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1 month ago

oh shit yeah i love freaks

Oh Shit Yeah I Love Freaks

in which: u a freak, it gets more suggestive the more you scroll

w: shoko, sukuna, geto x fem reader

a/n: sukunas texts are dialogue brcus it’s 1000 years ago

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Oh Shit Yeah I Love Freaks
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Oh Shit Yeah I Love Freaks
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Oh Shit Yeah I Love Freaks
Oh Shit Yeah I Love Freaks
Oh Shit Yeah I Love Freaks
Oh Shit Yeah I Love Freaks

ughhh this is buns

the only one i tried on was sukuna lolol i dont even like his either

IM FUCKING CRYING I WROTE THIS AT 2AM WHEN YN SAID “i think u like jt when i cltouch u” I MEANT LIKE TOCUHING HIS ARM AND MUSLCES AND STUFF NOT DOWN THERE

im actually such a freak.

^ no jk im amazing!🤩


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1 month ago
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1 month ago
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1 month ago
Happy Birthday To My Son 🐯💐

happy birthday to my son 🐯💐

1 month ago

never attempting to proof reading my stuff again 💔💔💔

sorry yuji birthday special.


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1 month ago

i should jus force myself to write for megumi or snth

why does no one love yuji

maiyz

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1 month ago

a pearl

yuji x reader | masterlist

02: i hate my big chungus life.

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you and the other first years step out of the metro to the city of toyko. the noise of the city is distant, just background noise to your thoughts.

nobaras voice cuts through the quiet of your mind. “zenin! come on, lets go!” she grins, practically pulling you along. you follow her without protest, offering no response. it is easier this way.

as you walk to the shopping district, nobara chatters excitedly about stores and figures. you hear her, but the words dont register. its just noise, and you dont care. youre here because its whats expected.

“wheres itadori?” you ask, momentarily interrupting her speech on the poor paint job on a figure. “why do you care? you miss him?” she says jokingly. even though you knew that was a joke, you still got flustered embarrassed, obviously. “hes running late, again.” you hum in response,

not long after paying you see sukunas vessel waving with a big smile on his face. with kugisaki running toward him shouting “i told you you had to pay!”

“how is it my fault i missed the train” this sentence was met by a sigh from fushiguro.

after about 30 minutes of arguing where they should eat food—kugisaki saying boba, yuuji saying pastries—the first years and you settle on boba, having being bribed that kugisaki would pay 50% for everyone.

you walk around the shopping district with kugisaki, sukunas vessel and fushiguro trailing behind, until you end up at a clothing store.

sukunas vessel pulls kugisaki to the side, whispering in her ear. this left you and fushiguro looking at eachother awkwardly in silence.

you end up somehow being kugisakis model, trying on the dresses for her. it didnt last long before you got annoyed and ended the dress up game early, leaving sukunas vessel with a. disappointed look on his face?

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I FUCKING HATE NAOYA WHY DID THAT BITCH KEEP COMING BACK.

is this badly written.. say no pls im scared.

2 WORKS IN 1 DAY

i have 30 mins left i better hurry….

tag list (3/50) - @love-me-satoru @cutesysakura @kozemae


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1 month ago

yuji birthday special

Yuji Birthday Special

in which: happy birthdah yuji! stop being an ungrateful little BRAT.

warning: yuji would NOT act like this i just need more angst…

pairing: yuji x reader angst

w.c: 1k masterlist

Yuji Birthday Special

you werent sure why you cared so much.

yuji had plenty of people celebrating his birthday. nobara had planned something chaotic like smashing his head into the cake (how rude!), megumi was reluctantly going along with gojos idea to suprise him. yuji had all the attention in the world by people who openly cared about him, people who didnt hesitate to tell him how much he meant to them.

and yet there you stood by his desk before class, a small gift and your hands, hesitating.

you knew yuji wasnt the type to expect extravagant gifts, but that only made it harder. you had but more thought into this than you care to admit, a keychain from the movie he loves and a simple note you debated writing at least 10 times before settling on just ‘happy birthday, itadori!’ with small doodles scattered.

it was casual, but your hands still felt a little clammy as you set it down.

you then turned quickly, slipping back to your seat before anyone else arrived, heart thudding against your ribs.

maybe he wouldnt even realize it was from you. that would be best actually.

you dont like standing out, you never had the confidence nobara did, nor the charm gojo has. you were quiet. comfortable with just being there. it wasnt that yuji ever overlooked you— he was too kind for that—but you were sure you didnt stand out to him in any significant way.

you told yourself that “he wouldnt care” and that “you just want to see him smile.” that part true although you hoped that yuji would care.

yuji walked in with megumi and nobara trailed behind, his gaze looked at the small package on the desk, head tilting before grabbing it. “oh yn! you got me something?”

you held your breath, trying to distract yourself by glancing anywhere else, but your heart wouldn’t stop racing.

“can i open it?”

you mumbled a yes.

yuji unwrapped the gift quickly, his usual energetic self. he pulled out the keychain first, his eyes lighting up with a spark of recognition.

you couldn’t help but feel a small flutter of hope. But as he continued to inspect it, his expression shifted slightly. he looked up at you, a small frown tugging at his lips.

“hey, this is cool,” yuji said, his voice friendly, but there was something almost apologetic about his tone.

“i didn’t expect a keychain, but it’s really thoughtful. I guess I thought maybe something bigger, you know? maybe that what i get for opening megumis and gojo sensei gift first”

he scratched the back of his head sheepishly, trying to explain himself before getting slapped by nobara.

“why are city people so ungrateful! i think its cute yn!” nobara says.

“i didnt mean it like that it just came out wrong! im just really bad at accepting gifts, i feel like i dont deserve them” yuji says.

“when youre bad at accepting gifts, you dont say ‘i thought it would be bigger meh meh meh’ you say ‘thanks!’” nobara defends you.

“im sorry! i didnt mean to be ungrateful yn!!” yuji pleas.

“i didn’t mean to disappoint you,” you stammered, not sure if your voice was even steady enough to be heard.

you wished you could melt into the floor and disappear. yuji glanced up, his eyes softening when he realized how nervous you were.

“it just came out wrong! its really cute, yn.” yuji apologized repeatedly, though it didn’t do much to ease your anxiety.

when class ended, you slowly packed out while the other 1st years quickly departures to the field.

yuji stayed behind slightly, having to clip the keychain onto the strap of his bag.

he gave you a quick look before saying “thanks for the gift, anyways i have to catch up with them. see you later yn!”

you saw him turn and leave, and it felt depressing. the thoughtful gift you had chosen, a small sign of your feelings, was received with a lack of indifference.

you couldnt understand why it stung so deeply. its not like you thought he would be head over heels for the present—it was merely a birthday gesture—but the sense of disappointment lingered around you.

you told yourself that it didnt matter. that yuji was a good person and probably didn’t mean to make you feel this way. but the quiet ache inside you wouldnt go away.

later that evening in bed you think about every second, the silence in the room interrupted by the clicking of a clock.

you repeat the events today in your head over and over, it wasnt that yuji meant to hurt you, you know he didnt. but something about the way he reacted hurt you emotionally.

you had hoped he would see it for what it was—a small gesture of appreciation, a way of showing that you cared. although being compared to gojos gift he was indifferent.

you clenched the blanket in your hands, the weight of the disappointment settling heavy in your chest.

maybe i expected too much

you stared at the dark ceiling, feeling the weight of the unspoken words between you. you had tried so hard to show him you cared, and yet, it felt like you were invisible.

Yuji Birthday Special

GAH YUJI WOULDNT DO THIS

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1 month ago
Pure Love Bro

pure love bro

1 month ago
Undertale Reference

undertale reference

1 month ago

TOMMORWE IS YUJI S BIRTHDAY?????

TOMMORWE IS YUJI S BIRTHDAY?????
TOMMORWE IS YUJI S BIRTHDAY?????

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1 month ago
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1 month ago

vro why are ur smaus SO GOODDHAIOEOANA 💔💔💔

lmg ily ❤️❤️ hehehe ty ty


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2 months ago

idk gang your about me look a little familiar

mayhe ur coocoo idk… hehe


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2 months ago

can someone give me request for smaus ✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️

Can Someone Give Me Request For Smaus ✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️

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2 months ago

CIGARETTES AFTER TEXTS

think i like you best when you're just with me, and no one else.

CIGARETTES AFTER TEXTS
CIGARETTES AFTER TEXTS
CIGARETTES AFTER TEXTS

to him, she was the equivalent of hearing your favourite song for the first time, memorising the lyrics, mesmerised by the melody and instruments that you forget what you were doing in the first place. to her, he was a hardcore fan who had wayyy too many band t-shirts. such different lives, yet fate brought them together after maki scored a hot girls number.

pairing: megumi x f!rockstar!reader

status: ongoing!

tags: megumi is a fan, megumi wears band tees religiously, yn is a guitarist and a singer, yn is a year older than megumi, swearing!!, toge slander, yn and yuta are co-parenting maki and toge, megumi nobara and yuji are huge fans, megumi the most obv, crack, fluff, smau

taglist: open!

CIGARETTES AFTER TEXTS

INTRODUCTIONS: solitaire | the big three

CLOSETS: yn's closet

PLAYLISTS: solitaires discography

MOODBOARDS: solitaire | yn | megumi

CIGARETTES AFTER TEXTS

chapter one: historians will call them friends

chapter two: twelve grapes

chapter three: yn isn't following you

chapter four:

chapter five:

chapter six:

CIGARETTES AFTER TEXTS
CIGARETTES AFTER TEXTS
CIGARETTES AFTER TEXTS
CIGARETTES AFTER TEXTS
2 months ago
ONE LOOK, GIVE ‘EM WHIPLASH . . .
ONE LOOK, GIVE ‘EM WHIPLASH . . .

ONE LOOK, GIVE ‘EM WHIPLASH . . .

★ WHIPLASH: a megumi fushiguro x reader smau.

★ hybrid smau. mlb megumi. fem journalist reader. modern au (no curses, no sorcery). strangers to enemies to lovers. fluff and angst. miscommunication. messy, messy convos. double lives. mentions of drinking and smoking. kys jokes.

★ ongoing. on hold for a bit <3

send an ask to be added to the taglist; no comments/replies. ⟡ indicates written work.

. . . UNDER PRESSURE, BODY SWEATING, CAN YOU FOCUS?

ONE LOOK, GIVE ‘EM WHIPLASH . . .

aespa fangirls / roommates + extras (negative)

000. PROLOGUE.

001. ARMAGEDDON.

002. THAT’S THE INDUSTRY, BABY! ⟡

003. LOOK BACK. ⟡

004. DISTRACTOR. ⟡

005. SO CLUELESS!

006. GIRL, SO CONFUSING. ⟡

007. CRAZY.

008. IGLOO.

009. SUPERNOVA. ⟡

010. 1-800-HOT-N-FUN. ⟡

011. OVERWORKED, CONSENSUALLY.

012. REAL MAN. ⟡

013. BALUT. ⟡

014. DENIAL IS A RIVER. ⟡

015. COLOGNE.

016. TWO SIDES OF THE SAME COIN.

017. A PEARL. ⟡

018. I BET ON LOSING DOGS.

019. CASUAL.

020. BED CHEM. ⟡

021. IF YOU WANT TO.

BONUS. ⟡

ONE LOOK, GIVE ‘EM WHIPLASH . . .
2 months ago

SESSIONS

“the dj hit me right there — you said he loved me right there”

SESSIONS

megumi fushiguro x fem!reader • SMAU • ongoing

⭑.ᐟ SUMMARY: she’s a pretty popular dj, producer, and singer, triple kill! what a pop princess! he works boring shifts at your local electronic store, with an undercover nepo baby background while studying music production at the nearby college. maybe teaming up to help him create his end of course project wouldn’t be the worst idea… professor said ‘help’ was allowed…

⭑.ᐟ WARNING/NOTES: non-curse au, all characters are aged up, probably ooc, loosely inspired by the victorious episode “jade gets crushed”, chapter names may change, tw for each chapter will be mentioned too!!

SESSIONS

ᯓ duo’s inspo playlist

ᯓ dj’s inspo & moodboard

ᯓ megumi’s playlist & moodboard

ᯓ …and main character groups?

re-VAMPed emos • murda she WOKE

SESSIONS

ALBUM TRACKS…

updates every saturday est • 💿 indicates written chapters

I. 2014 insta

2. iconic duo 💿

3. turn it up! 💿

4. best buy boy

5. don't sleep just do it on repeat!

6. never get invited 'cause i'm such a hater

7. boyfriend's favorite dj!

8. jealous girl

9. don't f*ck with me!

10. i'm the girl next door, let me come in

...& more to come!

taglist (open)

SESSIONS
2 months ago
Showstopper !

showstopper !

Showstopper !
Showstopper !
Showstopper !
Showstopper !

megumi fushiguro. an oscar award winning actor, known by everyone, especially the ladies. y/n. an internationally recognized actress and beloved by all. when the two of them become co-stars in the new blockbuster "work affairs" they start off on the wrong foot. playing two characters slowly falling in love when in reality they despise each other. will this end in disaster or far worse? either way, the show must go on...

Showstopper !

status: on-going

pairing: fem!reader x megumi

taglist ! - open !

warnings/tags: modern au, megumi and reader are both actors, all characters aged up to 20s, enemies to lovers, swearing, suggestive, arguments, some characters may be ooc, smau and written parts, definitively going to get angsty

note ! - warnings will be listed at the beginning of each chapter, they may differ

Showstopper !

meet the cast ! (pt.2)ノ y/n wardrobe ノ megumi wardrobe

𝐼. backstage

chapter 1: role call .ᐟ

chapter 2: coffee talk

chapter 3: the powerpuff girls + toge

chapter 4: it's not a date .ᐟ

chapter 5: rumor has it

𝐼𝐼. beach weather

Showstopper !
2 months ago

SHUT UP AND DRIVE: —TOKYO DRIFT EDITION .ᐟ

SHUT UP AND DRIVE: —TOKYO DRIFT EDITION .ᐟ
SHUT UP AND DRIVE: —TOKYO DRIFT EDITION .ᐟ
SHUT UP AND DRIVE: —TOKYO DRIFT EDITION .ᐟ
SHUT UP AND DRIVE: —TOKYO DRIFT EDITION .ᐟ

street racer!megumi x street racer!reader smau

Synopsis: rumor has it that Jujutsu racers Megumi Fushiguro and Y/n L/n have broken up, which is why they have been missing from the racing scene recently. [click to see more...]

you and megumi have been dating since high school. when your recent breakup hit the internet, it caused Jujutsu race fans to divide. But what happens when the final season is coming to a close and it's time to start picking racers to participate in the 24 hours of le mans? only two from each sector to go, and you and megumi are the best of your teams...

status: ongoing hiatus -> bi-monthly updates!

cws: modern au, aged up character, rivals to lovers, exes to lovers, suggestive content, drinking, clubbing, illegal racing, fighting (the girls get handsy), slight itafushi (I can’t help myself), mentions of other shows/characters, rich parents, ooc, tba… check chapters for tag updates, do I know how street racing works? not at all! but my friends obsessed and google is free so who cares!

this is a mixed/blended smau, where most of it is writing and I add texts/tweets for in-between context

Format credits to the lovely @/chososcamgirl

taglist: open link!

choose your character:

official playlist || y/n's lifestyle guide || megumi's lifestyle guide

introductions: pink pony club! || sassy man apocalypse

SHUT UP AND DRIVE: —TOKYO DRIFT EDITION .ᐟ

FIRST LAP 🚩

I. gear up 🚦

II. ignition 🚦

III. blame it on the alcohol🚦|| 3.5. drunk walk home

IV. so highschool🚦

V. tba…

SECOND LAP 🚩

VI. tba…

VII. tba…

VIII. tba…

IX. tba…

X. tba…

SHUT UP AND DRIVE: —TOKYO DRIFT EDITION .ᐟ

@ CHERICOS 2024 all rights reserved do not repost, edit, copy, translate or plagiarise my works

2 months ago

COOL WITH YOU 💽

COOL WITH YOU 💽
COOL WITH YOU 💽
COOL WITH YOU 💽
COOL WITH YOU 💽

SYNOPSIS: yn is part of a popular group called newjeans and megumi is a computer science major who probably doesn't give 2 shits about newjeans but then yuji drags him to a festival and that possibly changes his mind

COOL WITH YOU 💽

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀FEELINGS SO RIGHT

COOL WITH YOU 💽

- college!megumi x college!femreader

WARNINGS: both reader and megumi are in college, reader is in a kpop group, idol!reader, takes place during summer 2024, strangers to lovers, opposites attract, characters are aged up, fem reader, cursing, smau + written, slow burn, angst, fluff, possible occ, [indiviual warnings for each chapter]

STATUS: ongoing !

COOL WITH YOU 💽

WHAT’S YOUR ETA? ↳ everything yn | everything megumi

LETS TALK ASAP: hii, we’re newjeans! ~ megumis friends ~ other

01: obnoxious music

02: super shy? no, super lucky

03:

04:

COOL WITH YOU 💽
COOL WITH YOU 💽
COOL WITH YOU 💽

©megumislovedoll all rights reserved. do not translate, repost on other platforms, modify, or copy.

2 months ago

MUST BE THE SEASON !

MUST BE THE SEASON !
MUST BE THE SEASON !
MUST BE THE SEASON !
MUST BE THE SEASON !

⤷ vellichor : the strange wistfulness of used bookshops ᓚ₍ ^. .^₎

(a fall special !) a year after graduating, you’re still struggling with finding a job. perhaps your standoffish nature isn’t helping, but the need for money is becoming urgent. after a rant to your cousin shoko, she tells you about her friend who runs a quaint used bookstore in the picturesque japanese countryside. the only downside? you’d need to leave the city—and everything you’re used to. you decide to embrace the change, but everything takes an unexpected turn when you meet the captivating boy who works there, turning your new life upside down.

MUST BE THE SEASON !

prologue : the calm before the storm 01 : mist 02: drizzle 03: rain 04 : downpour 05 : serene

MUST BE THE SEASON !

with : yuji itadori x reader

status : ongoing — taglist open

tags : f!reader, smau (texts) + written, swearing and suggestive jokes, sun & moon dynamic, stranger to friends to lovers, reader & yuji are both 19, nanami & shoko cameos, reader is gothic/whimisigoth-ish, argument/miscommunication, slight angst, ooc perhaps

oh no! must be the season of the witch ‧₊˚ ☾.

MUST BE THE SEASON !

and he's strange (so strange)

MUST BE THE SEASON !
MUST BE THE SEASON !
MUST BE THE SEASON !
MUST BE THE SEASON !
2 months ago

Toge Accidentally Uses His Cursed Speech on You (Part 4)

🔅content: Light angst/light comfort; gn!reader; no pronoun mentions

🔅synopsis: It's been 2 days since you last seen Toge... How do you go about this? What are you supposed to do? You wonder how to address the situation at hand...

🔅a/n: "What happened to posting part 4 soon" I ended up scraping the entire part 4 draft and remade it because I didn't like it :'D Thank you everyone for being so patient and putting up w my bs aaa Let me know if you want to be in the tags list and enable ur tagging :3

[JJK Masterlist] [Part 1 & 2] [Part 3]

Toge Accidentally Uses His Cursed Speech On You (Part 4)
Toge Accidentally Uses His Cursed Speech On You (Part 4)

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"...Should I... open it...?" You asked yourself quietly, looking down on your phone as you stared at the multiple notifications you received from Toge.

13 missed calls

31 new messegaes

All unopened, all unanswered.

Slowly, you hover your finger over to his chat box, however, you hesitate- quickly shutting off your phone and plopping down on the soft mattress where you sat.

While the rest of the Okkotsu family went out to watch the movies, you decided to stay in the house by yourself. "You should come...! I'm sure it will help lift your spirits." Mrs. Okkotsu offered, to which you kindly declined her offer.

You figured you needed some time to be alone for now, but the lack of presence in the house ended up cauing a deafening silence to fill the halls, creating more opportunities for you to overthink the recent events between you and Toge.

'...I wonder... what did he say...'

'...why am I so scared to read it...?'

Over the past two days, you've been comfortably staying over Yuta's family home in the city. But since Yuta wasn't there at the moment, his parents and sister have been kindly accomodating you the entire time.

You were incredibly embarassed and reluctant to stay over, afraid of becoming only a nuisance to the Okkotsu family, especially since current situation between you and Toge was not at all very dire, just an arguement between two lovers.

Fortunately, Yuta and his mother were understanding and very insistent that you were welcome for as long as you'd like. Afterall, you were also one of Yuta's closest friends.

Trying your best to not cause them too much trouble, you help out with minor chores like the dishes, setting up the table, throwing out the trash- but each time you do so, you were met with gentle scolding.

"We told you to rest! You're still very hurt!"

"No no no, you're a guest, put that down!"

"We are not letting you wash the plates. Go back to bed and lie down for a nap! We'll bring you some snacks later."

"Nonsense! You are not a burden! You are a good friend of Yuta, and he asked us to take care of you, so sit down and don't worry about us."

Though that did seem to reduce the amount of guilt you felt, you were still rather embarassed for staying over someone else's family home just to hide from an ongoing dispute with Toge. So, you figured you shouldn't overstay your welcome, at least.

You look at your phone once again, staring at Toge's contact name as you remember your last encounter with him.

Staring at the ceiling above, you allow the memories from the incident flood your mind once more- remembering the sorrow, the pain, the sadness....

The entire time you knew Toge, he had always felt like the safest person to be around with, and you trusted him more than anyone- be it about your safety or your feelings. Naturally, the shock from accidentally getting cursed would shaken you up quite a lot.

You were badly hurt, both physically and emotionally.

And even for a short moment, you even felt afraid of him for the first time.

A feeling you knew would devastate him if he knew.

As shy as you were to admit it, all you did the entire day after the incident was quiety cry inside the guest bedroom in Yuta's home.

You can say that you rather had mixed feelings about the whole thing. Not a moment has passed in which you weren't thinking about it.

At first, it was shock, then fear, followed by pain before sadness, eventually leading to worry- the feeling you were experiencing right now.

Why 'worry'? You think to yourself, curious as to why there was this sense of longing to see him despite the accident.

It was a strange feeling in your chest. Most certainly, you were still very much upset and hurt about what he had done to you, but still-

"...I wonder how he must feel right now..." You hug the pillow nearest to you closer to your chest, unable to stray away the concern you felt for him.

Perhaps it was the way he looked at you the moment he misused his speech on you. The way Toge's eyes expressed so much shock, the way his voice was filled with so much guilt and fear... You have never seen him act in such a way before, especially considering the fact that he was always the more calm and composed one between the two of you.

You couldn't get the desperate tone of his voice out of your head, and you frequently find yourself vividly remembering the panicked expression he displayed on his face.

"...He must be worried..." You whisper to the pillow you held tightly, your eyelids closing as you replay the events of the accident.

More than anyone, you understood him the most, and you knew that this must be really messing up his mind right now.

It was one of his deepest fears, hurting someome he loves unintentionally with his speech, and you knew how deep this sort of wound would cut him on the inside.

More so, there was also the fact that Toge had personally witnessed the tragic events that happened to his allies in Shibuya... not to mention the fact that he had also been heavily pinning the blame on himself for the death of innocent civilians' lives.... lives which he felt responsible of protecting, all because he led them to take shelter to the same area Sukuna had unleashed his Malevolent Shrine.

'Truly...' you thought.

'this must be really messing up his mind right now....'

You turn over to your side, eyes staring blankly into the empty air in front of you.

"...He was distant and acting different from what happened in Shibuya afterall... I know he didn't mean to hurt me..." you whispered quietly, trying to think of how to address the situation.

You sat up, your hand firmly grasping your phone, a hesitant but concerned tone evident in your voice "I... don't want to make him feel any worse than he already does..."

Without a doubt, Toge was always so good to you. So protective, so understanding, so kind, so loving...

He was always there for you at your lowest points... and you never even had the chance to return such comfort to him before, so you think to yourself:

'...it's my turn.'

Your previous attempt to aid his sorrow didn't end up so well, but that's why you were willing to try again; To try again for him.

He probably hasn't been consoled ever since the incindent in Shibuya either. You, Panda, Yuta, or even Maki hadn't heard from him the entire time, and that's considering that all of you are his closest friends.

You ponder about it, and then you realize he probably wouldn't have ended up hurting you by accident or behaving so distant towards everyone if he had just allowed himself to be comforted- to be held and be told 'it's okay.'

...And you couldn't help but want to be that person who does that for him.

The more you thought about this, the more you wanted to see him.

You already released all the shock, hurt, and sadness for the past few days through a few weeping sessions in the small guest room before, and you think it's about time to come out of hiding.

You try to gain back your composure.

"...I wonder where he is... I hope... he's not pushing himself." You glance at your wallpaper, looking at a picture of Toge holding up a silly little peace sign while he sat next to a cute little dog you randomly met on the street.

You couldn't help but chuckle softly for a moment, then, your smile slowly fades back to form a serious expression on your face.

You miss the smile in his eyes like in the photo.

The idea of him in such sadness, worry, and pain ended up hurting you just as much as well.

"...I should talk to him."

So, you unlock your phone, open messages, and look for his contact name once again.

His contact nickname and his silly little photo appear.

'Bonito Flakes'

"...There."

Just when you were about to tap his name, you paused.

"Uh... wait... what should I say...?"

You pull back your thumb from the screen, suddenly having a bit of a panic on how to address the situation.

"..How do I reach out to him...? What... did he text me..? Is he upset with me? Is he looking for me...?"

His last text was from yesterday night, so you weren't sure what should be the best mood to approach him at this moment.

Just then, as if fate had timed this moment perfectly, a notification suddenly pops up on the top of your screen.

1 new message from Bonito Flakes

You gasped, completely taken aback from seeing his name.

'Wait... I'm not ready...!!'

You panicked slightly, causing you to drop your phone on the hard wood floor by accident, a loud thump echoing throughout the room. Fortunately, the Okkotsu family still hasn't returned from their outing yet, otherwise, you'd give them another reason to be worried about you.

You sigh, picking it back up as you lightly shook your head to gain back your composure.

As you check your sceen, you see another text from Toge come in.

Then another.

And another.

It made you slightly nervous but curious as to what his multiple texts were saying right now, and it sort of made you even more worried to know what he sent.

Is he sad? Does he need you? Is he just reaching out? Is he leaving the school? Does he want to distance himself from you?

"I'll... wait a little..."

Ultimately, you decided to let him finish sending his messages before you view it.

He sent quite a handful of texts, and it took a while before the messages stopped coming in. But just to be sure, you waited for a few minutes in case he had any late follow ups.

"I'll.... wait a little more..." You whisper to yourself as you stare at the phone in front of you, hoping to view his messages during a time when he's offline- You just wanted to make sure there was enough time for you to process and react to his texts without the pressure of him waiting for your response.

But the green dot next to his profile picture was still lit up, meaning, that he would be able to immediately see your replies the moment you send it.

But you would prefer he only sees it AFTER you're done sending your responses.

Sighing heavily, you whisper once more '...I guess I'll wait again...'

You check again after a few minutes, it was still green. So you wait again.

More time had passed but still- the green dot remained.

You wait again.

It was all you could think about for the past few hours as you move back and forth from checking your phone to lying down, staring into nothing...

Untul finally, at hour three, the green dot turns dim.

And with that, you were left with no excuse to delay opening your inbox any longer. "...alright... here we go.... I guess..."

With a hefty sigh and a single tap of your finger, you open his inbox.

Toge Accidentally Uses His Cursed Speech On You (Part 4)
Toge Accidentally Uses His Cursed Speech On You (Part 4)
Toge Accidentally Uses His Cursed Speech On You (Part 4)
Toge Accidentally Uses His Cursed Speech On You (Part 4)
Toge Accidentally Uses His Cursed Speech On You (Part 4)

Your eyes widened suddenly, immediate shock at the realization.

With a quickened pace, you hurridly limped towards the nearest window, the cast on your leg creating a slight scratching sound as you drag it across the floor.

Pulling away the curtains, you scan the street below in search for the white haired boy.

You squint your eyes slightly, trying to adjust your eyes to the darkness of the night.

Then, you see him.

"He... he's still there...?"

On the opposite side of the street, there sat Toge on the small pavement across from Yuta's house.

His head rested on his arm and his head hung low, perhaps taking a bit of a nap as he waited for your reply.

A wave of guilt suddenly washes over you as you realize how long you've made him wait out in the cold for a single reply.

You text him.

Toge???? Why did you wait for me?

You look drenched, what happened???

How long have you been there???

But your messages didn't seem to get through, not showing a mark of it being delivered.

"His phone battery must've died...."

Instictively, you hurried out the room with a more detemined expression, carefully treading the stairs with your injured leg, and rushed out the door.

Unintentionally, the noise of opening the door a little too quickly echoed across the dead silent street, casuing Toge to immediately jolt himself awake.

He made eye contact with you while he remained seated across the street, shocked at your sudden appearance.

Embarassed for startling him, you slightly lose your confidence and shy away from his gaze, a small lump in your throat preventing you from voicing out any words.

Toge stood up slowly, his eyes widen but his chest beated out of nervousness.

He doesn't expect anything positve, but still, he remained hopeful, as much as he felt like he didn't deserve you.

"...um...." you started, hoping to break the akward silence that filled the air.

"...I-...."

"....."

"....p-...please, come in...."

....

Toge Accidentally Uses His Cursed Speech On You (Part 4)

[Back to JJK Masterlist] [Part 1 & 2] [Part 3] [Part 5]

a/n: So happy I finally finished this :')))))))) Shoutout to anon that poked me abt this that genuinely helped me lolol I just really needed a little push to finish this

NOTE classes are back ^^ and I'm doing some part-time comms sooo I'll be a lil busy but ofc I won't abandon this I luv this series <3

Credits to @makuzume on Tumblr || Do not steal, translate, modify, reupload my works on any platform.

tags list: @zhenyuuu @cowcreamers @mushroommorgue @yunho-leeknow @lemonnotade @exodiam @an-ever-angry-bi @cirieria @chifuyufirstwife @strxbxrrylover @sturns55

2 months ago

SHOW ME HOW !

-- what happens when fans catch you eyeing yuta on your friends stream? could it be something more?

i’m sooo excited for this. THIS MADE IT OUT MY BRAIN YALL🔥 “kay stop naming ur fics after songs” NO !

taglist: closed status: ongoing

SHOW ME HOW !

cw; streamer!yuta x f!reader, profanity, suggestive, tba.

updates every other day or whenever i’m not busy 🥲

CHAPTER 0.1 ; - 0.2 - introductions.

CHAPTER ONE; you're fucked.

CHAPTER TWO; let him cook

CHAPTER THREE; be a normal human?

CHAPTER FOUR; stay off twitter

CHAPTER FIVE; do not fuck him

CHAPTER SIX; emotional support dog

CHAPTER SEVEN; did he make you giggle?

CHAPTER EIGHT; # last minute

CHAPTER NINE; you aren’t slick

CHAPTER TEN; instigator inumaki

CHAPTER ELEVEN; owner of the house

CHAPTER 11.5

CHAPTER TWELVE; ripping my hair out

CHAPTER THIRTEEN; problem solving

CHAPTER FOURTEEN

CHAPTER FIFTEEN; incorrect buzzer

CHAPTER SIXTEEN; two idiots

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN; down bad

CHAPTER EIGHTEEN; team yuta

CHAPTER NINETEEN; perchance

CHAPTER TWENTY; soft launch

CHAPTER TWENTY ONE: it’ll be fun they said

TBA . . .

2 months ago

—CANDID LOVE.

—CANDID LOVE.
—CANDID LOVE.

pairing: yuuta okkotsu x reader

summary: in which you and your friends sign up for a transfer study opportunity, but only you were accepted into the program. the idea of navigating an unfamiliar place while being away from your friends is a plague to the mind. when you finally get settled in and realize that the first project you’re assigned is with partners, in a class where you know nobody, all hope is lost— until the teacher starts reading out names: “y/n l/n and yuuta okkotsu, pair up”.

status: ongoing (started february 18, 2024)

warnings: mostly fluff, lil bit of angst, foul language, dark/crack humor, social media au, timestamps are irrelevant unless stated otherwise

- names of chapters can/will change as the story progresses

- chapters with (☆) will have written section(s)

—CANDID LOVE.

profiles

yuuji hate club [y/n's group]

3 reasons to wear a condom [yuuta's group]

chapters

01. nobara-assigned tour guide

02. shitty sushi place

03. life: ended

04. denialtown

05. sound the alarms

06. brain food

07. i hate men (except you two)

08. grow some balls!!

09. pinch me

9.5. birthday bash!!

10. dream team

11. i'll see you in court

12. jealousy

13. wait, what?

14. BANNED </3

more to be announced ..

—CANDID LOVE.

notes - finally getting this au up and running since ive been thinking it through for quite a while! i do write slow and overthink everything so updates MAYYY be patchy (please dont hate me if they are). i'm super excited about this though! it's my first time doing a full social media fic yayay i hope you guys end up liking it :p i heart yuuta

tag list is open

⤷ © kenmakodz -- pfps and pictures used do not belong to me, but the story does.

2 months ago
 -HOPELESS-
 -HOPELESS-

-HOPELESS-

YUUTA X READER

smau ! | high school au | no curse au | chatfic. | completed!

: you, quiet, timid, shy, no friends but lives off video games, found interest in the school's new gaming club! but.. too scared to even approach the club's leader, yuji. your cousins, maki and megumi got the wrong idea, you don't like yuji.. you like yuuta!... if so, why do they try to get you and yuji together..?

 -HOPELESS-

CHARACTERS.

──────────────

1: STOP BULLYING ME.

2: OPERATION START.

3: PLANNING..

4: POSTERS

5: WHAT IS HAPPENING!!?

6: SHE LIKES HIM

7: NUMBER

8: FRIENDS

9: GAMING!!

10: YUJI!

11: RIKA EFFECT!

12: SAD AND JEALOUS..

13: ..YOU LIKE WHO..?

14: NEW OPERATION!

15: THE DATE.

16: THE SAD TRUTH..

17: NEW NEWS

18: CONFESSING

19: NEW PLAN

20: ..THE PROBLEM..

21: LUNCH.

22: THE SLEEPOVER PLAN

23: YUUTA!

24: SHOPPING!

25: .. WHAT I SAW..

26: TEASING.

27: WHO AM I?

28: BEFORE THE SLEEPOVER

29: THE SLEEPOVER.

30: AW! LOVE!

──────────────

00: TOGETHER!

00: HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUU!

00: MERRY CHRISTMAS!

──────────────

2 months ago

apple cider

Apple Cider

“and i don’t even like you that much. wait, i do, fuck. call me at midnight. let’s give this thing a try!” apple cider - beabadoobee

🍎 — summary: you and megumi have known each other since jr. high. eventually, things get out of hand and you end up falling out. you meet again in tokyo jujutsu high only to remember old issues and realize new feelings.

🪼 — pairing: fushiguro megumi x gn! reader

🌷 — genre: friends to enemies to lovers, smau

🐰 — status: coming to an end

🐸 — warnings: sfw, crack humor, sexual jokes, dying jokes, jealousy, slight angst

🌈 — notes: this smau idea has been in the notes app for over two yrs. i hope y’all enjoy! updates are slow!

taglist is closed!

Apple Cider

y/n’s pookies + megumi’s friends

one: middle school beef

two: my favorite pastry

three: enemies to lovers?

four: PANDA WHY

five: scare the hoes (respectfully)

six: idgaf

seven: we should jump him

eight: okayyy loverboy!

nine: count your days

ten: we should talk

eleven: apple bakery

twelve: old times

thirteen: gone but not forgotten

fourteen: this is sick

fifteen: he smells

sixteen: you were right

seventeen: hey u up?

eighteen: what are we?

nineteen: thru the grapevine

twenty: is this a date?

twenty one: please don’t go

twenty two: call me at midnight

twenty three: a little kiss

twenty four: blobfish

twenty five: yuji hate

twenty six: megumi rizz

twenty seven: shit my pants

epilogue

bonus

Apple Cider
2 months ago

pink in the night

Pink In The Night

in which: they dont understand your hints?? i made this passed out, idk not very angsty.

with: yuji, megumi, inumaki, who else…

a/n: first two slides of a character are pre crush the other ones are crushing

masterlist

Pink In The Night
Pink In The Night
Pink In The Night
Pink In The Night
Pink In The Night
Pink In The Night
Pink In The Night
Pink In The Night
Pink In The Night
Pink In The Night
Pink In The Night
Pink In The Night
Pink In The Night
Pink In The Night
Pink In The Night
Pink In The Night
Pink In The Night
Pink In The Night

this was made b4 the poll.. toge megu and geto r next one


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