Scarlet Witch 💫💥

I'm on a point that I don't know if I'm struggling with quarantine or struggling with life itself.

I was planning on doing the aupair, found a family, they live in a nice place to study on the area I want to work on, it would be nice, go a year abroad, study on a foreign University, come back and have a nice curriculum to get a nice internship on my area.

However, like always, something needs too go wrong and here we Are with quarantine, I don't know if I will be able to get the visa, the driver license and go to do the program.

Here I am again, rebuilding everything from the scratches, thinking on an plane b, c or d because it is regular on my life to the first or the second plant don't work out. So, ok, the aupair might not work so I must find a way to improve my life in here or try a different program, there is many options honestly but we always choose to surrender to anxiety.

✧・ﾟ:*Today’s magical girl of the morning is: Cynthia from Gothic Wa Mahou Otome!✧・ﾟ:*

I was thinking about you.

It is not that I don't think about you every single day of my life since I first fell in love with you, however I was actually thinking about you. Analyzing my feelings about you and how my life changed when I was with you and since you left my side.

I was wondering if this feeling, this necessity of having you by my side, this joy I feel when I see your picture and the pain on my chest when I remember the moments by your side, if all this feeling is actually real. I was thinking and thinking and at some point overthinking about this feeling. Do I miss you? Do I ever even felt this deep passion about you? Or do I only LOVED how you made me feel. How you made me feel alive and in love with life and how you truly gave me a reason to leave bed in the morning.

Was all this love for you? Or was all this love for how you made me feel alive? I miss you, I miss talking to you, I miss seeing you everyday but over all, I truly think I miss having a passion on my life.

ive been trying to get a job for months now but things are really bad in my city covid wise so ive got nowhere to really look to anymore. 

so hi im a 19 year old nb trans person and ive been getting psychiatric help for my bipolar disorder and managing my money has been very difficult, my bills are constantly overdrafting me every month and i had to drop out to take care of myself mentally. anything will help at this point, and will be greatly appreciated!! i can also do tattoo flashes for people who donate 10+ dollars. just dm me and we can work something out!

my paypal is peachybirdo@gmail.com 

“no more half loves” by Chloë Frayne

Art by exellero

Many things give me reasons but almost not brings me energy to do so.

Night in Edinburgh.

titi window 

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Excerpt from a poem by Patrick Hart