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Emperor Hadrian (Publius Hadrianus) (Deceased)

Gender: Male

Sexuality: Gay

DOB: 24 January 76  

RIP: 10 July 138

Ethnicity: White

Occupation: Politician, Roman Emperor

Note: Liked walls

the best anti depressant for most people would be anti capitalism

I didn't had the chance to re-watch the umbrella academy with the original sound but just in case it's only in the German version: five calls the three Swedish guys the IKEA mafia

i wanna make out with him while we watch shitty horror movies 🥺

mlm/nblm only post!

A spaceship landed in the park. Two aliens - one twice the size of the other - emerged. They walked up to a jogger, and the larger alien pushed the smaller forward. "Go on. Ask." The small alien bowed to the jogger. "Are- are we there yet?" "Er… No?" "See?" said the large one.

Dysphoria.

It's a hard thing to describe. You can't really explain it to people who don't experience gender dysphoria. And everyone is experiencing dysphoria in a different way. Some people can put in words how they feel, but I'm not sure if I can. Dysphoria is the worst kind of pain I've known. There are some days I don't feel so dysphoric about myself but the most time my dysphoria is really bad. Sometimes I break down because I can't handle the dysphoria attacks. It makes me want to rip my skin off. It makes me stay in bed all day because I just don't have enough energy to get up. It makes me feel like shit and that I never want to talk again because I can't handle my voice. It's the reason why I sometimes can't talk in class because I feel too dysphoric about my voice. It's the reason I sometimes can't wear what I want because I'm scared not to pass so I rather wear a baggy hoodie. On some days it makes me want to kill myself because it doesn't seem worth it. And there are people out there who think it's fun to be Transgender. They think it's all pride parades and adorable. But it's not. Being Trans is the reason why I can't do the things I wanted to do in the future. Being Trans is a pain in the ass and I have to struggle every day. Every day is a fight. And I don't need people to understand how I feel. I just need them to stop making fun of Trans people. Because it's already hard enough to be Trans. And I know I'm not the only one who has to struggle with all of this but sometimes I feel like I'm alone.

Sometimes

Sometimes I have the feeling that no one could ever understand me. I don't even understand myself sometimes.

My head is filled with stuff but at the same time it's empty. I can't focus. Every time I try to write it down I get lost inside my mind. It's like a jungle. I can't really talk about my thoughts, my worries. Sometimes I don't feel like I could truly trust anyone.

As soon as I'm alone it feels like the darkness is eating me. I feel so lost. Sometimes I wish I could stop thinking, just for once

I’m stupid please come kiss me