hyacinthusbleeds

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where even are you, my little muse?

the edges of my mind are starting to forget what it felt like to have you.

Here and now, forever.

finished my brocedes piece at last!!

it ruins me that there is a growing trend for people to talk about brocedes like it is nico who moved on and lewis who stayed. like one grew up, and the other didn't. the truth is they are both still in it, both undone by it, just in ways that are opposite.

one of them is loud about it. gets a job where he knows the other one will be. haunts the commentary box. doesn't pay attention to any other driver but the one who matters. the other is quiet about it. he slips through their history, eyes lowered, not pretending, not denying; just quietly living with it, in the ghost of it, rarely speaking its name.

neither of them moved on. they just learned different ways to stay.

ethel cain was onto something with "am i making you feel sick?"

i fear this is me

Do y'all ever read a fic so good that it makes you want to elevate your own craft and also befriend the writer? It's almost like, "Hi! You write so well that you've inspired me to embark on a creative training arc. Also, can I yell about the character in your dms because you get it?"

Satosugu | Delete Ya (they have rotted my brain fr)

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Listen, I love that Hua Cheng is revered as such a terrifying dude when this man is an 800-year-old virgin who named himself Flower, uses butterflies of all things to fight with, carries around an umbrella his crush gave him that one time, has his crush’s name tattooed on his damn arm, and made rain an important part of his character all because it was so Pivotal to Xie Lian’s downfall and rebirth. He gave no fucks. He’s in love with his gege, and everyone should know it.

Cause of my insomnia number one:

hyperfixation please stay with me long enough to complete the project. hyperfixation do not fade. hyperfixation finish what you started for the love of god

i wanna start re-reading qjj so bad but i have so much school related stuff to do this is TORTURE

青春真っ只中!! はじける最強な笑顔!!

in the midst of their youth!! the bursting smiles of the strongest!!

hoping insomnia doesn't embrace me tonight as well! <3

why am i treating tumblr like it's my twitter account

Nerdjo and his silly bf

school has me so stressed out i muted instagram and every other social media except tumblr because nobody knows me here so i can detox 💔

uh I dont tink I will finish this but I like idea + Idk how active I'll be next 2 month, so dont lose me :"D

nerdtoru au

together, we do the same thing again //

fine I'll read qjj again 🫠

official qiang jin jiu (ballad of sword and wine) book illustrations

that versainz hug

(from @its-a-jolly-world's compilation x)

:( been trying to write a fanfic that's longer than my usual works and I've been struggling so much with it gn

idk if this has been done but

is tumblr a good place to share poetry? i would share some but im generally self conscious about them and also kinda scared of plagiarism.

i recently discovered this song, and this band in particular and i lowkey love it so much the melody is so catchy and honestly i found it when i was feeling pretty down and just overwhelmed tbh. vv good song 10/10.