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sevika putting her cigs out on u pls pls

the acridity scent of sevika's cigarettes fills the bedroom air, still stuffy and foggy with sex and sweat from your previous activities with your girlfriend.

sevika's head rests on your stomach as she smokes, her other free hand resting over your ribs, her thumb rubbing your skin. you had tired eachother out, as usual.

your body was already starting to bruise from her rough hands, marking your skin just how she liked. but maybe that wasn't enough— bruises and bite marks would heal eventually, no matter how hard she went.

she blows her smoke out, her nose brushing against your stomach as she presses a kiss to your navel, twirling her cigarette around between her fingers as she conjures up a plan she knew damn well would piss you off.

you sigh in content, oblivious to what she was planning and sliding your hand through her hair, keeping it out of her face.

sevika brings her cigarette down, kissing another spot on your stomach to distract you before pressing the lit tip of the cig against your skin, twisting it a little.

a yelp of surprise and pain escapes your mouth as a seething, burning pain shoots through you. you squirm away and try escape from it, but her bionic arm presses down on your stomach, holding you in place as she watches your skin burn and sizzle with a sick fascination.

she pulls away after only a few seconds as you start crying in pain. she rolls her eyes, flicking the now stubbed out cigarette onto the bedside table. she leans down and blows cool air on the burn, both soothing it and making it sting.

you hiss and shove her head off you, sitting up and looking down at the burn on your abdomen. "what the fuck?" you whine, tears slipping down your face as you wince.

sevika smirks a little wickedly, sitting up and stretching her arms, her muscles flexing. if you weren't so distraught, youd of probably jumped her bones at the sight.

"god, you're such a damn baby."

An alternate universe in which Higuruma works as a shaman and is on the same team as Kusakabe, Nanami and Ijichi.

art by : gokutamani

In another universe, you loved me wholeheartedly, and I let it destroy me.

gladly

me when one of my girlmutuals posts about how they got a little coffee beverage or took a nice walk or started a book they've been meaning to read for a while or otherwise found meaning and joy in simple pleasures

Sue Zhao // Dialogues on Love #4 // “Maybe I already do”

if we make it through december and january and february and then march and april as well and may and june and july also and august and september. we’ll be fine

you never know what someone is going through. for instance i didnt know i was going through anything until about 2 years later. i thought i was just chilling

I shouldn’t have to work on account of my big brown eyes and general sweetiepieness

growing up is finally realizing why adults were always so excited to go to bed. I, too, don't have the energy for all of this and want to get cozy in bed