Lyssrambles - I Was Born A Ramblin' Girl

Some Days

Some days I love myself.  Overjoyed to help others feel useful A treasure whose bliss is creating bliss Worthy. Loveable. Hopeful.

Other days I hate myself. Overwhelmed with feeling useless A burden and toxic to everything I touch Unworthy. Unloveable. Hopeless.

Some days I wonder if I will ever get back to some days.

You spin me around

like we're pinning the tail on the donkey

Yesterday this, tomorrow that

contradictions and half-truths

Until I'm dizzy and can barely walk straight

and you end up with a tail on your forehead

11:11 and I'm wasting wishes on you again.

I pray one day you will drunk text me So you can finally find the freedom to express all those things you’ve locked up deep down

I’m over you But I will never be over what we had

I'd like to have compassion for him but I can't I've already given him too much of my heart.