Here It Is, Almost A Year Later, Option B.

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someone please tie me down onto the bed and edge me into oblivion with a vibrator. Whenever I’m close pull it away from my clit and tell me that sluts don’t get to come until you decide, edge me for hours until I’m sobbing and begging to cum. ask me random little questions and when I don’t give an answer slap my puffy clit and tell me I’m never gonna cum if I don’t learn some manners.

I got out of the shower to grab something and found him on the couch furiously jerking off. I was confused because I didn’t understand why he wouldn’t just fuck me or use my mouth until I saw what he was jerking off to.

He had my best friend’s Instagram open and he was looking at a photo of her in a tight dress while beating his cock so hard to try to finish before I got out of the shower.

I got back in the shower and let him finish without knowing I saw.

When I came out he was sitting on the couch like nothing ever happened and said, “hey babe”

I said “hi baby whatcha doin?”

He said he was just trying to think of what he wanted to do today.

So I said, “well some of the girls are going to brunch. We could join if you wouldn’t hate that.”

He said, “ahhh that sounds ok. Who’s going?”

I listed off some names including Maria, the girl he just made himself cum to.

He said, “well, I am hungry. Fine, let’s do it.”

When we got there, all the girls were dressed up and drinking. We sat down across from a few girls and Maria was next to them.

I saw my boyfriend look at her tits, which I wouldn’t have thought twice about before but now I knew where it was coming from.

He made a joke and everyone laughed and he looked directly at her to check if she was laughing.

I was getting jealous and didn’t really know what to make of this because he clearly liked her.

Brunch ended and one of the girls was opening up to me about something serious so we were at the end of the table having a private conversation when everyone started getting up to leave. Maria had ubered and asked if anyone could give her a ride when my boyfriend offered instantly to take her while I stayed and finished my conversation.

He said I’ll just swing back around and get you after baby.

I said ok. There wasn’t really anything I could do or say to stop it and watched them walk out together. Her ass was annoyingly big and perfect, totally his type.

They went to the car and I got really nervous while my friend was telling me about her problems and I could barely focus on what she was saying.

10 mins later I got a text from my boyfriend saying, “hey babe, Maria needs a few things hung in her apartment and I offered to help out if that’s cool. If you want to go back with Sandra I’ll just meet up with you after.”

My heart sunk at the thought of them alone in her apartment together.

I gathered myself and texted back, “okay babe text me when you’re done.”

He didn’t respond and Sandra offered to drop me at home since I lived close.

An hour had gone by since my boyfriend’s last text when I walked into our apartment. I couldn’t shake the feeling inside that I was being betrayed in some way but I didn’t want to blow it out of proportion and freak out on him if nothing was happening.

I laid in bed and tried to distract myself but I couldn’t stop thinking about it. Him, jerking off to her pictures and being alone with her in her home. It made me so, so jealous and my heart rate was racing.

I thought about what might be happening over there and opened up her Instagram to get a better idea from a man’s perspective.

Fuck. She was hot. She had a naturally pretty face with a sexy tight body and a natural perfect huge ass. I knew this was his type and it was always what he had gone for before me.

As I came across the photo I saw him getting off to, I felt my adrenaline shoot up and my jealousy consume me and I realized my pussy was dripping wet.

I reached my hand down to touch and I was soaked. Fuck. Why?

I didn’t know but it felt so good and right to touch looking at her picture that my boyfriend had gotten off to.

Of course he would like her. He should like her. She was his type and I knew he was probably aching to get his hands on a nice fat ass.

I started rubbing myself thinking about them together and scrolled through her Instagram.

I looked at all the ways she was better than me as I fucked my pussy with my fingers, legs spread on the bed.

It wasn’t until an hour and a half later of rubbing and fantasy that I realized the time and that he still hadn’t texted me.

It was 6pm and he was still with her.

There was no way something hadn’t happened right?? I mean, he wanted her.

I was getting cheated on. I had to accept that. I was getting cheated on by my boyfriend with my friend.

I didn’t want to leave him but I didn’t know what to do. I was confusingly wet and my pussy was throbbing and begging for me to continue touching it.

I gave in and started rubbing again thinking of him holding her and kissing her.

I came after awhile and was so exhausted I fell asleep.

When I woke up an hour later he still wasn’t back.

I got my phone and there was nothing.

I typed out, “where are you?”

He responded 5 minutes later, “hey babe I’m sorry. I was doing some stuff for her and my phone died and we got hungry so we got some food. I’m coming home now. I’ll see you in a moment.”

I waited for him on the bed my mind racing when he walked in the door.

He kissed me hello and immediately went to the bathroom to take a shower.

When he got back in bed I was fake asleep. I didn’t know what to say or do so I just decided to do nothing.

He got in bed next to me and opened his phone. I could see his screen as he opened up a text and typed in, “Maria”

He typed, “fuck. I can’t stop thinking about you. That was amazing. Can I see you again tomorrow?”

My heart sank and my pussy got soaked as she responded, “yes xx how about tomorrow night?”

He said, “perfect. Can’t wait. Goodnight, sexy.”

She sent a video of her blowing him a slow kiss in a bra.

He played it and grabbed his cock and started slowly jerking it while he looked over at me to make sure I was sleeping.

Then he opened her Instagram again and scrolled while stroking his cock, making himself cum.

I couldn’t explain why my pussy was soaked at the thought of them meeting again the next night but I decided I wouldn’t confront him about it.

I’d just let him fuck her and rub myself raw at home pretending I didn’t know what was going on for as long as I could.

I went to bed soaking wet waiting for the next day so he could fuck her again.

I think I’m ovulating again

I feel like I’m in heat, my pussy soaking wet and every instinct telling me to find someone and present my fertile cunt for their use. There’s an intense ache low in my belly that I can only assume is my uterus trying to draw in non-existent cum for the egg inside me waiting to be fertilized. All I can do is lay here with my legs spread and my pants and boxers around my knees, hoping the cool air can calm my eager cunt. Of course I’d rather I had a roommate with a cock, who always forgets to knock before they come in. I’m so distracted with my heat I wouldn’t even have it in me to cover myself properly and stop rubbing my cock even as they watch me pleasure myself.

I’m sure I’d at least give them a feeble “get out!” That I don’t really mean. They’d be able to tell I’m not serious the way my fingers keep teasing my hard clit, speeding up under their curious gaze. They’d just ignore me and seat themself at the end of my bed and gently spread my legs wider, rubbing their dick through their pants, hardening as they watch my fingers dipping into my tight little hole. Even as I’m giving them pathetically insincere pleas for them to leave, they’ll tug their pants down just far enough that their cock will be able to spring free. My imploring will go from imploring them to get out to the single word “please” and they’ll know what I’m begging for now and start rubbing the tip of their dick along my clit and the seam of my lips, parting them so they can get a good look inside my pussy. There’s no cum inside me, a situation they have to rectify, knowing my poor little womb is desperate for a good dose of it by the desperate movements of my fingers. They’ll just brush my hands aside softly and replace them with their dick pressing against my opening, making my hips jerk forward and impale myself on their cock. They may need a moment, half imbedded inside me, it might be difficult not to cum before they’re all the way inside me but we’re both determined enough to breed that we hold back just a little until they can shove themself all the way in, making my back arch fiercely. It won’t take long, maybe a few minutes of them thrusting right up against my cervix before I cum all over their cock. My pussy clenching down on them would certainly be too much for them and they’d be pounding me hard before I feel a flood of intense heat and know they just came inside me.

I’d been so caught up in getting my heat sated, I’d have forgotten to tell them that my birth control is only 80% effective, that they needed a condom and that they’d probably become a parent in the next few weeks. But then they’d kiss me while they pull out, making me forget the huge load they’ve just put in my plump little pussy and with a little pat on my mound before they leave for their own room, it will be like it never happened at all. I’ll roll over and be asleep within a minute with their thick, fertile cum splattered all over the still-spasming opening to my womb which is only bound to start convulsing in orgasm again with the ensuing wet dreams. By the following morning I’ll be panicking and trying to push their cum out of me but the damage has been done many times over. I’ll be having at least one of my roommate’s babies and no idea how to tell them.

Persephone aesthetic

When you masturbate you’re wasting all the cum that should have been inside of me

Cockwarming your dom while he plays a video game with his friends, everytime he thrusts up into you his friends hear your squeaky choked moan through the mic and they all compliment how slutty and cute you sound being so nonchalantly used by your dom