The more I hate something, the more being forced to do it turns me on.
Lately I’ve realized (though Cameron’s guidance) that I’m a bit of an exhibitionist, so today I played for Cameron in public. He’d been talking about it yesterday, so by the time I actually found a suitable spot outside, I was already terribly wet.
It started simple enough - I pulled down my pants just enough to rub my clit as he instructed. Then harder, faster, side to side. He had me drop my pants to my ankles, then rub between the lips of my cunt. I was so wet and needy at this point, I wanted so much more. And he gave it to me.
After spreading my legs wide and pulling up my shirt so he could see my tits (I wasn’t wearing a bra), he had me slowly insert my special toy as deep into my pussy as I could. Already this felt great, but I was so excited when he had me start slowly thrusting - 3 shallow, 5 deep. After a few minutes he had me use one hand to rub my clit as I continued.
At this point I was panting and moaning. He had me fuck myself faster and rub my clit harder and I was a mess. Thrusting my hips like I was fucking his cock, imagining how even more amazing that would be… He had me stop rubbing my clit to pinch and tease my nipples. He called me his cunt and his bitch and told me again how he adores me and I was just delirious with pleasure.
Then he had me strip. I remembered that I was in public and looked around a little nervously even as another thrill rushed through me. Once I was naked - despite the cold - he had me get down and fuck my special toy like I was riding him there on the ground. I love this position.
He had me pinch my clit as I continued, as he told me how hard he was and filled my head with the thoughts of his cock buried deep within me, his hands on my tits, his teeth marking my neck, his hands on my ass to pull me down harder…
When he had me stand and fuck myself how he wants to - rough and hard and brutal… Those words undid me. I didn’t cum - I don’t have permission - but I actually started squirting. I have never done that, never even came close. I was confused and dripping and too close to continue anyway. Cameron had me stop.
My legs were shaking afterwards for a good twenty minutes, but my smile lasted for hours. I can’t wait until I get to play in public again.