Genna/Lai (She/Her) 21+ personal blog and campaign doodles, mostly of my curse of strahd pc, roma
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session rambling !!
LAST SESSION WAS FUN !!! there was a wolf fight in the beginning (attacked by many wolves) but we survived it and it was neat to see. how far we've come (not dying to many wolves)
we decided to go to the dusk camp bc one of the party members rescued some kids from Wolf Cave and we needed a place for them to stay while we dropped off one of the kids in Vallaki. Apparently in Vallaki, since its after?? Strahd tried to destroy the church?? the nine pointed sun group is having executions every day now for dissenters/anyone they dont like so its looking really rough in there
since we were in the dusk camp tho the party talked with kasamir but only one of the party members could really talk with him and they spoke entirely in elvish so no one else understood how legit wacky kasamir was talking (mickey mouse voice, this is a tool we'll use for later!!!)
Oh!!! I'm rotating roma's conversation with illyeria in my head tho... THEY STILL DONT SHARE A LANGUAGE SO THEIR COMMUNICATION IS STILL.. PRETTY CLUNKY BUT (HOLDS IT IN MY HANDS)
I have always and will continue to support vampire hunter's personal crimes and skewed ethics. Their war crimes are THEIR business. I will NOT stop at apologism, I am a defender and active promoter of vampire hunter's dubious morality. I am not better than this nor am I above things.
girl help i unknowingly gave away a small but very human part of myself in exchange for immeasurable power
☮ for an apologetic text
⊙ for a reaction to your muse’s nudes text
❋ for a hopeful text
☯ for an adoring text
ღ for a friend-crush text
❤ for an affectionate text
✂ for a worried text about the receiver
☺ for a complimentary text
❂ for a text about another character (specify other)
✳ for a holiday text
♆ for a sext
☼ for a joking text
↔ for a bitching text
♣ for a gossipy text
$ for a lying text
☆ for a longing text
♬ for a fangirl/boy gushing text
★ for a dumb meme or inside joke text
♘ for a questioning text
♬ for a music rec or lyric text
☽ for a sleepy text
☢ for a snarky text
(thinky emoji)
while i think it would be fun if ez and roma got together romantically etc sometimes i also think about
roma: (showering her in gifts, going on a date, full on confessing, etc) ez: roma im a lesbian
send a number and a pairing for a starter or drabble:
things you said at 1 am
things you said through your teeth
things you said too quietly
things you said over the phone
things you didn’t say at all
things you said under the stars and in the grass
things you said while we were driving
things you said when you were crying
things you said when I was crying
things you said that made me feel like shit
things you said when you were drunk
things you said when you thought I was asleep
things you said at the kitchen table
things you said after you kissed me
things you said with too many miles between us
things you said with no space between us
things you said that I wish you hadn’t
things you said when you were scared
things you said when we were the happiest we ever were
things you said that I wasn’t meant to hear
things you said when we were on top of the world
things you said after it was over
things you said on the streetcar at 1 am
things you said with clenched fists
things you said in the back seat of a cab
things you said sitting still
things you said on the phone at 4 am
things you said but not out loud
things you said in the backyard at night
things you said on the highway
things you said while I cried in your arms
things you said I wouldn’t understand
things you said at the back of the theater
things you said in your sleep
things you said that made me feel real
things you said you’ll never forget
things you said with the tv on mute
things you said while holding my hand
things you said when we first met
things you said when you met my parents
things you said you loved about me
things you said when you asked me to marry you
things you said in our vows
things you said before you kissed me
things you said on new year’s eve
things you said when you kissed me goodnight
things you said in a hotel room
things you said on our honeymoon
things you said when we were 18
things you said when we were 70
things you said as we danced in our socks
things you said with my lips on your neck
things you said in the dark
things you always meant to say but never got the chance
things you said under your breath
things you said in the spur of the moment
things you said when no one else was around
things you were afraid to say
things you said after we fell in love
things you said [make your own]
SHOUT OUT TO THESE TWO SHOTS I REALLY ENJOYED BUT HAD TO AXE FROM THE ANIMATIC!!! ez this one is 4 u
a small animatic for a scene from my curse of strahd campaign! roma (my pc) rants about his troubles; ez provides an ultimanum
me: (draws ez) me: (:
i'm so depressed i feel sick, is that the most ridiculous thing you ever heard?
In the pines.
every now and again i browse my twitter followers and im startled by a Really Good Artist I Didn't Notice Before Following Me, For Some Reason
more thoughts under the CUT
One of roma's deep core beliefs is that the world is full of Beasts, and when Beasts are hungry, they Hunt. All Beasts Hunger, without exception. When Hunting, the strong crush the weak and then then everyone who isn't strong must Struggle or Die.
It's very defeatist, and he believes in this in both a neutral and negative way, in that while he's accepted many ... systems isn't the word he'd use, but that's basically what it is, in the world operate like this, roma is still sometimes Soooo bitter about it because. he doesn't consider himself one of the Strong, and while struggling is an Option, Struggling Sucks Ass. Being Prey Sucks Ass. Being Weak Sucks Fucking Ass. And he carried SOOO much anger and bitterness about it because he Knew there weren't folks who weren't struggling and being a person who Used To Be A Part Of A Human Family, roma Knew things didn't have to be this way But They Were And No One Was Helping Him.
I dont think that anger is gone when he talks with VR, but I think that his anger is part and parcel with how much he loves VR. Roma adores VR because he has a certain understanding of how shit and hard things can be and he's SO happy VR does actions that go against the weird cycle of the world, so if VR were to abandon the morals that roma Assumed VR had and loves so much, I dont think it'd be hard for roma to key back into his anger and be So reckless about it, bc the origin of love and anger are the same thing in him
WAIT i can talk about secret character lore bc none of party is on tumblr
one thing i Do Think About is that roma's big backstory secret is tl;dr that he was a cannibal for a little while, like hunting and killing actual people, and then VR saved him and he stopped being a cannibal and awful person bc the rescue was so affecting, but recently the party came across a diary where VR was talking about. killing All The Vistani bc he was aggrieved over his dead son and inwardly roma was like :) you're not allowed to do this and then yelled at vr to not do this
but if there ever came a point where VR didn't back down on doing that i imagine that roma would spiral So Hard... like mileage may vary but roma would do his best to Be The Monster Van Richten Told Him Not To Be
WAIT i can talk about secret character lore bc none of party is on tumblr
one thing i Do Think About is that roma's big backstory secret is tl;dr that he was a cannibal for a little while, like hunting and killing actual people, and then VR saved him and he stopped being a cannibal and awful person bc the rescue was so affecting, but recently the party came across a diary where VR was talking about. killing All The Vistani bc he was aggrieved over his dead son and inwardly roma was like :) you're not allowed to do this and then yelled at vr to not do this
but if there ever came a point where VR didn't back down on doing that i imagine that roma would spiral So Hard... like mileage may vary but roma would do his best to Be The Monster Van Richten Told Him Not To Be
If anyone knows of a firefox extension that hides note count please let me know!! I have XKit currently but the dev said that they weren't going to implement it so I'm looking for alternatives :')
gift giving / some stuff that happened in campaign
took illyeria to the abbot to be revived and she had a tough time of it
happy valentines day from barovia's #1 and #2 vampirekillers
is this all you wanted? is this everything you hoped it would be?
as the years of study wear on, the mind clutters