Latest Posts by idoubtanyonecares - Page 2

I need to learn the fucking difference between people that MAKE time to talk to me and people that HAVE time to talk to me.

I thought you made time for me, but I thought wrong.

Every night I find myself staring at my ceiling… Just thinking about you. And every night I just come to the same realizations. If you cared about me, you would be texting me instead of her. If you cared about me, you would try to make our conversations last longer. If you cared about me, you would talk to me even if there were other people to talk to.

But you don’t care about me…. Not anymore.

Just forget about me

Everyone else has

Everyone who gets close to me

just

gets

hurt

It may be cold now, and it may seem like it will never be warm again. But summer WILL come. The sun WILL shine. And the warmth WILL come back.

I hope

Everybody thinks I’m over you. But sometimes… when someone else is talking about their relationship.. or I see two strangers holding hands.. I remember that at one point that could have been us. And my hearts breaks all over again.

Things Change #6

Am I supposed to pretend that everything is okay?..

It's not

Isn’t it funny how close we used to be. I used to be your first choice… But somewhere along the line, you stopped feeling the same way about me that I will always feel about you.

Things Change #5

But I will wait an eternity if I feel as if there is still

the tiniest,

littlest bit

of hope left.

Do you ever just get scared for no reason?.. It's like you know something bad is about to happen but you don't know what and that just makes you even more terrified.

Anxiety // I'm.not.living.im.surviving on ig

Our favorite colors were always the same; blue. But I recently grew very fond of purple. That doesn't mean I like blue any less, I just like purple more now.

Things Change #4 // I'm.not.living.im.surviving on ig

They say we 'are not alone' but that isn't always a good thing. It makes everyone see us as 'just another depressed kid' or 'just another emo teen'. People think that it's 'just what teenagers do.' But if we were like the others, we wouldn't feel this broken.

I guess it doesn't matter though since this is all 'just a phase' anyway

If I were to stop talking.. would anyone even notice?

I Doubt It. // @im.not.living.im.surviving on ig

The sad part is... I saw this coming. I saw it coming but that didn't stop me from continuing to love you.

I still continue to love you... // @im.not.living.im.surviving on ig

I used to feel at home whenever I talked to you. But now it’s more like when you check into a motel; familiar, yet cold and neglected.

Things Change #3 // @im.not.living.im.surviving on ig

“If life is just a video game.. Then why cant I quit yet..”

Ronnie Radke ~ Game Over // Myself(sorta)

I don't know how to do this whole "life" thing.

Everyone is always better than me at everything..

You already knew that though // @im.not.living.im.surviving on ig

I have a bad feeling that my good mood is going to be destroyed when I go back to school tomorrow...

When school vacations end so do my normal thoughts // @im.not.living.im.surviving on ig

I don't even matter...

I don’t think you will ever fall as deeply into this depression as me. Want to know why?.. Because every time you’re sad, I know exactly what to say… All the things that you didn’t.

You never helped me, but I’ll help you because no one deserves to feel this way // @im.not.living.im.surviving on ig

When you came, my nightmares turned to dreams. But when you left, my daydreams became my nightmares.

I want my dreams back

Whenever Things Seem To Be Getting Better

Me: Wow, I'm actually happy.

My Brain: ha! No you aren't

Me: What do you mean?

My Brain: Here are memories of all the things that you fucked up. Oh! Don't forget about the people that used to be a big part of your life but aren't anymore!

Me: ........oh yeah........

Dear followers,

I'm sorry for the spam of quotes from "ReMoved" but there were a lot of quote opportunities so *shrugs*

Maybe you wonder why. But mostly.. You try not to think about it.

Short film "ReMoved" by Nathanael Matanick

It seemed like it was always night time and nightmares and never morning.

Short film "ReMoved" by Nathanael Matanick

Sometimes someone hurts you so bad... It stops hurting at all.

Short film "ReMoved" by Nathanael Matanick

I hate watching people go down the same road as I did...

Does that make me a hypocrite?

I'm not okay but you are so it's okay.

You will always be more important than me anyways

“Blades and Burns, may change my turns, but you will always hurt me..”

Sticks and stones//Remake~Myself (via broken-mind-broken-life)