Latest Posts by m0istlasagna - Page 6
I’m watching Jessica jones and like when Kilgrave is on the screen my brain goes “ITS THE BESTEST SILLY MAN. SEND DOPAMINE” and then I have to gently remind myself that he is not the baby here. In this twisted world he is evil and it makes me sad.
My cross stitch project inspired by @lookitsstevie's art is (finally) finished!
Something I haven't seen talked about a lot in CRP or Slenderverse spaces was the prevalence of fire in relation to the Slenderman (who, for brevity sake, will be referred to as the Operator in this post)..
What really made it click in my head was finally playing the extra level, Nightmare, in Slender: The Arrival (and also my gorgeous @pechadream pointing out the specifics to me ehe..)
Under cut will be a sort of analysis moreso long winded talk on fire in the story of Marble Hornets, JTK, STA, and Toby's...
It is to be noted that Joseph, Troy, and Tim S. all worked on STA -- not sure to what extent, but they are credited. This is important as there are two instances in MH wherein a fire happened. Linking that with the whole "Cleanse with fire" message that STA was going for, it could explain why people like Alex, CR, Toby, or perhaps Tim W. chose the option of burning in an attempt to kill/cover up tracks instead of anything easier.
Talks of purification are laden in this level of STA which reminds me of the biblical motifs of Marble Hornets. The major cleanses with fire in the Bible (Sodom and Gomorrah, Revelations) all refer to God using fire to cleanse a place of its sinners. Alex himself is often seen with stigmata's and imagery of Christ, of a savior; therefore he sees himself doing a favor by not merely attempting to kill Tim (at first at least lol), the root of it all, by typical means, but to purify him in a sense by letting him die by flame. (CR's plan is similar -- basically the same -- to Alex's so I won't talk about him and Kate ;()
Now it's not really confirmed how Tim's psychiatric institute burnt down, but I think it started in his hospital room? Either way, I think it's an interesting link if it was kid Tim who started it: trying to cleanse himself and everyone he affected, but in turn not doing anything useful.
Creepypasta-wise I think it is extra interesting as we never got a reason as to why Toby would choose to light his entire neighborhood on fire. @pechadream pointed it out that the Operator's influence could play into why Toby would do that.. Whether it be as a last ditch effort to cover up his tracks or deluded empathy trying to free everyone (especially his mother) from the Operator's influence.
Now Jeff (talking about Woods here) is a bit more.. farfetched. This is also if he was in the same universe as the Operator. Story goes that he gets set on fire and he comes out fucked up, why the bullies burnt him? Could be related to the Operator could not be. ANYWAYS. Purifying in the Bible is not only limited to fires, of course. I'd like to think of Woods's burning as a sort of baptism for him.. He was born anew and all that and come to think of it this could refer to Toby too
I think what m trying to say is that cleansing with fire should be explored more when talking about slender.. okay thanks
"cant believe youd make this about your current interest" i will make the birds in the sky and the grass in the fields about my thing. for free. i will look at gods ineffable creation with a mind filled with images and thoughts of my guys.
Does anyone else keep adding things to reblog into drafts but never act rebloging it?
I think about ToTheArk physically making their videos and I dunno something about it makes me smile.
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My Star Trek friends, reblog with your favourite most ‘out of context’ Star Trek image
I’ll start:
I’m tryna sleep but then I remember that will wood is touring and it’s +18 so I can’t go
Like he’s even gonna be in a venue I can get to pretty easy, but can I go? Nope.
you ever notice how sans is a little bit of an edgy dumbass?
i see fandom interpretation of sans usually swing entirely one way or the other—he’s either a completely goofy dipshit who doesn’t care about anything, or he’s an epic, angsty, powerful skeleton man. the latter is definitely a much bigger misinterpretation than the former, but i don’t think it’s right to characterize sans as being an entirely apathetic jokester either.
similarly, sans seems to want you to think two contradictory things: 1. he doesn’t care what you do, or about anything. 2. he’s really mysterious and tough, actually. from the very beginning, sans is like this. it seems like he’s deliberately trying to appear ominous, all while making stupid jokes and engaging in various shenanigans. when you first enter snowdin, aside from sans ominously sneaking around behind you in the shadows, there’s this branch that you can examine. it says, “(It’s a tough-looking branch.) (It’s too heavy to pick up.)” after passing it, you can hear it snap a few moments later. then, if you come back after meeting sans..
sans just completely obliterated this branch, for basically no reason? even the narrator seems somewhat unnerved by this, based on their wording. i can’t think of any reason he’d do this, other than to scare frisk (and the player). of course it could just be some kind of prank, but i mean… it must take some effort to literally annihilate an entire tree branch, and putting effort into things isn’t something sans typically does. it makes you wonder why he chose to put effort into that of all things.
and of course, he later does this:
what’s going on here is that sans undertale, the funny stupid skeleton guy that drinks ketchup and tells shitty jokes to make people begrudgingly smile, that stacks hotdogs on people’s heads and helps his brother make a dorky outfit for a costume party—y’know, THAT guy—is saying that he’d literally murder a child on sight.
… yeah i dunno guys i think he might be lying.
so then why? why does he threaten frisk, in both of these cases? maybe he’s trying to scare them/the player out of resetting? i’m not sure about that. sans seems to understand this ‘anomaly’ at least a bit; he’s aware that they’re doing this just because they can, and they feel like they have to. wouldn’t threatening them, intentionally appearing ominous and mysterious—wouldn’t that just drive their curiosity? it certainly did for most people who did a no mercy run. i don’t think sans is unaware of this, but he definitely isn’t interested in fighting anyone or going through more resets. so again, why?
during no mercy, sans stands by and does nothing, just watching while you kill his family, his friends—he only steps in because the world would literally be destroyed otherwise. it makes you wonder why he didn’t do anything at first. however, he explains this himself when talking about the anomaly:
“to be blunt… it makes it kind of hard to give it my all. … or is that just a poor excuse for being lazy? hell if i know.”
so why does he fight you at all? if he’s entirely numb at this point, why would he suddenly start caring about the destruction of the world? he wouldn’t, simply because he cared the entire time. he’s angry and afraid, and if he really didn’t care, he wouldn’t do any of things he does. it makes me wonder why he tries to convince the player of his indifference. i honestly think it’s because he does care—like, a lot—and he REALLY doesn’t want anyone to know that… including himself. i don’t think it’s a stretch to say that he’s doing this to hide that fact from not only the player, but possibly from himself as well? because sans seems to genuinely believe both of these things; i don’t think his feigned apathy is a deliberate façade to trick the player, and it’s definitely not entirely feigned, either. remember that he literally does nothing to stop you from killing anyone.
sans is understandably enraged about all of this, and he’s obviously upset when the player chooses to kill other monsters (especially papyrus) but he does nothing—because he doesn’t care, because he’s lazy. but mostly because it’d hurt a lot less if he genuinely didn’t care, so he tries not to.
sans isn’t an ultra powerful time-bending entity, he’s not an embodiment of justice when he fights you, and he really doesn’t want to be. sans is a normal, goofy guy caught up in something incomprehensibly horrifying and he can’t do anything about it. he’s angry but most of all he’s tired; he doesn’t want to fight— he doesn’t want to do any of this.
he’s powerless to stop it, and he’s defenseless against it.
… so the only thing he can do? dodge it while he still can.
What did I do to him :(
HAS ANYONE MADE A SLENDERVERSE CHONNY AU YET??? I THINK IM A GENIUS THIS IS LIKE THE FIRST GOOD THOUGHT IVE HAD IN YEARS
Damn my mom used to send me to the corner as a punishment, now I can blame her for me being gay
I had a dream that a bunch of people were making jokes about how the economy was so bad that gay people couldn't afford closets and were just "in the corner"
RAAHHHH I DREW THE HERBBBBBB
I used markers for the base and then I used colored pencils over them :D
Also this was meant to be a doodle but I got possessed and now I have this
HELLO CHONNY JASH TUMBLR LOOK AT THESE
Also the first time I tried to post this there were more words but tumblr sent it to the void :(
THERE IS DUST EVERYWHERE AND I AM DYING
I honestly love vacuuming because like noice canceling headphones blasting music and nice repetitive motions? Yes. The best combination to torment the little people in my brain.
The vacuum just ate a cat toy and now it’s rattling and I really don’t know what to do bc it’s loud and annoying and I’m gonna try to get it out
I honestly love vacuuming because like noice canceling headphones blasting music and nice repetitive motions? Yes. The best combination to torment the little people in my brain.
I honestly love vacuuming because like noice canceling headphones blasting music and nice repetitive motions? Yes. The best combination to torment the little people in my brain.
Little uncolored doodle of thdph i made off memory at summer camp, might post a digital colored version eventually.
He also totally knows that it annoys mind and he wears them just because they annoy mind.
Heart would totally wear those neon pink cat headphones and mind would find them so annoying bc a pair of headphones has no right be be that atrocious but like he cant stop heart cuz its just headphones and soul would be pissed if mind started a fight over them.
Heart would totally wear those neon pink cat headphones and mind would find them so annoying bc a pair of headphones has no right be be that atrocious but like he cant stop heart cuz its just headphones and soul would be pissed if mind started a fight over them.
INTRO POST TIMEEE
You can call me moist or lasagna I rly don’t care lmao. I am omnigender and use any/all pronouns.
This is gonna be an art/random rambles, I’ll make some side blogs eventually tho :)
Main hyperfixations/fandoms:
CCCC + anything chonny jash related, cotl, marble hornets, creepypasta,
Things i also love but dont take up every waking hour of my life:
dungeon meshi, good omens, pjo + hoo, toh, heartstopper, spiderman, fnaf, undertale + utmv, sanders sides, stp
Hobbies and random things i like that doesn’t really fit on either of the previous lists:
Watercolor, art in general, birds + wings, flowers, wire jewelry/wire wrapped stones, cosplay? Sewing
I totally missed at least 4 things but i’ll add them later
Anyways have fun digging through everything here, all my art is just tagged “my art” btw
shoutout to the "foolproof" bread recipe I fucked up entirely for inspiring this
Forgot the eyelashes, but im to lazy to try and add them after i blended everything
