I'm tired of pleasing myself with my hands. Can I try yours?
i am a physical touch girlie til i d i e !!!
let me hold your hand. let me grab your arm when we’re walking together. let me hold your head in my lap. let me run my nails across your back. let me kiss your forehead or whatever body part is closest to me. let me rest my head on your shoulder. let me absentmindedly trace shapes on your arm. let me play in your hair.
i need it
I'm so tired of everything, but the thought of your arms around me feels like rest. Like home. Like I could finally breathe. I think I could fall asleep forever there.
fuck it we ball (malnourished, heavy eve bags, dehydrated, and on the verge of insanity)
not to be dramatic but I love biceps. like thank you for existing. thank you for flexing. thank you for ruining my life respectfully.
I hate borderline wtf is wrong with me I hate my stupid fucking emotional brain why can’t it just feel normal to be annoyed for a second why do I have to make it a whole fucking issue why does anger feel so intense for no reason
bpd feeling like a life sentence
“recovery!” i say as i binge every day for two weeks, gain ten pounds, and immediately relapse harder than before and hate myself because of the weight i gained