Tags: #mypost #mymusic || About: 26, he/him, pan, recovering system. || I make music, draw and blog(vent?) to cope with shit.
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Me grown up trilingual and tricultural surrounded by mostly single-lingual and single-cultural people... ...this problem is real.
the language barrier between my brain and everyone else. devastating
twitter users please migrate to instagram instead. you wont like it here we say bad words and hate brands and are very problematic
I am a musical story-teller. Eerie, uneasy and various degree of disturbing themes, please beware. This blog is a personal blog and pretty chaotic. I cannot stop minors from following me but please beware that would make me HIGHLY uncomfortable. I wanna be an unfiltered chaotic adult and many things I reblog are not not suitable for minors. Same goes with my music.
MAZE RUNNER - Yuma, Anxiao & Kevin (SynthV original) CW: spiders, censored g0r3, dark imagery and lyrics This was my spooky season release this year. If you like it consider subscribing for my youtube, I post spooky songs there. Have you ever felt like it's always a "Hang in there" - situation without ever getting anywhere? The run just goes on and on and you have no idea when you'll actually be safe or get rest. And then there are also enemies lurking in the shadows watching you. Even the friendly people you meet on the way can turn out to be predatory monsters in human skins. You wonder how long have they been on the run to turn into such monsters and you wonder when will it be your turn.
Everyday I stray further away from the light of youthful passion, growing more tired as I go. You wanna argue with me 2+2=5 ? Okay pal, 5 it is then. I only wish for a small light of sunshine, someone I could just sit in the same room with, having no interaction, but just by looking at them, I could feel less anxious and be more at ease. A face that just kinda reminds me “it’s alright boyfriend, it’s alright, at least we got each other”
As a “pretty boy” with a morbidly sadistic streak in the bedroom who “doesn’t fit” a physical stereotype of a dom, this is so validating.
Thinking about Innocent looking guys who'll do the most sadistic depraved things to you 🥺
Hm.... This season it’s off-tune music box
Fuck zodiac sign what’s the main instrument playing in your instrumental villain theme song???
Mines violin
Pins you to a wall with a dagger against your throat (romantically)
Blep
Fig
Enamel Pin // Dirty Lola on Etsy
i cant speak for other polyam people but being in a triad/throuple relationship in real life is just inherently funny. show up to the family function with two guys and everyone else has one guy. just seems like a power move every time even though we're just living our lives. hilarious. i recommend this for comedic value alone
Biting you (lovingly)
Biting you (lovingly)
Biting you (lovingly)
Biting you (lovingly)
Biting you (fiercely)
Biting you (lovingly)
Biting you (lovingly)
*walks up to gay couple* so which of you is the respected paragon of virtue and which of you is the demonic scourge of the earth despised by all?
verbal doms 🤝 subs who can’t talk when they’re being ruined so they just whine and whimper
jakub rozalski
Audrey Kawasaki (Japanese-American, b. 1982, Los Angeles, CA, USA) - Under the Full Moon, 2012, Paintings: Oil, Acrylic, Graphite on Wood Panel
Anne Sexton, from “The Sickness Unto Death”, The Complete Poems
Oh, to haunt a village for a while then disappear without a trace
manic
*stands on the tips of my toes to kiss your bloodied mouth*
Absent: preoccupied
Agonized: as if in pain or tormented
Alluring: attractive, in the sense of arousing desire
Appealing: attractive, in the sense of encouraging goodwill and/or interest
Beatific: blissful
Black: angry or sad, or hostile
Bleak: hopeless
Blinking: surprise, or lack of concern
Blithe: carefree, lighthearted, or heedlessly indifferent
Brooding: anxious and gloomy
Bug eyed: frightened or surprised
Chagrined: humiliated or disappointed
Cheeky: cocky, insolent
Cheerless: sad
Choleric: hot-tempered, irate
Darkly: with depressed or malevolent feelings
Deadpan: expressionless, to conceal emotion or heighten humor
Despondent: depressed or discouraged
Doleful: sad or afflicted
Dour: stern or obstinate
Dreamy: distracted by daydreaming or fantasizing
Ecstatic: delighted or entranced
Faint: cowardly, weak, or barely perceptible
Fixed: concentrated or immobile
Gazing: staring intently
Glancing: staring briefly as if curious but evasive
Glazed: expressionless due to fatigue or confusion
Grim: fatalistic or pessimistic
Grave: serious, expressing emotion due to loss or sadness
Haunted: frightened, worried, or guilty
Hopeless: depressed by a lack of encouragement or optimism
Hostile: aggressively angry, intimidating, or resistant
Hunted: tense as if worried about pursuit
Jeering: insulting or mocking
Languid: lazy or weak
Leering: sexually suggestive
Mild: easygoing
Mischievous: annoyingly or maliciously playful
Pained: affected with discomfort or pain
Peering: with curiosity or suspicion
Peeved: annoyed
Pleading: seeking apology or assistance
Quizzical: questioning or confused
Radiant: bright, happy
Sanguine: bloodthirsty, confident
Sardonic: mocking
Sour: unpleasant
Sullen: resentful
Vacant: blank or stupid looking
Wan: pale, sickly
Wary: cautious or cunning
Wide eyed: frightened or surprised
Withering: devastating
Wrathful: indignant or vengeful
Wry: twisted or crooked to express cleverness or a dark or ironic feeling