Latest Posts by churchofnightmares - Page 5

Yeahh, see it's definitely not deleted

Heyo, can you all ignore or block, honestly idc as long as they aren't given any popularity, this person, she's traced my boyfriend @getgoremotes emotes and claiming them as mews own.

Feel free to check their account if u want?? but ALL their emotes are ones my bf posted before, I mean idk it's rlly obviously traced so lol.

Ew I hate thieves, pls check out my bf tho, gore is an amazing artist and deserves ur likes and reblogs, not this shit. No one deserves praise for taking from others.

GUISE

GUISE

IF YOU HIT “X+C” IT SHUTS OFF EVERY GIF ON YOUR DASH

EVERY SINGLE ONE TURNS TO A LITTLE GREY BOX WITH A LOCK

GUISE

TUMBLR HAS MADE ITSELF SAFE FOR EPILEPTICS

PASS IT ON

on colors and being different and not being enough for yourself

(please reblog instead of liking)

Trying out a new style, we like it more then the old one, for now, samples

Lilia Vanrouge - Annoyed / Angry

Lilia Vanrouge - Smile / Happy

Lilia Vanrouge - Excited

We don't talk but we care for our mutuals, including you /plat

can someone please be proud of me like fuck I’m trying

Abuse has a goal behind it, and a lot of the time, it's about changing the victims behavior. If someone screams at you for not doing X activity, eventually you learn to do X activity. If someone hits you when you defy them, eventually you learn not to defy them. If someone abuses you frequently enough, and you begin to break down to their will... It is possible to reach a point where it may seem like you're not being abused anymore.

They don't yell anymore because you stay quiet and do what you're told. They don't threaten you anymore because you don't voice even the slightest disagreement or need. What used to be screaming fighting arguments have become lectures at your expense. They may even praise you for doing what they want you to. And all those mundane moments - breakfast, the rare kind act - stand out more. Your perception of the relationship skews even more. It's all normal now.

And it's still abuse. It's just reached its end goal - wearing you down so badly that they don't need to overtly abuse you anymore to get what they want. All they need to do is make a joke, or complain to guilt you, or tell you want to do/not to do, etc. etc. The fact that's all it takes now doesn't make what's happening to you less severe - if anything, it means you're in much, much more danger than you could realize.

It's abuse. It's horrific. It's just not obvious anymore... and that's terrifying. You deserve so, so much better. You deserve to truly be safe - not to have your wellbeing held behind fearful compliance. That's not safety. That's not love. That's abuse. It being psychological doesn't make it less dangerous.

www

''Doesn't know what it's like to receive love''

writers and artists will go "this isn't good enough." my brother in christ, you're creating something new out of nothing and expressing yourself creatively. your productivity and unrealistic standards of perfection do not define you or the worth of your art. you're doing great.

how to grow the fuck up

i love my mutuals because we never talk but we still… like… follow each other……….. and i admire that we stick together even tho there is no communication in the slightest………u kno what i mean… hello…

[Text: This system is constantly afraid everyone is going to leave them.]

Like/Reblog if you save or use

[Text: This autistic system has many fictives from their special interests.]

Like/Reblog if you save or use

So I just saw a post by a random personal blog that said “don’t follow me if we never even had a conversation before” and?????? Not to be rude but literally what the fuck??????????

I’ve had people (non-pornbots) try to strike conversation out of nowhere in my DMs recently, and now I’m wondering if they were doing that because they wanted to follow me and thought they needed to interact first. I feel compelled to say, just in case, that it’s totally okay to follow this blog (or my side blog, for that matter) even if we’ve never talked before.

Also, I’m legit confused. Is this how follow culture works right now? It was worded like it’s common sense but is that really a thing?

Not a serious hot take, but the endoskeletons from 2014 indie horror franchise Five Nights At Freddy's are the only endos I support

-- Umbrella

lmao, same. the only endos I support are Fnaf endos, because at least they're honest when they try kill me

I don't appreciate our brain having a low split tolerance very much, respectfully stop it !!

system ask meme

🍄 - how did you get your system name?

👾 - funniest out of context system quote?

🎉 - favorite system holiday?

🌙 - do you have subsystems?

☕ - what is switching like for you?

💫 - are there any hobbies you all have?

💾 - what's your headcount?

👻 - do your alters/headmates have different voices or speech patterns?

🎨 - does anyone in your system like art?

🥀 - how easily does the system split?

🦖 - is your system fictive-heavy? factive-heavy? neutral?

🎵 - what songs remind you of your alters/headmates?

❓ - how much amnesia do you experience?

🎮 - what do your alters/headmates do in their free time?

🪐 - what is headspace like for you?

🍐 - are there any non-human alters/headmates?

🪫 - what do you all do to recharge?

🌧️ - how does the system cope with stress?

🔦 - how did you discover your system?

🌟 - do any alters help out with school/work?

🌊 - who are your frequent fronters?

🎁 - have you ever bought your alters/headmates things?

☘️ - what are your introjects/fictives usually sourced from?

💬 - free space!! tell me about something!

Stares at @k9emote,,, we're not mutuals but this made us think of y'all /silly /pos

Me and all of my dog mutuals

https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.infinitycow.eplay

I am,,, confused?

Thank you,,, /pos

Last Song : Zombified by Falling in Reverse

Favorite Colour : A dusky sorta dark blue

Spicy / Sweet / Savory : Savory, I don't like spice, and I'm alright with sweet

Currently Watching : Fairy Tail, SpyXFamily, Bleach, MLB, ect... I have a hard time sticking to one

Relationship Status : Kinda complicated

Current Obsession : Hazbin Hotel, Helluva Boss, Twisted Wonderland, BSD, Fairy Tail

Uhh people I'd wanna know more about

@lanirawhoney ( I wish I could tag more but I don't have many mutuals to tag )

Nine people i'd like to get to know better:

Tagged by: @bell-of-indecision, thank you so much for tagging me <3

Last Song: Gmfu by Odetari,6arelyhuman

Favourite colour: Dark red, violet, pink

Currently watching: Death note, ep6

Spicy/Savoury/Sweet: Spicy

Relationship status: Single

Current Obsession: Mbti types and cognitive functions.

Tagging: @somin-yin @a-cloud-for-dreams @axepen @hinsaa-paramo-dharma @basic-bitch-alkali @rhysaka @blackknight-100 @squishywizardd @reykalot

site that you can type in the definition of a word and get the word

site for when you can only remember part of a word/its definition 

site that gives you words that rhyme with a word

site that gives you synonyms and antonyms

truly do not understand how people just slip into relationships and jobs and opportunities and friend groups and lifestyles. to me there are a million obstacles to navigate in a single basic conversation

From Why be happy when you could be normal by Jeanette winterson

It really does, like, you're so talented? And you follow me? But why? /pos

Shoutout to my amazing mutuals by the way, I know we don't talk but y'all are amazing

having a mutual who’s a good artist literally feels like beyonce saw me at a supermarket and decided to make me her best friend

Uh- more than one but- not sure about the exact number

- ill.

so we are a system without RAMCOA/OEA/TBMC trauma, but we have an alter that uses a number (not as a name usually, more of an assigned number) based on an ICD code

i won’t share the actual code, but a similar one (that i made up) would be D35 or something like that

we were wondering if this is offensive to systems with number name trauma? his number is based on some of our own trauma but it’s tied to medical trauma, not TBMC

sorry if this is a bit rambly

It’s not offensive to us. It takes the target off our backs and other survivors are able to hide in a crowd.

Yes, there’s trauma related to those number names, but it doesn’t just have to ramcoa/tbmc based.

The one thing I hate the most is people constantly saying that ramcoa systems are the only ones that can use numbers as names. It separates us from the crowd and makes us easier targets if people remember those numbers.

Use it, it’s a name.

That’s like others using colour coordination and stuff being offensive because of programs revolving around colours. No, it’s helping you organize.

I will always say it’s okay for any system to use a number name to help survivors hide and to make sure that there’s no separation to where people can find survivors easier. I might get attacked by other survivors or something but I don’t really care lmao

Use what’s comfortable.

This did absolutely make our day better thank you

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD!❣️ Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people you adore! Absolutely no pressure but. It's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out <3

and that someone is ME! hehehe >:)

WOOO THANK YOU !!!!!

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