope this helps some people :)

(If you're in a server, I recommend adding this bot as more people are starting to use it instead of pk and tupperbox)

Hello this a long shot call, am a citizen of Palestine. I am here to request for your support to help get my insulin, I was diagnosised with type 1 diabetes and due to current situation in Gaza I'm unable to get my insulin injection as a result I'm here begging for little financial support to help me purchase insulin for this week.My donation link is available on my pinned post

I'm sorry, I would help however I don't have the money to donate

Can anyone who is anti endo reblog this so we know we can trust you? Endos are harassing us on here, breaking dni and we need support from real systems and people who actually give a shit about trauma survivors singlet or not.

I also wanna take this opportunity to coin a new anti endo tag "wild rose" which is the rebel password in final fantasy 2.

Please note we are not looking for sorce mates. Please be nice to us, we have had a rough couple of days with endos invading our space without permission.

(Please follow this dni too.)

Okay I just wanted to say that I understand that people reacted too heavily about me "grooming a minor".

I understand that in last years content creator after content creator let us down with those accusations being true.

But please use common sense. I'm not dating a little kid. They are literally gonna be 18 this year. We are 3 years apparently.

And please stop thinking that every person that is with someone has to have sex. This is just disgusting that it's the first thing you thought about. If you never met any person on ace spectrum you would know that we say the most sexual jokes while being often repulsed by sex itself. I'm one of those people.

We also set boundaries at the beginning of our relationship. I never did anything outside of set boundaries.

I also never met with them in real life. We live on two ends of the world being USA and Poland ( as you can see by my polish wordmojis)

We also didn't plan to meet any time soon.

Parents and siblings on both sides knew that we were close.

No inappropriate pics were even exchanged.

No erp even happened (I'm traumatized by RP turning into ERP in my younger years so I'm NEVER doing any RP with anyone)

So yeah there you go. Full list of things I have been accused of. Non of them are true. You could ask anyone who knew about us and Gerald themselves (maybe not now since that whole mess took a tool on them)

And all of them would say the same thing. That we are in a consenting, happy relationship. And I really want you to understand that.

hi.

this is a very, very serious post about @/alexfroppy.

they are a groomer. they are grooming a 17 year old.

proof is below. we had them banned from a big emote server on discord for this reason.

more proof will be posted shortly after this.

Original comic by Rasenth

reblog if you support:

• pre- or non-hrt trans people

• genderfluid/non-binary people who want hrt

• genderfluid/non-binary people who don't want hrt

• pre- or non-op trans people

• tall transfems

• short transmascs

• fat/plus size trans people

• fem trans men

• masc trans women

• transmascs who don't/can't/won't bind

• transfems who don't/can't/won't tuck

• transfems with wide shoulders

• transmascs with wide hips

• genderfluid/non-binary people with facial hair or tits

• genderfluid people whose presentation is static but their gender is not

• non-binary people whose desired presentation is how society says their agab should present

• transmascs who bind but still have a visible chest

• non- conventionally-attractive trans people

• non-conforming trans people

• non-"passing" trans people

• non-stereotypical trans people

We don't all fit into cisnormative society's bullshit stereotypes!

I'm trying to prove a point to some transphobic relatives. Back me up tumblr.

I'm going to add some of the Pierce situation onto this because the host doesn't remember this, but I do

After the last set of screenshots K9 shared, Pierce went onto heavily manipulate us by insinuating that someone close to us was lying about things, now they didn't know this but we have extreme paranoia surrounding this and having someone who'd been a good friend of ours say this to us sent us into a spiral very quickly, because at this time we only had two friends aside from them, both of them our fp's

Pierce proceeded to block us after sending these manipulative messages leading us to spiral further then we would have if they hadn't

My final response to every accusation made about me.

Hi. As basically, the entirety of emoteblr knows, I have had a lot of hatred, misinformation, and vague angry paragraphs thrown towards my community and me. Barely anyone has communicated what they're so mad about, but I'll try to stitch it all together from a few people who've spoken to me and answer the best I can. "You spread misinformation about number names! Not all number name trauma is RAMCOA!"

You're right! I misworded that because I hadn't known that RAMCOA wasn't the only source of number-name trauma. Because no one told me. I am a RAMCOA victim and have only heard of number-names related to RAMCOA. I didn't know other forms of abuse used number-names. I know that now thanks to a kind person who opened a ticket in my server, and I will edit my server rules accordingly. My opinion stays the same; people who haven't been abused/tortured etc with number names should not use them. I have met countless other victims who agree with me. You can call that an opinion of mine, sure! If you disagree, kindly block me. I am sorry to anyone I said "You can only use number names if you're a RAMCOA victim." to, I had meant that only people with number name trauma can use them to reclaim the name, I assumed RAMCOA was a broad enough term that it covered all types of number-name trauma, but I was mistaken. I'm sorry. That's all I will say on that matter.

"There was a misinformative carrd in your server that didn't explain RAMCOA correctly!" It's been spread that the carrd was mine! that is not true AT ALL. It was taken down a long time ago and replaced with a much better resource. I hadn't personally looked at the carrd because topics of RAMCOA often trigger me, my partner was the one to send the carrd. My partner had seen the carrd sent elsewhere and had no idea it had misinformation. It was used as a quick resource for someone to know what RAMCOA was, and as soon as a kind server member pointed out it wasn't a good resource literally minutes after it was posted, it was taken down and replaced. People make mistakes, and my partner fixed his almost immediately. If you are angry at that, then I'm sorry but you are REACHING for things to hate me for. "The guillotine (public ban) channel you have in your server encourages hate and death threats!"

I am deeply sorry to anyone who recieved any threats/hate/harassment from my public bans. I have always stated to never contact the people I ban , and it was listed in the channel description as well.

No one had EVER told me that they were receiving hate or threats after being banned, otherwise, I would've taken this channel down much sooner. I have yet to receive any proof of these claims or even speak to the victims themselves. I have only heard this passed around from outside people. When I have asked, I am refused evidence for the "sake of anonymity" which I respect but unfortunately cannot ban any individuals without user IDs or genuine reasons. The only thing I could do in response to this is take the channel down, which I have done.

On the topic of death threats, people have claimed that one of my mods was sending them... but refused to show any evidence or tell me who it was. I have spoken to my mods and all of them have said they would never, so I genuinely have no idea what to do. If anyone has further evidence, please contact me. Most of my mods don't even have an active account on tumblr.

A trend I am seeing with the people who are typing up long paragraphs on how I am toxic and immature are people I've banned for going against my boundaries, reposting hate towards me even after said hate was asked to be taken down by both me and the person I had wronged, and other vile behavior in my server. I have not been given descriptions or details on who feels wronged, so I can not apologize for any actions because I genuinely have no idea what I did. I have not come out to say anything not because I am hiding, but because I am lacking SO MUCH evidence or even witness testimony on what I've done wrong. I have no issue apologizing to people I might've hurt, but I cannot do so without a proper conversation with said people. The one person who offered to tell me things refused on multiple occasions to give me evidence, screenshots, direct conversations or any other sources of people explaining why they hate me. I was only given vague reasons and "maybes" To some individuals I know are spreading the hate about me; To Proxy. You were banned from my server because you were creating a story incredibly similar to RAMCOA experiences while not being a victim of any sort of torture yourself (which you stated.) You said you were allowed to have an OC with a number name because it was based off a media that did the same, and that it was a "lab rat character" and therefore didn't count. When I, a victim of the torture you were using for roleplay, tried to educate you on why it was still wrong no matter your intent, you threw a tantrum and refused to listen. You were clearly uneducated on all forms of numbername trauma and refused to understand when not only I, but multiple other victims were trying to explain why it was wrong. Your roleplay OC was more important to you than a victim asking you to stop. The way you spoke to me was vile, invalidating, belittling and triggering. I am not sorry for the anger I displayed when I was spoken to like my own abuser would speak to me. I had a right to be angry and I started off extrememly understanding and polite despite your actions. Your OC was also affiliated with Nazis and the holocaust, which is fucking disgusting. I don't care what comic/media/etc it's based off of. I don't care if it's fiction or if you don't intend to base it on real life matters. Fictionalizing things that are rooted from real trauma and genocides as someone who has not experienced either is a horrible thing to do. I hope you realize how sickening you've acted.

Proxies messages were accidentally deleted when we banned them, but heres a screenshot my partner took during the arguement. Oh and before I forget, Proxy claimed to be "proshipper neutral" because it was "just fiction." despite knowing what it entailed. They have since been educated, but I wanted to share that their opinion on "fiction does not equal reality" mind set is extremely harmful.

Their reasoning on why they thought it was fine! (both is proxy) ^ Proxy also sent something in my inbox that I responded to publicly, ignoring all that they had done and completely going against my DNI of them. You can see that on my blog. To Alexfroppy. You were banned because my mod pointed out to me that you had reposted a tumblr post promoting the hatred towards me and my community, between an issue I had with another creator who has since forgiven me. Both me and Lemon (the creator) asked the Original Poster to take it down. You still reposted, directly supporting something going against the boundaries of both creators involved. You say "well I also posted something against the threats." Great! That's the bare minimum and resposting something that got me threats in the first place completely contradicts and cancels out you discouraging it. We pulled you into a ticket and tried to politely explain what you did wrong, to which you replied carelessly and with an incredibly dry tone. It was clear to me you didn't care when you stated "I'm only here for the emojis" and never apologized. That is why you were banned.

This is the entire ticket conversation. They were not banned for "just liking and reblogging a post". They were banned for purposely reblogging something that went against both creators boundaries which inherently encourages threats and hate towards me no matter your intent. People say "Hey your guillotine/public ban channel is getting people threatened!" and I apologize and quickly take down the channel. I say "Hey your reblogs are getting me threatened" and I don't get an apology, nor did they take down the reblog and ended up joining the hate train and calling me immature and toxic for being terrified for my safety. To FleurDeMort / Pierce. I don't know if you're directly involved in any of this, but with how open you are about hating me and claiming I ban unfairly, I think It's safe to assume you are. You were originally banned for being involved in a drama that was making me break down and shut down as quickly as I could. I apologize for acting quickly out of fear, that is my fault, and I would've been more than happy to apologize to you directly just like I did the other person involved. However. I, after calming down, apologized for my passive agression and panicked actions a day or two afterwards. I unbanned the person I had directly spoke harmfully to, and apologized as did they. You typed out a message for the other person fighting me to send. It was filled with misinformation, was invalidating, ignored all my points in the debate, and was disrespectful.

If anyone wants more information on my view of this, I made a post here stating all the points that I made in this ticket that they completely ignored. You are an adult. You can be mad at me for being immature, but what does that make you? You , afterwards in anger, claimed that my ADULT MOD was "Jacking me off" for defending me.

That is fucking disgusting NO MATTER YOUR INTENT. I could give less of a fuck if that's an expression. I am an AMAB 16 year old and commenting that an adult who defended me was "jacking me off" at your grown ass age is fucking vile. There were a MILLION different expressions you could've used, but you chose that one. You have not apologized, you've only defended yourself in my friends servers and claimed that I am taking things out of proportion. Instead of apologizing and realizing that your angry statement was weird and sexual no matter your intent, you've chosen to defend yourself and throw a tantrum in partnered servers of mine about how you did no wrong.

Here's them opening a ticket in another server and defending themselves, so that people don't claim I'm not showing the full story. I acknowledge me and my mods didn't handle the situation correctly, I was dealing with a lot of stress and made bad decisions. That's my fault, and I am sorry. I have been forgiven by the person I hurt ( V ). They have forgiven me and are a happy active member in my server, and one of my main defenders. Here is all context provided to the "jacking k9 off" statement, just incase anyone wants to claim im not giving """Full context""" like Pierce has claimed.

This conversation wasn't even about me. They brought me up in a single sentence to say that my mod was "jacking me off" for not siding with them. I don't care what emotional state you were in, you're 19 saying that about an 18 and 16 year old. You should be ashamed. "It's an expression" does not give you an excuse to say that about a child just because you're angry. I am an AMAB 16 year old. Imagine if the roles were reversed and you were to say "They'er fingering k9!", you would get a lot more hate. My body as a male should be held to the same standard, expression or not. I make mistakes and apologize for them. You make mistakes and defend yourself. That is the line of difference.

Here's them being manipulative to V after V had forgiven me, and trying to excuse saying sexual things about a child because it was "taken out of context". Saying sexual things about an adult and minor is pedophilic. I know that's a heavy word. I mean it. Your intent doesn't matter. Think before you speak.

For my final message about this drama; The amount of hypocrisy in the accusations about me is hilariously pathetic. I am not here to defend myself, I am here to state the facts of what happened, to share my story with these banned members, and to state that still even after all the hate sent to me, I do not understand what I've done wrong besides ban people who have wronged me without remorse and make a few accidents in my communitcation. I have not ever used my age or mental state as an excuse for my actions. There is a huge difference between "I'm not sorry, It's not my fault, I'm a child and I'm mentally ill" And "I'm really sorry. I never meant to hurt anyone, I am still growing and not in a good place mentally. My actions have been influenced my by current mental health and I've made mistakes. I have apologized and will try my best to grow" which is my statement and what I've stated in the past. If anyone who I have wronged wants to DM me on tumblr or discord to explain their side of the story and be apologized to, I am completely open for that. I want nothing more than to fix my mistakes and make people happy. That has been my wish from the start. I never act on malicious intent, I've never encouraged threats towards those who have hurt me, and I will never do either of those things. I have over 1,000 members in my server who are constantly telling me how safe they feel in my community, how it's the only place they've actively spoken, how much they love my art and me, and I love them back. To all that have treated me like human and been unbiased in your view of the drama thrown at me, thank you. I love you all. You uplift my life and I couldn't possibly express my gratitude in words. I will continue making emojis for verbal accessability and I will continue to grow, be better, and mature in my responses to threatening or scary situations. You say I'm toxic for being confused and angry, for not reacting well to proofless accusations of my character as a person, of ignoring people who have no evidence or who wont even mention what I've directly done wrong. Yet you chase after my every mistake, you grab at my flaws that I work on every day to improve, and you use FORGIVEN ISSUES against me. This community is toxic because of people like you.

How hard was it for a single one of you to politely DM me and inform me on what I was doing wrong? How hard was it to maturely speak to me about what you think isn't okay? You call me immature yet you spread lies about me like a childrens game of telephone. I am sorry for anyone who I've hurt. I am not sorry for being human. Do not harass anyone I have mentioned in this. I do not condone hatred, even if they have encouraged it towards me. I am sorry if anyone takes what I've said as hostile. I am tired and angry of people demonizing me with little to no proof of what they claim. I am tired of sleepless nights wondering if someone is going to send me more threats or dox me. I am tired. /nav Thank you for reading.

PAJAMA FACTZ RAAAHHHH 🔥🔥🔥‼️‼️‼️

He's so zilly goofy cute, i luv him 🫶

Pajama factsssss!

So so like we said, it uses

- It/Its

- Shi/Hir

-Rot/Rots

Pajama's two nicknames are PB and PJ

Shi has insomnia, has one of those little nests of pillows and blankets BUT! When rot sleeps, it's ontop of the blankets, and using the pillows as blankets

Its little nest is in the back end of a closet

Oh oh! So Pajama doesn't have a mouth, and was made that way because our autism causes us to have an extremely hard time talking to the point where sometimes we just feel it'd be easier to communicate another way!

Oh! And maybe the most important! Pajama has a sibling named Quarter made by @thetetrisco a good friend of ours!

Guys, guys, so there's been a joke in our server between the staff that we all have to make our own TBH creature, so here's ours, hir name is Pajama or PJ, it uses it/hir/rot and I would give my life for rot /hj

You should also like, totally join our server and watch us staff be all sortsa silly

Also if you want more Pajama facts please ask

You'll make my day