Latest Posts by jxkerhaha - Page 9

May the last three months of this year conspire in your favor.

Sorry for infodumping about my special interest out of nowhere, you said a keyword and it activated my unskippable dialogue

ohhh i know maybe i can bite all your fingers off

what is your daylist title on spotify today?

nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words

can you fucking please look at yourself with the eyes of a lover? fuck

sorry for being indecisive, I haven’t had any prophetic dreams to guide me in a while

fellas is it gay to look another man in the eyes and say "i choose domination" ?

i've seen soutsuji get thrown around, which i'm pretty sure literally means double tsuji lol-

Is Ayatsuji and Tsujimura's ship name literally just Tsujitsuji?

AO3 people skittering over to Tumblr together every time it goes down

if you’re not ending your emails with “kill me! your slave and enemy,” then what are you doing with your life

I am

⚪️ single

⚪️ taken

🔘 crime. I am punishment. Did you know? Crime and punishment are close friends?

I depend emotionally on too many homosexual pairings and that's both the most beautiful and destructive trait of my personality.

16 | inscryption

no i am not immune to early 2000s pop-punk music that fucks a little harder than everyone likes to admit

you’re in his dms i’m in his homicidal fantasies

Anybody else amiright

the reasons why i fell in love with the both of them lmao-

THE PUBLIC PERCEPTION OF THE LORD OF CRIME PERSONA IS AKIN TO FYODOR, NOT WILLIAM HIMSELF.

[Seeing more people talk about this comparison between Fyodor and William again, had some of this in the drafts for a bit already lmao].

So I often see many people say that BSD Fyodor and MTP William have a similar vibe, and people have recently also been posting about their dislike of the idea too.

However I think Fyodor is more similar to that of the Lord of Crime persona the public see and not William himself. The Lord of Crime operates in a way where he is perceived to murder ruthlessly and have dubious morals - at first he is seen as a hero to the working class, but as he does more that disadvantages them he is seen as a threat to the whole empire (which he uses to unite the social classes). In essence, like Fyodor, the Lord of Crime is portrayed without a shred of kindness or sincerity or guilt - but that is not William.

William in the canon by his friends and family is known for his kindness and his empathy, so much so that he feels immense guilt over his horrific actions as the Lord of Crime which eventually pushed him to taking his own life to escape it. He is not devoid of empathy - in fact he is incredibly empathetic, almost too empathetic for himself to handle. And this is what solidifies the differences between Fyodor and William to me.

Fyodor has shown very little empathy for others in his history, more likely to simply use others to get what he wants and seemingly doesn't care about the effect it may have on that other person. Nikolai for example, even after being given understanding by Fyodor, was supposed to die after the events of Bloody Sunday, Fyodor using him as a disposable pawn in order to frame the agency. Sigma was given a home, a casino to run, but Fyodor was ready to get rid of him after it was investigated. Fukuchi, given a way to try and achieve his lifelong goal of world peace, was used as a pawn in creating the series of events where Fyodor could take over Bram (another pawn in his game considering he literally took his body from him after he just got it back) and now Fukuchi's consciousness is replaced by a Divine Being that Fyodor has control over. Fyodor is only empathetic when it can benefit him, and the benefits his faux empathy gives to those around him is eventually swept out from under them and manipulated to his advantage. He only improves other's lives just to take it away again.

Whilst William and Fyodor both do what they think benefits the world, William is shown to have genuine empathy for the common man - he often finds ways to help people like the children in Baskerville or other disadvantaged people. Whilst the Lord of Crime's support for equality may have been swept out from under the common people after the murder of Whiteley, William's support for the common people never changed. William always wanted to create permanent changes to benefit the lives of the people disadvantaged by the class system.

It is the public perception of the Lord of Crime, as this ruthless figure who wants to destroy the livelihoods of everyone in London, that is similar to the Fyodor we see.

[At first this was going to be a 'Lord of Crime is like Fyodor, William is more like Dazai' post but I wasn't sure about the Dazai idea or how to explain it so I just decided to stick with the Fyodor portion, how it at least makes a little sense.]

Fight little wolf fight🎶🐾

the badass & the cute little young prince combo is so good

sometimes I remember how on the last day of my high school latin class our teacher had us gather around his laptop to show us latin memes on tumblr and my best friend and I just gaped at each other in abject horror. we couldn’t figure out if our teacher was just showing us memes on a Fun Website He Had Found or if he was a tumblr user for real. but he knew how to navigate it. years have passed but it haunts me. he could still be out here

joining once more for the fun of it :DD

song is dear sam by TROY (troy has me on chokehold since his performance as hermes)

no pressure tags: @atlas-72 and @eggginabagg

if anyone else wants to join, feel free to do so :DD

Thanks for the tag @caffeinated-rat-bastard

This picrew and last song you heard.

Tagging: @lanuitmarche-avecmoi @ghvsts @grimmoire @kookietrbl + whoever wants to join

A collection of shirts I found while scrolling on Pinterest that I think Wade would wear

Bonus one for Logan:

I may or may not have some drawings planned based on some of these

mutuals, out of curiosity what season were you born in and what's your favorite season?

*Modern New York. Sherlock is sick*

William: Sherly, I made you some chicken soup.

Sherlock: Why is it blue?

William: I added food coloring for fun.

Sherlock: It’s like eating a potion…. Great.

THE KIDS

THE FUCKIN PARENTS

[ hsr ] tell me so i say….

i really do no understand people who says anime is for kids.

like have you ever watched an anime?

I don't understand the people who think that the point of Death Parade was guessing the judgement of the dead people.

It's a show about celebrating life, about the need of understanding of each other, about people you'll meet and then be separated from and how even if you'll never see them again this connection mattered and will change you.

Like don't you realize that the judgement themselves bring change to Chiyuki and then Decim?

me logging onto tumblr after consuming a new piece of media