the boy in-between, the life on the run “He’d spent the last eight years on the run, spinning lie after lie to leave a twisted trail behind him. Twenty-two names stood between him and the truth, and he knew what would happen if anyone finally connected the dots.”
‟ Not if you check my ID. ❜ it’s different when he’s done it a million times with his mother behind his back , checking potential rats following them. it certainly feels different now without her , but only her connections that assured his documents are of high quality forgery. neil has no choice but to trust them. ‟ I’m already of legal age. Eighteen. I just need to pass through. ❜
❛ you’re just baby ... ❜ - mia dearden ⇢ SHIT SAID TO A BABY BROTHER. &&. STILL ACC. / @jcyfulmess
stefan , dealing with @scarfwere :
neil / nathaniel , dealing with isaac :
‟ It’ll be MUCH EASIER for the both of us if ‘ WE ’ didn’t happen. ❜
▬▬▬▬ &; @scarfwere , sc.
‟ If you have something to say, JUST SPIT IT OUT . ❜
▬▬▬▬ &; @im-possiblelimits , sc.
“ i’ve never seen anything like you. “
“ move or you will be moved. “
“ hey, sailor. “
“ is there anything real about you? “
“ nevermind i take it back. “
“ i hate you. “
“ fine! do you want me to drive? “
“ man, shut the hell up. “
“ there’s nothing more horrifying than a miracle. “
“ i’m with you till the end of the line. “
“ you are a hard person to get a hold of. “
“ there’s worse ways to go. “
“ got anything for me? “
“ please, stay. “
“ it’s not your fault. “
“ didn’t see that one coming? “
“ don’t do anything stupid till i get back. “
“ is it me you see? “
“ i adore you. “
“ we don’t want to kill you, but we will. “
“ let’s kick his ass. “
“ i had no idea if that was going to work. “
“ still think you’re the only monster? “
“ i’m not going to fight you. “
“ i’m always picking up after you. “
“ hands off. “
“ he was very hot. “
“ you’re all not worthy. “
“ maybe if you were more attractive it’d be less disturbing. “
“ hey what’s up everybody! “
“ c’mon use your words! “
“ i don’t even know who you are. “
“ what? no smile? “
“ you’re not going to stop. “
“ did i step on your moment? “
“ hows my hair? “
“ no, i didn’t. but i enjoyed it “
“ in my own defense that was last week. “
“ you look taller. “
“ i get in trouble a lot. “
“ it’s a big bunny relax about it! “
“ i’m going to pretend you didn’t say that. “
“ i said kneel! “
“ that tie looks real expensive. “
“ abort mission! “
“ i understood that reference. “
“ did you just nod off? “
“ that wasn’t so bad. “
“ i can’t see into the future i’m not a witch. “
“ all yours. “
“ kind of done with you telling me what to do. “
“ i can get by on my own. “
“ i’m going to miss these little talks of ours. “
“ don’t worry (pronoun)’s got help. “
“ yes, i think it works. “
“ then he stabbed me. “
“ (pronoun) made a different call. “
“ that’s not up to you. “
“ higher further faster baby. “
“ i’m turning into you. it’s a horrible dream. “
“ destiny arrives all the same. “
“ what makes you happy? “
“ you don’t want any part of this. “
“ do you even speak latin? “
“ i guess you go through me. “
“ anyone else? “
“ you and i remember budapest very differently! “
“ looks like you’re giving the orders now. “
“ piss off ghost! “
“ i know my worth. “
“ (pronoun)’s not alone. “
“ varies from moment to moment. “
“ surprise! “
“ i don’t see how that’s a party. “
“ if only (pronoun/name) could see you now. “
“ i thought you were dead. “
“ i retire for what? five minutes and everything goes to shit? “
“ and in return i’m going to let you keep your hand. “
“ you weren’t there. “
“ i like her. “
“ who the hell is ___? “
“ i don’t know if i’m worth all this. “
“ i need the other guy. “
“ i was attacked! “
“ compromise where you can, but where you can’t, don’t. “
“ i don’t feel so good. “
“ that’s not what everyone else sees. “
“ but i knew (pronoun) “
“ believe it or not, it’s hard to find someone with shared life experience. “
“ do not touch me again. “
“ before you didn’t have me. “
“ i didn’t want you to be alone. “
“ i’m always angry. “
“ okay… that one’s on me. “
“ i’m not asking for permission. “
“ you still owe me a dance. “
“ none of this makes sense!”
“ don’t take my stuff. “
“ if you stay here you’ll die. “
░ ┊ @scarfwere 。• ◞
“ what didn’t happen exactly? ” Yes. He had to s p e c i f y.
he sighs. remembering how to talk with people is very hard. ‟ Knowing me. It never turns out well —— especially if assholes are all over you now just because I talked shit right back at ‘em. ❜
░ ┊ @scarfwere 。• ◞
it almost feels like a secret. An admittance to some secret he wasn’t supposed to know. Much like how he would share a look with strangers who just knew the brig broken letters that hung over his head like a dark shadow.
“ I don’t mind. “ A shrug ─ he really didn’t. “ It’ be nice, you know, to share the load. “
‟ I’m trying to be a GOOD FRIEND . ❜ the words are FOREIGN on his tongue, too far-fetched in a vocabulary of self-preservation and necessary detachment. much like the language prohibited and would have his mother round him up for even suggesting the thought. too bad that she was too late and for that, he sported bruises much larger and more purplish than the usual.
though there is FONDNESS present, one that he’s unaware of its implication whereas opposite to what he thought he means. ‟ And you’re making it hard for me. It makes sense, but don’t say I didn’t warn you. ❜