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Alex/MiScha

Danger noodles, dinosaurs, and anime DeathNote is the best. Shigadabi/Wriolette/Matchablossom for life, basically semi-working alcoholic, I am a writer (ItIsIAlex on Ao3)

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9 months ago
The Notes Are Broken. This Is What Tumblr Is All About Apparently.

The notes are broken. This is what tumblr is all about apparently.

9 months ago

Friends to lovers with characters as parents

I quite like this one, a nice combo for lots of domestic fluff and misunderstandings with angst

Tag Your Results!
Tag Your Results!
Tag Your Results!
Tag Your Results!

tag your results!

9 months ago

That's honestly impressive. Coming from someone who pulls out idea after idea. Like I know events A and B, but the difficulty is how I get from A to be. Maybe I should make lists as well so I don't forget everything and anything from time to time. My memory is not as trustworthy as it used to be.

Though I fear that would awake my primordial yapper instinct....

when WRITING fanfic,

reblog for bigger spread if you want etc

9 months ago
Employee Of The Month

employee of the month

9 months ago
Please

please

9 months ago
Lord Of The Murky Depths

Lord of the Murky Depths

9 months ago
Happy Pride Month To Everyone Who Gets This Joke, Laughed At It, Or Isn’t A Homophobic Or Transphobic

Happy Pride Month to everyone who gets this joke, laughed at it, or isn’t a homophobic or transphobic etc asshole.

Happy Pride Everyone.

Stay Gay.

10 months ago
“I Don’t Know What My Goals Are, No. Thanks For Asking.”
“I Don’t Know What My Goals Are, No. Thanks For Asking.”
“I Don’t Know What My Goals Are, No. Thanks For Asking.”
“I Don’t Know What My Goals Are, No. Thanks For Asking.”
“I Don’t Know What My Goals Are, No. Thanks For Asking.”
“I Don’t Know What My Goals Are, No. Thanks For Asking.”
“I Don’t Know What My Goals Are, No. Thanks For Asking.”
“I Don’t Know What My Goals Are, No. Thanks For Asking.”

“I don’t know what my goals are, no. Thanks for asking.”

10 months ago

Knowing that trans women of color started the movement in the united states and were literally immediately erased and excluded from what they started is the most deeply jading knowledge.

It is the original sin of the so-called queer community and it damns it from the cradle.

10 months ago

cr: the song is Gold, Guns, Girls by Metric

"Generic passenger car pack" (https://skfb.ly/6sUFy) by Comrade1280 "2014 Toyota Corolla E180 EU (with interior)" (https://skfb.ly/oLAVz) by Armored Wave special thanks to @pan-da-hero for cheering me up during this long long journey and to [redacted] for doing hand modeling for me no questions asked <3

10 months ago
Light Answers A Tough Question

Light answers a tough question

10 months ago
One Last Thing Before Pride Month Ends

one last thing before pride month ends <3

10 months ago

relapse is not a moral failure. substance use and addiction are not a moral failure. mental illness is not a moral failure. disability is not a moral failure. you have a health condition. you are struggling. recovery is not mean to be perfect, and if you're not in recovery, surviving is good too. i'm glad you're here, and i hope life treats you better soon. please know this is not your fault. you do not need to feel guilty over your own health.

10 months ago

…And on the seventh day…

A two panel illustration of Sunday from Honkai: Star Rail. In the upper panel, he is depicted as standing in front of a large church-style window, red/orange light casting a rim light around him. In the second panel, his body above the chest is depicted, and he is looking down at the viewer, his golden eyes glowing.

God ended His work which He had done, and He rested…

10 months ago
"Forgiving Who You Are, For What You Stand To Gain Just Know That If You Hide, It Doesn't Go Away When

"Forgiving who you are, for what you stand to gain Just know that if you hide, it doesn't go away When you get out of bed, don't end up stranded Horrified with each stone on the stage, my little dark age"

Shameless twitter plug

10 months ago

Me on my way writing a Galladay story with plot since the last update was pretty disappointing and just Firefly getting special treatment (no hate for her, I just hate Hoyo playing favorites)

Signs You Should Write The Story

1. You can't stop thinking about it

2. It would be exciting and fun to write

3. It's meaningful to you

WRITE THE STORY


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10 months ago

I hope you have this mental picture of me every time Tomura shows up in a new chapter

I Hope You Have This Mental Picture Of Me Every Time Tomura Shows Up In A New Chapter
10 months ago

Tenko Shimura's ‘allergies’ and the implications thereof

I think most people always agreed that Tenko's allergies were - in some form or another - emotion-based. Back in 235 we get the infamous "it only itches at home line" line.

Tenko Shimura's ‘allergies’ And The Implications Thereof

It's also emphasized again later in the chapter when we see that the itching gets progressively worse after Kotaro yells at Tenko (meaning that it gets worse when Tenko is sad and/or in distress).

Tenko Shimura's ‘allergies’ And The Implications Thereof

Back in the day, I saw a lot of people theorizing that the itch was a sign of Decay and that it was the early stages of the quirk manifesting within Tenko. But given what we know now, about AFO giving Tenko the quirk and especially when he gave Tenko the quirk, I don't think that this is the case.

We can pretty much pinpoint exactly when AFO gave Tenko the Decay quirk.

Tenko Shimura's ‘allergies’ And The Implications Thereof
Tenko Shimura's ‘allergies’ And The Implications Thereof

These two panels are from 235 and 419 - and I firmly believe that these panels take place only minutes apart from each other. This is also clearly the moment that AFO gave Decay over to Tenko, as shown by the small glow of his hand. Before this point Tenko Shimura was quirkless.

Tenko Shimura's ‘allergies’ And The Implications Thereof

Tenko got his original quirk stolen from him when he was just a baby - meaning that during the time between being an infant and being 5-years-old, Tenko was officially quirkless. This makes a huge difference if we then look back at his allergies and why they appear.

Tenko Shimura's ‘allergies’ And The Implications Thereof

This panel is from just before AFO takes Tenko's hand and gives him the Decay quirk. Look at his face. This boy already has irritated skin around his eyes (it looks like he's just been scratching at it too). With the knowledge that Tenko at this point in time still is quirkless, I think it's fair to say that the allergies are not an early symptom of Decay. It only itches at home. Because the itching is purely psychosomatic. Because it's a stress-response/anxiety-response to the environment this young boy is forced to come home to every single day.

Tenko Shimura's ‘allergies’ And The Implications Thereof

This boy is 5. He's 5. It's not normal for a 5-year-old to think thoughts anywhere near "does my father hate me?"

Kotaro has already put a fear in this little boy, which doesn't stop or go away as soon as he's punishment does. The trauma in this boy is already so big that he thinks about these things in the moments when his dad isn't even actively scolding or punishing him.

Tenko Shimura's ‘allergies’ And The Implications Thereof

It doesn't take a destructive quirk to cause a physical response like itching. All it takes is being constantly afraid of when you're going to be yelled at next, when you're going to be punished next, all by the hands of the parental figure you aren't sure even loves you at all.

It only itches at home. Especially when the four walls of your house are a prison.

10 months ago

Please help.

Please Help.

My Ko-Fi page

Please Help.
10 months ago
EYES OF THE ORDER

EYES OF THE ORDER

10 months ago

Dabi: So what did they end up charging you guys with?

Toga: Murder

Shigaraki: Terrorism

Dabi: Mine was arson.

Compress: Kidnapping a minor.

Spinner: …

Spinner, mumbling: Driving without a license.

Dabi: *cackling hysterically*

10 months ago
Perfect New Meme Template Just Dropped

perfect new meme template just dropped

10 months ago

Either Bio Hazard or Warning: Nuclear waste

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10 months ago
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