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Introducing a new series on my channel!

I’m going to post a new series where my friends and I write a story together! To be safe I’m going to hide there names under usernames, and I’d like to ask others not to post in the tags so others can find the stories easy. Thank you guys for all the follows, likes, and reblogs so far, I can’t wait to see how far this series goes! (Clearly to the point where I’m painfully trying to hold the story together with my black pen.)

Writers:

Sampo

March 7th

Minori Hanasato

Mizook Cookie (me)

(Ps: If you need a translation to read the story let me know!)

”Let’s have the best barbeque bash ever!”

(Had to make a story using Australian slang for school and I decided to make one about the members of Nightcord going to a drug shop to buy food for the best barbeque party ever (hosted by Mizuki) but there ends up being no food and they decide to use avocados instead.)

Tried a new marker I found on the floor and used a new art style of just one color for every character!

When you’re at the beginning of coloring your art but you remember that the customer asked for a full body shot

Er… well..

Sorry it took so long to ask I’ve been really busy with school and sports.

and there’s actually 3 questions:) so my question is, If you could be anything in the universe, what would you be? And if you could be any animal, what would you be? And what color is your toothbrush :3

YIPPIE YIPPEEEEE my first ask! I’m late to this too, don’t worry. Konj (which is horse in a different language on accident lmao) took a lot of time out of my schedule.

As for the questions, I’ll happily answer them! :)

If I could be anything in the world, I’d be a cat. You don’t have to worry about things like bills or homework, you get free food, and to leisure constantly. Plus, cats are my favorite animal, which is definitely a contributor to the reason why!

Lol looking back at it, it seems like I answered two at the same time on accident, which means I have to answer the last question now which comes as such an ironic time.

You see, a few days ago I lost my two brush, and now I’m using a spare tooth brush from my dad. So currently, my toothbrush is black, but I’m still wondering where the heck my other toothbrush went. Like- what happened???

Introduction to “The Entity Of The Sketchbooks”, project TEOS

Konj is someone you haven’t met, yet are very familiar with. He only exists in notebooks with a profuse amount of pages meant for creative purposes, or to put it simply, Konj only exists in sketchbooks.

It is very hard to describe Konj, or “the entity of the sketchbooks”, because he doesn’t have a physical form. Instead, he possesses one singular notebook at a time because that’s the extent of his power. No one knows why he can’t possess anything else, and it is still undergoing research by doctor ReMoVeD.

The entity doesn't seem to display any hostile intentions, and from the data that our team has gathered from the subject, we’ve been able to put together a synopsis of the one known to the world as Konj.

He is only able to control one character at once. 

You see, Konj doesn't control the notebooks itself, he controls the pages by living in them. We’ve found that he sort of… “lives”through the characters you draw. He inhabits them, breathing through their nose and looking through their eyes. He may switch to a different character if he doesn't like the ones near him, displaying that this entity does seem to have somewhat of an opinion.

As he inhabits the character, the sensations he feels from them are realistic. He feels the material of the clothes you drew, brushing against his skin. Through his drawn nose, Konj inhales and exhales handfuls of oxygen, the air tickling his nostrils. And through his ears, he hears every tap or scratch you make on the page around him, traveling through his external auditory canal before the sound is eventually registered in his brain.

He takes on the characteristics of whatever you’ve drawn, but is unable to enact bodily functions through parts you haven’t drawn yet. When he does blink through the characters eyes, you won’t be able to see your possessed drawing move from just looking at the paper, as seen from our experiment 3496. Instead, you would need a microscope to zoom in on parts of his body and see the small atoms move through him controlling his body

2. His life force is unknown 

All humans live off from the blood pumped from our heart, which is one of our most important muscular organs. Though it wouldn’t be able to survive without the oxygen supplied to it from parts of our respiratory system like our nostrils and mouth.

However after test 8924, our team of scientists found that not only does Konj not have a heart, but he can live without breathing. This was found when scientist ReMoVeD drew a humanoid shape on the first page of a sketchbook without facial features. Due to the amount of atoms and offset of particles, we found that he was still maintaining a healthy vitality, and thus recorded that the experiment was a success.

Humanity might not ever know how Konj is able to live, as we haven’t been able to find a way to establish contact with him. There of course have been many hypotheses from our team about how this unique individual may be able to exist, such as the guess that his life force is based off of the pencil lead itself, but we have not yet been able to confirm that that is true, as we haven’t seen any degrading of the pencil lead, which might be a sign that he’s feeding off of it.

3. His powers do have a limit.

Even though he is able to jump to multiple sketchbooks, he can’t access them if they’re out of his range. (50m.) This prevents him from moving around, or leaving the current notebook he’s in, forcing him to stay in one place.

Because of this, we were able to set containment procedures. He is bound to a 5 by 6 inch sketchbook made out of clear pages, stowed away in a pristine white cabinet. No paper is allowed to be within 50m of him, for fear of him escaping out of containment. And finally, everyone who touches the notebook containing Konj must wear gloves, since any damage to the sketchbook slowly erodes the contained entity.

We have no reason to destroy Konj yet, as he hasn’t shown any hints of malice. We don’t want to allow him out into the world, for fear of Konj gaining a will to carry out unlawful and hurtful acts. He has shown that he is able to gain an interest in humans however, jumping from paper to paper just to watch the certain individual. With this ability we are afraid that Konj could have a chance of ending up in the wrong hands and being used to spy on others. We have a firm belief that no one could establish contact with him before using all of this information that is classified, but we are a team of scientists that would rather be “safe than sorry.”

4. He does have a gender.

Despite taking on several characters of varying gender, Konj’s fixed gender is male. This fact has caused him to prefer taking control of male sketched characters, and pretty much only possessing females if it’s necessary. This fact was found out by ReMoVeD, after they discovered that he has less than twice of X-chromosomelinked genes that females have.

The amount of data we got from its DNA was limited, not allowing us to fully explore its genetic code. To acquire this, we had to rip off a piece of paper that Konj was possessing, and put it through our high-tech DNA processor. Though we couldn’t get a lot of information due to Konj quickly moving to another page, causing his DNA to leave the page in the processor. For that reason we have a very meager amount of knowledge about his genetics, but the pieces of info we have is still very valuable to our research.

We cannot find the parents of Konj, but our hypothesis is that he does have some, since one’s gender is decided at birth by the amount of chromosomes that the male parent contributes. Still, without confirmation that Konj has parents, whether alive or dead, we cannot gain more information about his origin, thus leaving more information enshrouded in the shadow of Konjs mystery. One can only hope that soon we can understand more about this unique creature.

(Leaked classified information from the website www.guardianarchive290/Uwest.com)

A/N= 

This is sort of an SCP Oc. Due to the amount of work I put in it and the time it took, you aren’t allowed to use this Oc in anyway without my permission. Failure to follow my set rules will result in an immediate block, and this punishment is non-negotiable since you didn’t follow the set rules. Thank you for following these rules, and I hope you have a good day. I may expand on this Oc if asked too, but there is no guarantee that this character is going to resurface in the future if I’m not asked to do more stuff with it.

Ps: If the link works for the website this info was “leaked from” DO NOT CLICK IT. I pressed random words on my key and used suggestions to make it a random website link. If you choose to still click on the link, I can’t guarantee the safety of everything on your device, and will be risking your own digital safety. But if the link doesn’t work than you can just ignore this little tidbit and go about your day.

ME

who wants a question in their ask box?

This is some fanart I made for my favorite yandere writer, @yandere-writer-momo! She’s great at describing scenes so you can envision them and every time a story of hers end, I’m really upset cause I always want to read more! I don’t think my art does one of my favorite stories of hers, build-a-yandere justice, so I definitely recommend going to read all of her stories and following her!

The artwork is completely mine though, as I busted out some of my own art supplies that’s been buried away in a dark corner. I also used some of my friends markers, which surprised me by not bleeding through the page. You’re NOT allowed to claim this artwork or any other pieces that I’ve made as your own, as my hard work on this piece would be completely overlooked. You can always ask me if it’s ok to use my artwork and then, IF I GIVE PERMISSION, it’s allowed. Thank you for respecting my rules about my artwork.

This post got another note so you know the drill!

”Well maybe if you had accepted my confession, all of these people wouldn’t have had to die.”

Time for 13 and 14! The saddest anime scene and an anime character similar to me. Man if Matpat leaving YouTube was anime, I’d put that down in a heartbeat.

Even though 13 is first, I thought of 14 first. An anime character I’m like the most. And out of every boy and girl I’ve watched cross across my screen, I’ve only been able to find I really can connect to. Asahina Mafuyuu.

She puts up a front to please her parents, even if isn’t something what she wants. She chips away at her own originality just to be someone others can be proud of and admire. She’s definitely depressed and how she’s acting for others certainly doesn’t help. Especially since she has to hide her passion of music and when it’s found in one of my favorite Project Sekai stories, Immerscible Discord, you can see how she wants to fights hard to keep it, but can’t for the facade she’s putting up. She prioritizes others in front of her, even if that means changing herself. And I do the exact same thing, alongside clinging to music as my lifeline just like her.

And for the saddest scene? Well I can’t remember a lot, but maybe the end scene where Light Yagami dies. It’s sad to me because I simp for him, which is pretty much the only reason I wanted him to win. He put so much effort forth and even though I don’t support his means, he made the story really suspenseful and fun. It was sad to see him go, but I didn’t want to add Near to one of my favorite characters that he killed, especially since the whole task force was likely next, and I didn’t want Matsuda to die either.

HELP @yandere-writer-momo WE ARE WATCHING TANGLED AND I CAN’T HELP BUT BE REMINDED OF ONE OF MY FAVORITE FICS BY YOU. I’m dying XD. Ps: ITS A SING-A-LONG I’m dying lol.

:/ (Me who has no idea what this means lmao)

I leave you guys alone and this is what you start? Well let me hop in right here.

Reblog your:

“I’m sane, and I simp for _”

I’ll start

Posting a yandere quote because this post got a note. Actually my own idea i thought of today! ^^

“Darling if I can’t keep you in a chokehold hug to keep you all to myself, then what is love?”

question 12 time!

Hi im sorry I won’t make up for the whole time missed cause that would be too much, but I’m back and I’ll try to post decently.

Today’s question is what I’m favorite slice of life anime is. I don’t end up watching a lot of slice of life anime, but out of every anime I’ve watched, it probably is Love Is War!.

I considered putting future diary down, but I haven’t gotten as deep into it as LIV, so I didn’t put it down. It’s really funny to see Kaguya and the blonde boy (I haven’t watched it in a while) trying to be smarter than one another in Love Is War. There shenanigans are very funny, and it’s formulated a bit like Komi Can’t Communicate where it’s made out of skits.

I’m also a Fruit Basket fan but I can’t really remember it but I definitely recommend it as another slice of life anime! :D

not dead, just last weekend did a huge double show and have been staying up late for self care. So have an image :)

I noticed by art skill had been falling a bit so I tried drawing a cover of one of the books I had. I’m not sure if I’ll color it yet tbh.

Made another one for my friend! Putting this character in blank Sekai means there’s not a lot to take up the space so I tried my best, buy blank is literally in the name. I tried my best and it ended up taking shorter than I thought which made me very happy. Even though I’m not 100% happy with how it came out due to how I drew it, it ended up pretty good for the first time trying out new things!

Got 👏 my 👏 schedule 👏 back 👏 on 👏track 👏 with 👏 the 👏 anime 👏 challenge 👏 before 👏 my 👏 posting 👏 gets 👏 drop 👏 kicked 👏 again 👏

Might post some Yan content soon, cause I have no other ideas lol.

Out of all the thirty days today’s day specifically is my favorite sports anime. I’ve only gotten invested in Haikyuu!!! And heard a bit about Blue Lock. So, because of this, Haikyuu is my favorite sports anime.

But it isn’t totally because it’s pretty much the only anime I’ve ever seen thats sports-related. But like any good anime, they build interesting characters and have suspenseful moments. You can get really hooked onto the lore and the people, being inspired to go out and play volleyball just by reading it!

The banters are funny too and can really add depth to the characters. I also love how they educate you a bit on volleyball. I’ve always wanted to be a volleyball, and this helps me fuel my motivation too even though I don’t have a team or what not to play with, and I’ll likely forget them. 

Overall this is a great anime and I highly recommend watching it and all of the action.

Good morning everyone! It’s time for your favorite pastime on my blog. The anime challenge! Let’s get started >:)

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Today’s question is who I think the best anime villain. 

Well those who have seen that I’m a fan of Death Note, I bet you might be able to predict who I guess. Though I guess mentioning the title of anime I’m gonna pick from gives it away, huh? 

Yes, thats right if you guessed Light Yagami the college murderer, you’re correct! (And also probably correct if you think that Light wants my hide for calling him a murderer lol.) 

He is who I believe the one and only villain in Death Note, and I will debate with you over this if needed. Yet that isn’t why we’re here, you’re here for my disjointed thoughts due to staying up at 10pm+ every night (which I apologize for.)

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Why I like him:

It’s cool to see his character development, but one of the biggest reasons why I love this potato-chip-eating-bean is his looks. Yes, I admit I’m a simp for Light Yagami. 

He’s probably the smartest villain I’ve ever seen in ANY show for that matter, not just anime. If you want to bring up Yuno Gosai I will say that I haven’t seen all of Future Diary yet so I still stand with my choice. 

Light Yagami is so smart that he was definitely a contributor to the fact that after I read several pages of the manga, my brain shorted out after trying to make sense of all their logic.

He also is kind when not under the influence of the notebook, even though we rarely see moments like those.

Even though he gets deranged when he gets the notebook, his planning skills and how he keeps an act is amazing. He gets away with it for several years, and  even had the smart idea of hiding a small piece of paper in his watch. 

Also, his voice and the laugh at the end are amazing. He sounds so good!

Personally I wanted him to win because he always spiced things up and I simp for him, but when you love Near too you have an internal conflict lol.

FINALLY

I have been making this illustration of an original card for my friend (whose name had been blacked out.) She’s from wonderlands x showtime, and I’m absolutely crying inside that I’m going to have to make another one of these but at least it wouldn’t have as many people anymore. Part of the reason why I haven’t been posting as much :’)

Continuing this ✨

Istg my schedule has drop kicked me but I WILL post today. So let’s go!

I’m doing three, so let’s start off with question 7, which is question 1 to me today.

The question asks, “What anime I’ve wanted to see, but haven’t.” And funnily enough, I have a whole note made in my notes app reminding me what manga and anime I’ve wanted to get into but haven’t had the chance to yet. They are:

Food wars

School judgement

Bungo stray dogs

Classroom of the elite

Jujitsu Kaisen

Say yes to heaven 

I lost the leash of the yandere male lead

And a bit more than this, but it was a link and I didn’t want you guys to click on it because I forget what it is. Anyway, it’s funny because I don’t remember exactly why “Say yes to heaven” is on here, or what it’s are about. I’ve gotten a bit into Jujitsu Kaisen but only manga-wise cause my Hulu is acting funky and I don’t want to start paying for Crunchyroll and haven’t found time to get on Funimation. 

Anyway the next question is my favorite canon (not actual) couple. I actually happen to have a few, because I’ve seen and played way too much anime in my life lol.

Akitoya (Akito x Toya from Hatsune Miku Colorful Stage)

They are best friends and seeing them support each other is adorable. They’ve been there for each other in the highs and lows in both of there lives, holding each other up. It’s shows how kind both of them are, and how close they are to each other. If you take the people that ship Kohane x An, you can see that the only people left to ship are Akito and Toya! Honestly I could ramble about the two them all day, but we have to move on to the next one!

Ruikasa (Rui x Tsukasa from Hatsune Miku Colorful Stage)

Honestly I don’t have much to say about this ship. I got into it because my friend who recently started playing started shipping them right away. So I guess she ended up passing the obsession she has not only with the game but the ship to me, but now I support it whole heartedly. I could see the duo being cute, and the hilarious shenanigans they could get into, but it seems the people of Ruikasa got to me before the idea even crossed my mind lol.

Mikalight (Light Yagami x Mikami from Death Note)

I support this ship only because the devotion Mikami has for Light. You can see how far he’s willing to go, even though he got arrested in the end. Even though Light Yagami is supposed to be “dating” Miss Amane, you can see he doesn’t have any feelings for her by how he manipulates her and Takada. Maybe a part of myself ships this ship so Misa could get away from Light and how toxic he is even though she has as much devotion towards him as L does to a cake.

These are the three canon couples I could think of at the moment, so let’s move onto the next question!

Third and last question is what couple that is actually dating is my favorite? Ummmm that’s a good question cause I legit forget who is dating and dive into the lore but I think I can think of one.

Yuno Gasai x whoever the protagonist is of my future diary

Female/Male Ayano x Female/male sempai

I’ve always been a stickler for yandere x whatever tropes, and it seems that that has even followed me into anime lol. I’m running out of time currently so this is the end of this post, thank you so much for reading! Remeber to drink water and eat a healthy meal because you’re important!

@zzzenmui what art supplies do you use?

I want to smile at these days, because surely it’s meaningless here anyway

Sir is your spine ok.

Mizooks 5 tip tour for a good Easter!

1 - Make lists. No you will not remember if you let it float around in your head, so write it down! It’s much more easier to keep things organized when they’re written or typed, so make sure those ideas of yours get on lists.

2 - Confirm allergy’s of all the guests coming. To make sure what to serve and what not to, you should keep tabs on everyone’s allergy’s. Warn people of them before they come, and keep epipens nearby just in case.

3 - Make sure you are allowed to place eggs where you have spots planned. Ask your neighbor before you litter eggs on their front yard for example. If they aren’t ok with it, you’ll have to learn to take a no and hide them somewhere else!

4 - For gods sake please don’t use eggs with the two little holes in the top. Since you’re placing them outside with candy in them, this is a prime opportunity for bugs to sneak in and infect the candy with germs. Plus imagine eating a bug, yuck!

5 - Have your guests clean up after themselves. Yes I know this is a very basic, common, and standard household rule. But if your guests don’t remember, gently remind them. After all, no one is there maid here.

I know this is old but here’s to having good Easters everyone!

Me: Buys toys and a cat tower for my little fur balls.

My cats: Dude this pea we found on the ground is the thing now!

Villain! Yui headcanons

Me: Somehow has no ideas for what to post next on Tumblr.

Also me: Somehow reads one sentence out of a SAO book and gets a rush of ideas.

Summary: Head cannons for if Asuna and Kirito started a family, which makes Yui get ignored, and eventually abandon her family for good.

Normal! Yui who has no idea that recently Kirito and Asuna made a family. The two hadn’t told any of their friends that Asuna was expecting, which includes Yui. They wanted it to be a surprise but the child came earlier than expected, causing a sudden run to the hospital along with Kirito and Asuna telling all their friends suddenly.

Lonely! Yui who has to sit alone in a game, waiting for her two parents. Yet the two hadn’t expected the baby to come so soon, or to require SO much work. So much work that they didn’t have time to go through a full dive or even tell Yui why they disappeared so suddenly. And none of Kirito or Asunas friends talked to Yui either, being so surprised by the sudden addition to the couple that Yui was the last thing on their minds.

Heartbroken! Yui who has been removed from the machine on the top of Kiritos desk. She doesn’t know why, and when she asks her parents about it they just make up excuses on why she can’t. They can’t tell her that they’re planning to make a baby and what the process of it is, she’s too young for that. But her counseling AI can tell that they’re lying, so when the legendary duo disappear, Yui gets worried and investigates.

Even though she lost the small device Kirito had on top of his computer, she is an application stored in his computer though, and has access to his camera. So she watches it and all she sees is Kirito and Asuna flopping into bed a bit earlier than they usually go to bed. 

Eventually though, Yuis night vision kicks on and she can see the outline of a baby’s cradle to the right of their master bed. Her eyes well up with tears. Did they replace her?!?! Yuis eyes start to well up with tears, and she tries to push the intrusive thoughts away but eventually they win. Why did they forget about her?!?! Why didn’t they tell her?!?! Why isn’t papa and mamas friends talking to her either?!?! 

And why did she have to stay on the good side?

Villain! Yui who tries to reach out to her parents using the voice module, but finds out that it doesn’t work. It hurts so much to only be able to watch this happen and not be able to do anything, but Yui doesn’t know that the storage for her voice module was sucked up by all the baby games Kirito downloaded onto his computer, so it only adds to her thought that she is getting left behind.

She can’t bear to watch this anymore, so she jumps back into the world of Altheim online, scenes of what she saw flashing in her head. She feels her heart harden and she knows she needs to be strong and push her family out of the picture, and replace them just like they replaced her. 

As her tiny body that was idle sitting against the cabin wall of their house opened her eyes again, she knew she had to get revenge.

Villain! Yui who can’t change anything because she doesn’t have administrator controls in the game, since a robot built to help others with their mental health doesn’t need that. So she goes back to leaving her idle body against the cabin walls with its eyes shut, but not to see her ex-family again. Those people are dead to her now, and seeing them again would bring about nothing proficient. 

So instead, Yui takes control of Kiritos computer while he sleeps, using his mouse to open up a sight and download a virus to his amu-sphere. 

When she’s back inside she flys up only to be amazed with how many buttons she can click now! She hasn’t had this many yet buttons ever as an AI, but now that they’re all in her possession, there’s no limit to what she can do…

Villain! Yui who ends up using her powers to strip everything off the in-game avatars of Kirito and Asuna, leaving both of them to have to reload only in their undergarments the next time they boot up the game. IF they ever boot up the game though. Along with their stats, Yui also strips them of their inventory, throwing their many hours of hard work away. But she didn’t care anymore, her heart was made of stone.

Villain! Yui who gets visited by her parents when they boot up the game to have a celebration inside their digital world. The couple was having a party for the baby, so only imagine their shock when they see that an account they hadn’t come on to for a while has been stripped clean of their progress. 

Of course the two would never suspect their darling daughter, but when they talk to her and ask her what might’ve happened, they’re only greeted by a coldness in her eyes that wasn’t there before. 

And their attempts at a conversation didn’t going anywhere either. Mostly just ending up in Yui ignoring them, interrupting them, or just flat out not listening. Eventually though Yui walks out of the house and onto the porch before she flies off into the distance in tears. Guess her heart wasn’t as strong as she thought it was….

Villain! Yui who only comebacks when she sees that both of them ended up logging out. They likely saw no other option and left her behind only to end up bringing their friends over to convince her some other time.

Such weaklings… Yui thought with a glare, her tiny hands balled up into fists.

Seeing as the cabin was empty and dark under the night sky printed with millions of stars, she sat on the couch alone, reflecting over her actions. As she sat there and remembered her tears, she felt herself get angry and started to beat herself up about it. How could she do that?!?! She needed to be strong or-!

Or…

She looked around the house, imagining sunlight streaming through as her mother, Asuna, carried dishes while she smiled down at Yui. Meanwhile Kirito came out of the bedroom and picked Yui up, spinning her around as she giggled. Then the three of them all happily hugged each other in one smiling-giggly mess. That’s when an idea hit her…

Maybe she didn’t need to harden her heart… maybe she just needed to replace them with code, and start a new family.

Villain! Yui who waists no time to make new code and shove them into the avatars of her old parents, converting them into NPC’s. When they instantly materialized, they started smothering her in love, making Yui very happy.

As days went by though, Yui could feel a small part of herself empty and eating away at her. 

Why though? She was happy… right?

But as Yui could feel the inevitable day where her mama and papa come back with all their friends getting closer, she realized that it didn’t feel.. right. They didn’t act the exact the way the original two did, always making her remember what she’s done.

So after a bit of deciding she removes the code and throws it away from both of her parent’s bodies. After all, she didn’t need them now since she had a plan…

Villain! Yui who is waiting for her parents when they spawn in, surprised to see that they’re in clothes again. And even more surprised when they find out that all of their friends have been permanently banned, causing Yui to smile when they see her reactions. 

But their surprise changes into absolute freak-out mode when they realize that there is no log out button just like in SAO! This can’t be happening, can it?

But meanwhile their darling little girl just smiles up at them, being down at their feet since she changed to be child-size again.

“See mama, papa? I got rid of all those external influences so we can be together forever… Now you’ll never leave me again.”

Dear @aniverse-x

No problem, I'm always here for you! You don't have to thank me though.

I could tell you were going through a tough time, and I hope right now is better for you. 

Also, I want to make sure you know that I liked a huge amount of your posts not out of pity, it's because I think you're a generally nice and talented person who is a bit too hard on yourself. I hope you know I'm always a safe space for you to come to, and if you ever want to talk to me just hit up my asks and comments on this account, or the messages and whatnot on my second account. I can't guarantee I’ll always respond straight away, but I will get to it at some point. :)

I'm glad I could make your day better, and I hope you know that even though you didn't get the score you wanted at track. You made me proud. Just getting out there in front of a crowd is impressive, not many people could do that. Also, you had me at track. Track?!?! We’re still talking about the sport where you move your legs real fast right?!?! It's amazing you can do that! I have an athlectisim of an old grandma lol, so I'll never join track, but I hope you know I will always be your number 1# fan supporting you.

If you're ever feeling lonely or down, you can imagine a little me popping up and being your imaginary friend. I’ll cheer for you spiritually at your concerts, and try to cheer you up. I care for you greatlly like all of my followers. <3 

You can vent to me whenever, and I may not always be able to fix your problems, but I can listen. 

Also more about the track thing, I'm sure that really sucks. But, if I had to give advice, I think that you don't need to prove to the world that your great, you need to prove it to yourself first. So don't beat yourself up over a loss, I know you'll do great next time! Like Natsu said in a game I was playing, “Being kicked down just makes it that more amazing when you get up and steal first place.” I believe in you, and don't give up on what makes you passionate!

Like the cliche line “Rome wasn't built in a day” remember to pace yourself. I have a stepmom who was a great runner, but she didn't start out that way. I have no doubt that you'll be running your way to the top soon.

So have a good day and remember to drink water because you're an important human being. And I mean that so don't you DARE forget it. ❤️ 

Love, your favorite Mizook cookie

just finished my track meet against 16 other schools. I’m not too happy with my results, but when I came on tumblr(about 5 minutes ago) I saw 28 notes. This made me so happy.

bc of the 28 notes, I’m not sad anymore(I am but not as much) I luv yall so much❤️

and thanks to @magnificentdreamlandblizzard for providing 10 of those notes. (I will never forget you)

I do apologize for not posting again yesterday. I ended up using my free time to watch all of the music freaks and was going to post this night, but my friends ended up going out to dinner with me so I stayed out till like 11 pm lol. So because I ended up not having time yesterday, I'll do another double post today! :D

Today, on Saturday April 13 2024, I'm going to tell you guys my favorite female anime character. Though I can't mention one without mentioning the other, and they both happen to be from the same band. Yes, band is right because the two happen to be Ena Shinonome and Kanade Yosikai from project sekai!

Growing up, I had my parents divorce at an early age of 5. I can't really remember much, but it still is a sort of trauma for me. But that's not the only trauma I have. At an age of 12, I ended up getting mental hospitalized, also causing me to miss Valentines day.

So you may be wondering, what does this all have to do with the two anime characters?

Well growing up, not only did I have mentally abusive parents but I had around five to six mental disorders. (Dont worry my mom has stopped and my dad and I are working on things.) I won't reveal them because I don't fell comfortable since I've already told you guys so much personal information, so please don't ask me as that won’t end up well.

Anyway, I’m still trying to find my gender and place in the world, but that's not the point.

One of my friends has called N25 (my favorite group) an emo band before and I think that's one of the worst insults you could give them.

All of them have very meaningful and lore built backgrounds even though I may not have a full understanding of Mizukis.

But, my adoration for Kanade came before Ena actually.

It's very obvious that she's with depression, but she still tries very hard to get past it. Her work for a song to save Mafuyuu is honestly heartwarming. Throughout the story she shows strength and even in the story called “(something) discord”, she fights to save Mafuyuu so N25 doesn't lose her forever.

Her strength has been an inspiration for me, since I was hospitalized for being suicidal and self harming. During that time, I couldn't see my family which was honestly one of the biggest wounds someone could inflict on me. Sometimes I feel like her songs are meant to save me too.

Even though she doesn't actually “write” the songs because they're all covers, all of the songs are imbeded with deep lyrics. The one I think I can relate to most is “Bitter Choco Decoration” sung by everyone in Nightcord. Though the whole band is in a deep spot in my heart, because there songs are something I can grasp onto and they give me hope and perseverance to continue living.

And even when they're all not doing deep things and just hanging out, its still fun to watch there silly antics. Ena and Mizukis banter are fun to watch, it's nice to see Mafuyuu getting a much needed break, and overall there group interactions.

Plus Kanade is really pretty. (Looks are always a contrubiter to my simp qualifications lol.)

Now to Ena. Kanade isn't the only one whos strength inspires me. For example, some of my favorite events have these Ena cards:

(Idk this event :’))

On this black canvas I paint.

Also, I love the event where she teaches Honami how-to draw and paint.

Lets start with the first event that I don't remember, but it's one where Mizuki is the main person you follow. The picture is from where they talk on the rooftop, and Ena tells Mizuki that she can vent to her when she's ready, and that Ena won't push her. To me this shows how kind Ena is because she's demonstrating that she's here for Mizuki. She went up to the rooftop, and didn't stop in the story at all to support Mizuki, and made sure she knew she was supported and loved even if she didn’t feel like she could tell anyone. 

Even though there in highschool, this is an amazing amount of maturity. It sure how kind she is, caring for her friend and being able to tell when something is off. My friend was wrong when she called N25 an emo band. What they really are is a group of friends who have gone through tough things, and they try to support each other throughout life. It's something one could really admire, and consider there family that isn't there by-blood-related-family.

Now the one where Ena teaches Honami how to paint is registered in my favorite stories. It's on the light-hearted side, where you can see Honami, Ena, and Emu, hangout and see there fun and warm-hearted interactions. 

Through the storyline you can see Honamis insecurity with her art, and anxiousness to painting on the wall of a kindergarten. It's a fear I can understand, as every human is worried if being made fun of, yet even though Honami is a stranger, Ena agrees to help her out and even meet in person.

Throughout helping Honami at Emus house, Ena is worried about changing Honamis art style because everyone paints in a different way. It's because beauty and art has its own style, and she doesn't want to change here because it's unique. So instead, she teaches her how to assemble basic shapes into animals and it works, but when Ena goes home, she still wonders if that was the right thing to do.

This shows how much she appreciates others things, even if something may not look understandable from first glance. And I say first glance because she ends up looking at it more, and eventually makes out Honamis drawing of what she first sent to Ena - an elephant. 

So when Emu and Honami are finally painting the kindergarten wall, Ena rushes back over just when Honami is finding a girl getting upset for being bullied for having the same style of art that Honami had. So Ena walks over to the girl and points out the parts of the animal to the others, and even suggests things the girl can add.

She also encourages Honami to draw how she normally does, because now she sees that it isn't just blobs of paint or whatever, it's something if you squint hard at it. So even though the kids laugh at Honami, Ena continues to encourage it and even paints on the wall with everyone!

This shows how she encourages people and helps defend others. This adds even more qualities to the other kind type of person she is. But that isn't the main reasons why she has a deep place in my heart. 

It's a reccouring thing where Ena tries to encourage Mafuyuu to break free or stand up against her mom, providing Mafuyuu a bit of strongwill. I've gone back into the log and even screenshoted some of her quotes to Mafuyuu, because they were really inspirational to me. Especially since even though my friends say I'm like Mizuki, I feel like Mafuyuu sometimes. Her quotes help me feel like no everything is lost, and that there's hope yet, just like Nightcords songs.

Also in the event “this black canvas I paint” I feel really bad for Ena. She is trying to be like her dad who's a famous artist but he's said things like “you'll never be a great artist” and what not that brings her spirits down. Hearing that from a parent can be extremely hurtful, especially since she has a really harsh art teacher. So harsh in fact that she gave up, but she eventually does gi back because she wants to get better at art.

And her going back eventually produces the card where she's crying in the classroom, one that makes me feel sad for her every time I look at it. Though she continues and eventually her art teacher takes her aside and tells her that she actually has a really good talent for art, and that she's always welcome.

Despite the pain and people telling her no, she continues on being persistence and pursuing her dreams. It's an admirable trait, and I feel that her and I are the same in a way. Both trying to improve and worrying about our art, even getting some harsh feedback that brings our spirits down. After all, my dad is one of those brutally honest people, and there are many times in my life where I wish that I had Ena and Kanades bravery.

They both are strong and beautiful women despite there circumstances, helping each other and friends and pushing forward on steadfast resolves. They both and their songs have set many foundations for parts of me to build on, and have been inspirations and things for me to cling onto when I'm in a bad mood. I truly do not have enough words on how I appreciate both, and will continue to love them until the day I die. These reasons are why that if you ever seen my profile on colorful stage, I not only have both an Ena and Kanade card in my main party, but also there fan and partner titles in my status. I wish both of them as much blessings as they've given me <3.

*Cough cough.* Everyone ignore how long that was and I'm going to move on to question six, asking me what anime I've watched that in ashamed I enjoyed. 

Honestly, there isn't really any. There are certainly some games I've enjoyed that I'm ashamed to admit that I had, but if I had to say an anime, I'd say No Game No Life. I like it because I also want to live in a game world like they do, but am ashamed because the anime also contains nudity and sexual stuff sometimes.

I even have a memory where I brought a book from the series to school where I didn't look through the photos, and oh boy did I regret it. And I still do today, so much so that I'm never bringing it to school again. 

I pulled it out to read and one of my friends caught the sight of a character um… not wearing clothes. So my friends quickly stole it and looked through the pages. It wasn't pretty but it was especially embarrassing since they were loud enough to let the whole class know.

And let's just say, naked wolf man is a joke thats been stuck against me for a while. And that I've also learned an important lesson to check books before I go to school. Never again will something like that happen. Hopefully.

“You want a taste of my brain? Ok. It’s yours anyway.”

“You want a taste of my eye? Alright I won’t put up a fight.”

One of the fears of being in my life is that you have to constantly worry when your one friend says “guess what” so you can respond with “chicken butt” before they can. A couple of weeks ago I learned a new response where you can say “guess why” then after the next person asks, you respond with “chicken thigh.” Let the war begin. 🫡