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Izuna's Birth Chart
The visionary scientist and revolutionary artist that he was , its shame that he died so young (it was just for the plot)
On the basis of Madara's Birth Chart calculated by @al-hekima-madara-blog
This is the calculation for Izuna's Birth Chart derived from Madara's Chart . Now for this calculation I went for the similar pattern in ages that Itachi and Sasuke had which is of 5 years Madara being the eldest brother and izuna being 5 years younger than him . The whole chart is in mind wrt him being 5 years younger than madara . Madara is in December and Izuna is in February so still the 5 years won't complete in terms of months but years only .
Here I will explain Part I : Derivation of Izuna Uchicha's Birth Chart Part II : Planets in Signs of Izuna Uchicha's Birth Chart Part III : House Wheel of Izuna Uchicha's Birth Chart
So Izuna is pisces rising that's for sure as I had previously discussed here Izuna through Madara's Chart .Given how spirit like he appears also if you see from madara chart his 3rd house (siblings ) is in pisces so it checks out izuna has that energy.
Sun The Sun stays in each sign for approximately 30 days. . He is known to be an aquarius (Canon birthday ) .
Moon
The Moon changes signs every 2 ½ days and goes through all 12 signs in approximately 28 days. Moon is in capricon given how he is emotional about the community .
Mercury
Mercury length in each sign changes due to retrogrades. Mercury can be in a sign for 15- 60 days. Because of the retrograde cycles, Mercury is never more than 2 signs away from the Sun at any given time. So that's why mercury aquarius given how far he could see being a visionary.
Venus Venus stays in a sign from 23 days to 2 months depending on the sign. Venus is also is never more than 2 signs away from the Sun. Venus is Aries given he offered his eyes to madara even if it was brutal to think of.
Mars
Mars changes signs about every 2 months. When Mars retrogrades it can stay in one sign for up to 7 months. So counting both his mars would reach in saggitaraus from madaras Mars in leo after 5 years . Mars in Sagittarius cause he is fire style user and you see his actions are public .
Jupiter
Jupiter stays in each sign approximately 1 year and travels through all 12 signs in 12 years. So count 5 signs from madara jupiter in leo , izuna jupiter would be early scorpio . Saturn Saturn stays in each sign approximately 2 ½ years and takes 29-30 years to travel through all 12 signs. Take for 5 years as divide 2 parts so saturn will skip 1 sign completely and be present in the next. Given madara chart he had saturn in Sagittarius so Izuna would have saturn in aquarius .
Uranus , Neptune and Pluto These are generational planets cause they move so slowly that they take years in one sign , so 5 years only change their degrees , not change in sign .
IZUNA THROUGH MADARA’S BIRTH CHART
It’s December the Month of Beloved King Madara Uchiha.
So here’s his birth chart analysis in regards to the one person he loved more anything else in his life ……Izuna .
The 3rd house in one’s birth chart gives a lot of information regarding ones sibling’s prominent placements in their birth chart.
This analysis is based on the birth chart calculated by @al-hekima-madara-blog
Madara Birth Chart
According to the calculations , Madara is Capricon rising his 3rd house is in Pisces with Neptune . Also Neptune being in it’s own sign would increase the effects .
The 3rd house (siblings) on pisces ( dreams ) could be interpreted as his dream of protecting his siblings . Also dreamworld for his siblings .( Idk why I head canon him being peaceful and chill around them.) Eventually three of his siblings pass away quite young due to war , to the other world (spirit realm) , which is hidden from us . Since Pisces also represents the other worlds .
Now based on this , Izuna’s chart would have prominent Pisces/Neptune influence .This Neptunian presence could explain why no one actually knows about him truly . (except Madara)
The Neptunian Influence could also be why we only see him through imagination (pisces /Neptune) of the person ( Itachi ) speaking about him.
Look at Izuna when he was a child he looks so innocent , lost unlike Madara who looks determined most of the time.
It’s one of Neptunian /Pisces illusion , the lost / inocent look , could also be the reason for people to not be able to acknowledge his talent as a shinobi . At first it would have been difficult for even him to understand but as he would grow up he would have used this (illusion) so well cause stealth is also a strength . This would make him even more dangerous .
He was born an Aquarius Sun pair this Neptunian influence . He would be artistic while being logical , balancing both . He would be such a visionary scientist / revolutionary artist . He could be strategist among them not only regarding the war but also politics in and outside the clan . It also could be the reason why after his death Madara couldn’t maintain the communication with the clan as it was Izuna’s role.
Talking about Izuna’s death , according to data books he died when he was 24 which is a pisces degree (12°, 24° ) , I couldn’t help but notice it. but the Neptunian influence could also explain why even after his demise he lives as a spirit through his eyes that he offered his brother.
If the readers are interested there will be a separate post regarding Madara’s whole birth chart .
I have been waiting for what felt like eternity to witness a new release from the american rock band My Chemical Romance and now they release The Foundations Of Decay out of nowhere on Friday the 13 th (In my timezone ) , It is safe to say the ritual has worked
Izuna is a pisces rising
IZUNA THROUGH MADARA’S BIRTH CHART
It’s December the Month of Beloved King Madara Uchiha.
So here’s his birth chart analysis in regards to the one person he loved more anything else in his life ……Izuna .
The 3rd house in one’s birth chart gives a lot of information regarding ones sibling’s prominent placements in their birth chart.
This analysis is based on the birth chart calculated by @al-hekima-madara-blog
Madara Birth Chart
According to the calculations , Madara is Capricon rising his 3rd house is in Pisces with Neptune . Also Neptune being in it’s own sign would increase the effects .
The 3rd house (siblings) on pisces ( dreams ) could be interpreted as his dream of protecting his siblings . Also dreamworld for his siblings .( Idk why I head canon him being peaceful and chill around them.) Eventually three of his siblings pass away quite young due to war , to the other world (spirit realm) , which is hidden from us . Since Pisces also represents the other worlds .
Now based on this , Izuna’s chart would have prominent Pisces/Neptune influence .This Neptunian presence could explain why no one actually knows about him truly . (except Madara)
The Neptunian Influence could also be why we only see him through imagination (pisces /Neptune) of the person ( Itachi ) speaking about him.
Look at Izuna when he was a child he looks so innocent , lost unlike Madara who looks determined most of the time.
It’s one of Neptunian /Pisces illusion , the lost / inocent look , could also be the reason for people to not be able to acknowledge his talent as a shinobi . At first it would have been difficult for even him to understand but as he would grow up he would have used this (illusion) so well cause stealth is also a strength . This would make him even more dangerous .
He was born an Aquarius Sun pair this Neptunian influence . He would be artistic while being logical , balancing both . He would be such a visionary scientist / revolutionary artist . He could be strategist among them not only regarding the war but also politics in and outside the clan . It also could be the reason why after his death Madara couldn’t maintain the communication with the clan as it was Izuna’s role.
Talking about Izuna’s death , according to data books he died when he was 24 which is a pisces degree (12°, 24° ) , I couldn’t help but notice it. but the Neptunian influence could also explain why even after his demise he lives as a spirit through his eyes that he offered his brother.
If the readers are interested there will be a separate post regarding Madara’s whole birth chart .
The Axis of Genocide
The satanic entity, the United States of America, The United Kingdom, Canada, France, Germany, Italy, Australia, Netherland. All of them have in common a history of colonisation, slavery, deportation and annihilation of population in America, Africa, Asia, Europe, Oceania during the last centuries. They continue in present what they have always done in the past.
Today you are with or against the Genocide in Palestine. There is no nuance, no "I don't know", no "It's too complex" no "I don't care it's far" no "I need to preserve my mental health", "it's not black and white". Yes it is black and white and Yes I don't care about your mental health when children are getting amputated without anesthesia. The statistics of deaths, the number of bombs in such small civilian area, the amount of children butchered, the journalists killed have beaten new records unheard since the 20th century in less than 4 months.
For the first time in Human History, victims have livestreamed 24h/24 their own deaths and suffering for 115 days. And the other side has also livestreamed their absolute cruelty and obscenity from their fake zionist entity and the moral decadence of the West, their shameless and baseless lies. It's a life or death situation and yes I use religious term : it's the Good versus Evil. If you can't see it blatantly, if you close your eyes to what is happening today, please shut your mouth when you want tomorrow be performative about the rights of racial minorities, the rights of women, the rights of children, the rights of persecuted groups. Shut your mouth forever and keep talking about your stupid fandom shipping "war" that no one care included the real author of the fiction. As noticed by @margretescrimsonatelier I'm very happy that the same brainless trolls who keep our name in their dirty mouths for a whole year, are today absolutely silent about a real life genocide, a real oppression. They have nothing to say. They were waste of space from day one, they keep confirm me the absolute vacuity of their existence.
If you accept the genocide in Palestine because "what can we do?" tomorrow it would be you for any false reason. Your country, your land, your history, your minority who would be stolen and slaughtered in front of billions of viewers in complete apathy since we already saw it in 2023 and no one moved. Tomorrow we will gaslight your death as we're gaslighting right now Palestinians massacre today. So be human, resist or die.
Your silence is a consent.
Like/share/comment posts about Palestine in all your social medias
boycott all companies funding the satanic entity
Learn about the colonisation of Palestine from 1948
March in your city for Palestine
Disturb your representative in public space
Educate your family and friend circle
Donate to trustful organisation like UNRWA.org HERE
If only I explained The inner workings of these people's minds by dissecting them, but that would be too much for delusionals
The time has come to sound profound...
As it pains me rather greatly how dehumanising shipping is. Don't come at me with "it's just fiction", I have eleven swords prepared to fight off your plastic surgery made argument that seems big like Kim Kardashian's *derrière*, but it's just as unconvincing
Unfortunately, dehumanisation is, ironically, a part of human nature, so I will not stop it, but neither will I stop talking
I think adult women who ship Naruto and Sasuke, even when they are teenagers (mind you, a 16 years old is still a minor), are as creepy as adult men who are into lolis.
Don't come at me with "it's not that deep" - because it is that deep, and it's really weird. The same goes for hashimada shippers.
Don't get me wrong, I understand what a childhood crush is and that we, adults, can find it cute when two young souls are fond of each other. I cannot, in good conscience, however, believe in the same intention behind being truly devoted to a ship like SNS.
Sure, if you're close to them in age and mental development, it is understandable you focus on romance between two adolescents. But being, let's say, 23 and everything above, you're not a kid any more. And adults shipping kids is bizarre.
Would I be fine with adult men shipping 16 years old girls and producing fan-content where they're intimate together? Would I be okay if two men in their late 20s' shipped InoSaku? I would certainly not be! So, how can I ignore the double standard here and pretend women who do it are not creepy?
Internet wants to see you in halloween cosplay
The Internet can't handle and doesn't deserve to see an ethereally threatening being .
- The Divine Entity that haunts me and and my dreams
If you understand Itachi , he's out to convince sasuke and how would he do If it's not some greater plan beyond their Control, something totally out of bound as if he is connecting dots , on that " History Repeats Itself ".
So he does that by telling him Madara and Izuna rumored story , where he thinks Sasuke is like Madara , Itachi could be like Izuna . He sees himself to transform sasuke , to make him powerful like Izuna did for Madara . Since Izuna is younger he did by sacrifice , but he is older than sasuke so he has to force it out of him , put him in too much pain that he has no other option than to become strong . He was using fear , by telling him this story , of how he would end up like Izuna allegedly .
Madara is wearing that in his visions because sasuke does that in the present time line they were in .
Izuna has a ponytail , cause Itachi himself had it , in that time .
So his brain actually using the reality he knows to imagine what he hasn't seen .
Cause even after all it can be , All Imagination has to have some roots in reality .
Y'all do you realise that if Izuna with a ponytail was an illusion from Itachi's imagination, it means that Madara deep V neck was also an illusion all along?
This has been all my life
““If it doesn’t challenge you, it won’t change you.””
— - Pluto in the 6th house.
Since it's Izuna week ♓
IZUNA THROUGH MADARA’S BIRTH CHART
It’s December the Month of Beloved King Madara Uchiha.
So here’s his birth chart analysis in regards to the one person he loved more anything else in his life ……Izuna .
The 3rd house in one’s birth chart gives a lot of information regarding ones sibling’s prominent placements in their birth chart.
This analysis is based on the birth chart calculated by @al-hekima-madara-blog
Madara Birth Chart
According to the calculations , Madara is Capricon rising his 3rd house is in Pisces with Neptune . Also Neptune being in it’s own sign would increase the effects .
The 3rd house (siblings) on pisces ( dreams ) could be interpreted as his dream of protecting his siblings . Also dreamworld for his siblings .( Idk why I head canon him being peaceful and chill around them.) Eventually three of his siblings pass away quite young due to war , to the other world (spirit realm) , which is hidden from us . Since Pisces also represents the other worlds .
Now based on this , Izuna’s chart would have prominent Pisces/Neptune influence .This Neptunian presence could explain why no one actually knows about him truly . (except Madara)
The Neptunian Influence could also be why we only see him through imagination (pisces /Neptune) of the person ( Itachi ) speaking about him.
Look at Izuna when he was a child he looks so innocent , lost unlike Madara who looks determined most of the time.
It’s one of Neptunian /Pisces illusion , the lost / inocent look , could also be the reason for people to not be able to acknowledge his talent as a shinobi . At first it would have been difficult for even him to understand but as he would grow up he would have used this (illusion) so well cause stealth is also a strength . This would make him even more dangerous .
He was born an Aquarius Sun pair this Neptunian influence . He would be artistic while being logical , balancing both . He would be such a visionary scientist / revolutionary artist . He could be strategist among them not only regarding the war but also politics in and outside the clan . It also could be the reason why after his death Madara couldn’t maintain the communication with the clan as it was Izuna’s role.
Talking about Izuna’s death , according to data books he died when he was 24 which is a pisces degree (12°, 24° ) , I couldn’t help but notice it. but the Neptunian influence could also explain why even after his demise he lives as a spirit through his eyes that he offered his brother.
If the readers are interested there will be a separate post regarding Madara’s whole birth chart .
Analysis of Madara Uchiha's Birth Chart
It is the day of our Beloved King Madara Uchiha .
For the celebration , here is analysis of his house wheel of his birth chart
The house system in a Birth chart indicates the map of the life of a person . Since we know major events of madara's life , this would an attempt to analyze and verify if this has been true in his life . Placement can play out in many different ways in one's life , I will mostly relate to canon and my assumptions based on it .
This analysis is based on the birth chart calculated by @al-hekima-madara-blog
Madara Birth Chart
Rising - Capricon
The first house is our appearance to the world. Capricon in first house makes a person reserved , stoic , serious , disciplined and calculating .Whenever you look at him the first time, you feel see these qualities in prominently cause his sun and mercury are also present in this first house .
With his Sun and mercury here he appears to be a man of few but meaningful words , also he is very strategic in his plans as we have seen how well he planned the infinite tsukyomi. Now the ruler of his first house Saturn , which is placed in sagittarius would give him heavy physique , buff with wide shoulders, a barrel chest, and thick thighs. But since it's Saturn it will happen gradually .
2nd house - Aquarius
The second house is our upbringing , family lineage . With Aquarius here it means unique (kkekei genkai of uchiha ). This can also be very technical ubringing (Uchiha's fireball jutsu ).
[ This is my personal observation .The signs which have double rulers in this case Aquarius ( ruled by Saturn , then Uranus ) manifests as the traditional ruler themes first and then the modern ruler themes next .]
So upbringing first in early years it would have been about Saturnian themes then transformed into Uranian themes .
2nd house (self worth) , him feeling guilty of not being able to protect his brothers , a restriction (Saturnian theme) then leading the clan to in order to work for the former cause,a revolution (Uranian theme ) ,
With his venus in 2nd house (creativity,) in aquraius (ideas) , could show why he fell in love with the idea creating the village .
3rd house - Pisces
The 3rd house (siblings )being in pisces with his Neptune ( dreams ) could be interpreted as his dream of protecting his siblings . He could have peaceful around siblings , since Neptune in its natural sign .
Izuna through Madara ‘s Birth Chart
3rd house ( Communication) being in pisces (other worldly -Neptune ) , can be seen when talks people are confused , not being able understand what he means , he talks like an old soul ,full of wisdom , (Jupiter ruled pisces ) not just to fill silence but to give meaning to words .
This can be seen in two instances
1)Jupiterian theme/Enlightened Guru -when explains to obito (The famous Wake up to reality speech)
2) Neptinian theme/ Confusing words - when he insulted naruto ,but he didn't understand so obito had to explain it to him .
4th house - Aries
4th house (Family life ) in Aries (Warrior ) , with him being born during warring states , almost all uchihas being shinobi . Family possesing weapons is in fact true . Family Values could be Ariean themes( goal driven , developing power )
The ruler being mars is in 8h (things that we hide)These things were hidden from the outsiders ,(people know about Uchiha's powers but speak in hidden ways about it ). The way of shinobi could be seen from this .
5th house - Taurus
5th house represents ( creativity , pleasure and also children ) with Taurus (building things , creativity , guarding, stubbornness) here , we can see him enjoying the planning of village when he and hashirama were children , inorder to protect other children including their brothers .
We also see him running towards to the little girl ( hiruzen' wife ) when she falls to save her . It also explains why he was so stubborn on building the village his way .
6th house - Gemini
6th house represents ( Daily chores , routine, also enemies ) in Gemini ( Quick fast , dual ) and top of this there is Uranus (Invention, uniqueness, ideas )here .
We see him practicing daily with hashirama who from the enemy clan ( deep down they both knew it)
We see him sometime joking with him both also training seriously like shinobis , with Uranus here he was called a genius in his day to day life for his victories against adult senjus .
7th house - Cancer
7th house represents (partnership , shadow self ) , in cancer ( emotions, family ) with moon being its ruler , increases it more , but outsiders don't see it as he his shadow traits ( hidden kindness) .
One can see him and izuna ( family ) leading the clan together as equals . He trusts his family for work , seen when he chooses obito .
He even choose to work with Hashirama cause he was caring to his own family , and that's why he describes Madara kind cause that's the side he saw in their partnership.
8th house - Leo
8th house represents ( taxes ,sudden events , crisis, even death , things we hide and bury, occult ) in leo (creativity , stage , aesthetic ) with his mars and jupiter conjunction .He was in the underground tunnels (8h) while acting on his plan ( mars) Now we see him almost staging (how actors die in a scene but bot really ) his death , in the VoTE battle .
8h is also manipulation he was manipulated by zetsu , and then he manipulated obito for the Action (Mars ) on the plan .His actions (mars ) save obito from dying (crisis situation) .His knowledge( jupiter )in occult ( the sage six paths lore ,him summoning the gedo statue ) was expanded .
9th house - Virgo
9th house represents (higher education , belief system , philosophy ) and Virgo (analysis , cerebral , service ) .The ruler being mercury in capicon lead him to be cynical and skeptical .This was seen , when he analysed and found fault in hashrima's belief that village is above the individuals , stated his priorities are backwards during VoTE battle .Madara believed that he was giving a service to humanity by putting them in an infinite tsukyomi so planned every step in detail by studying the stone tablet for this belief .
10th house- Libra
10h represents ( Public image , business , structure , government ) in libra ( partnership , balance, diplomacy) . So no wonder madara became a leader of the clan , but what lead to his downfall. The ruler of libra ( venus) is in aquarius , although being the leader , he would have been very aloof and got the image of cold , uncaring. So izuna being his partner to lead may have dealt with people majorly . Also it being in 2nd house (self, possessions) he took izuna who was closest to him abandoning his other clansmen when they were about to lose to enemy.
11th house -Scorpio
11th house represents ( ideas ,community , gains , friends) and Scorpio ( obsessions , passion ,intensity also transformations ) with pluto here rulling it gets intense
This is seen throughout his life , he didn't have many friends but he had one , hashirama .This explains his obsession with his friend ,with pluto it only got intense over the years so much that he waited to fight the real hashirama during the 4th war and was even hurt when hashirama rejected his offer .It is almost poetic he was backstabbed by his only friend . His transformation ( sage mode ) is seen by the shinobis ( community )
12th house - Sagittarius
12th house ( other worldly things , isolation , wisdom ) Sagittarius here almost feels at home alongside Saturn . Saturn being his chart ruler he spent most of the time in isolation (12th h)in the cave and genjutsu . Putting himself in genjustu day after day , for years this is patience and hard work (saturn) while gaining knowledge (sagittarius).
IZUNA THROUGH MADARA’S BIRTH CHART
It's December the Month of Beloved King Madara Uchiha.
So here's his birth chart analysis in regards to the one person he loved more anything else in his life ......Izuna .
The 3rd house in one's birth chart gives a lot of information regarding ones sibling's prominent placements in their birth chart.
This analysis is based on the birth chart calculated by @al-hekima-madara-blog
Madara Birth Chart
According to the calculations , Madara is Capricon rising his 3rd house is in Pisces with Neptune . Also Neptune being in it's own sign would increase the effects .
The 3rd house (siblings) on pisces ( dreams ) could be interpreted as his dream of protecting his siblings . Also dreamworld for his siblings .( Idk why I head canon him being peaceful and chill around them.) Eventually three of his siblings pass away quite young due to war , to the other world (spirit realm) , which is hidden from us . Since Pisces also represents the other worlds .
Now based on this , Izuna's chart would have prominent Pisces/Neptune influence .This Neptunian presence could explain why no one actually knows about him truly . (except Madara)
The Neptunian Influence could also be why we only see him through imagination (pisces /Neptune) of the person ( Itachi ) speaking about him.
Look at Izuna when he was a child he looks so innocent , lost unlike Madara who looks determined most of the time.
It's one of Neptunian /Pisces illusion , the lost / inocent look , could also be the reason for people to not be able to acknowledge his talent as a shinobi . At first it would have been difficult for even him to understand but as he would grow up he would have used this (illusion) so well cause stealth is also a strength . This would make him even more dangerous .
He was born an Aquarius Sun pair this Neptunian influence . He would be artistic while being logical , balancing both . He would be such a visionary scientist / revolutionary artist . He could be strategist among them not only regarding the war but also politics in and outside the clan . It also could be the reason why after his death Madara couldn't maintain the communication with the clan as it was Izuna's role.
Talking about Izuna's death , according to data books he died when he was 24 which is a pisces degree (12°, 24° ) , I couldn't help but notice it. but the Neptunian influence could also explain why even after his demise he lives as a spirit through his eyes that he offered his brother.
If the readers are interested there will be a separate post regarding Madara’s whole birth chart .
My pleasure @al-hekima-madara-blog , your fics have so much life and charcters have the depth that we didn't get to see before . It just feels so authentic , while doing justice to the time period it was set in.
Additionally, someone with the amount of guilt he had would never want anyone else to suffer like he himself did. I guess that's why he thought that "the eye of the moon plan" would be perfect, he wanted to execute it on any price and condition because he had The Clear Vision, the one he developed in years isolation by seeing the world in a completely detached manner , emotions not clouding his observation , analysis and judgement. He must have spent years thinking of every possible solution to the problem but got to the conclusion that "eye of the moon plan " is the last solution to solve it at it's root .He must have felt like a saviour cause he read the stone tablet, accepting everyone else is ignorant , that's why it's his responsibility to save the people of the world from what he has already suffered through.
Reminde me of the saying
"If you can see the future it's your responsibility to change it "
(Just like if you get into accident caused as you didn't fasten your seat belt , after that accident you make sure all your family and friends in the car does it before the car starts.)
Since his pain was greater the scale of people he considered became global .
Greater the Pain , Greater the Transformation .
On Madara & despair
Unfortunately we never had flashback on Madara's youth. So understanding him is always like playing the detective and putting dots together. But there is a brief moment where we have an idea of his mindset during the warring state era. It's the long Obito's monologue just after Neji's death. It's the only moment where Madara recognizes himself. And what I see is that solitude is what really hurt him the most and definitely makes him lose his faith on any of his principles. In comparison the old Madara here is beyond pain, age has distant him from that. Often he's quite bored about grandiose optimistic speech from other characters, people he knew are gone, nothing to believe in except stopping this reality, this world doesn't matter anymore to him. So read Obito carefully and replace it with Madara, it gives a new light to what his life could have been.
I want to put this also in parallel with Onoki's memory. His sensei was giving him a personal lesson, but that speech is intentionally a parallel with Madara's life. And we know that at this precise moment he had lost hope in Konoha, and was losing the trust of his own clan. In other word, even if he was one of the most powerful shinobi of his time, he's absolutely isolated and unable to defend his principle or Izuna's will.
And of course there is the nail on the coffin when he read the tablets. He found himself in a desperate situation and the infinite plan comes like a miraculous answer to his pain. Then, he puts all his energy into achieving it.
This is an attempt to make connection to the fictional and real world , to understand the character in a better and deeper sense . Also to explain why a powerful charcter like him suffered on the inside .
Well , Elevation (rise in power) requires Isolation .
One can not rise above others , if he's with them .
The best example would be mountain tops , as you start climbing (as mountain goats do ) higher (in his case become powerful) you get isolated , because not everyone wants to go there , since we humans are social animals , isolation becomes loneliness if it happens for prolonged period and has more effects on us .
Inorder to understand his part life , we need to look into people who have suffered from isolation , (closest we could get to his life ) which is seen in patients who are hospitalized , inmates in prisions and asylums . These people's lives become a case study for the effects of isolation in humans .
He lost his loved ones and everyone he had in his life in various ways . After that he goes on his own and lives his whole life in the caves ( remote location), which increased the isolation even more .
This paper explains the effects of isolation on patients.
Now the inmates , these people have committed crimes and witnessesed some of the most gruesome incidents and what is their punishment? .
1) Sentenced to death ( Quick )
2) Lifetime Imprisonment ( Slow , painful and torturous) because of the isolation and loss of freedom , the prisoners are forced to reflect on the deeds , leading development of guilt (unless they are totally deranged ).
Can you measure the weight of the guilt ? No but guess what it is the heaviest and crushes the bearer slowly but surely untill they die .
So you could say Madara was underwent the worst (kind of self imposed) Lifetime Imprisonment , cause he had no inmates ,no prison guards, utter isolation .
Imagine his guilt ,his little brother who he has grown to take care of, protecting him from falling while he crawls or learns to stand ,watching him grow since he was born , then watching him die right in front of his eyes . In south and east Asia honorifics are used to address elder siblings which adds the value and respect to the relation even more. That form respect makes one realize of their responsibility and love for the younger siblings. Izuna saying ' Ni san ' (is so cute 😭) but also becomes a reminder to him of his responsibility to protect izuna , at which he failed , it eventually must have haunted him as a ghost everyday .
IMAGINE THAT GUILT !
Creadits to the artist for this gif .
Also someone with the amount of guilt he had would never want anyone else to suffer like he himself did. I guess that's why he thought that 'the eye of the moon plan'would be perfect, wanted to execute it on any price and condition because he had vision. He must have spent years thinking of every possible solution to the problem but got to the eye of the moon plan after reading stone tablet. He must have felt like a saviour cause he read the stone tablet felling everyone else is ignorant , that's why it's his responsibility to save the people of the world from what he has already suffered through.(Just like if you get into accident cause you didn't fasten your seat belt , after that accident you make sure all your family and friends in the car does it before they drive.)
Since his pain was greater the scale of people he consider became global .
He lost all his loved ones , everything close to him . He must have realized he has nothing to lose and that's what eventually made him powerful and almost invincible (his pain became his power ) That's the price of power , lossing everything , also all that time and effort he spent in his planning to make sure he does succeed was for the same reason cause he had no one but his goal .
Now , this level of isolation would have seriously left a normal human completely derranged if not dead in few years , but him being an intelligent and goal oriented person, also having seen the worst side of life ,('the worse has already happened to me now nothing scares me anymore '), he doesn't have anyone to live for , but his plan .These things kind of didn't let that happen + zetsu manipulating him .
The prision also reforms people , so many people who write books while they were imprisoned , gained a lot of wisdom in process. The 'Wake up to Reality 'speech is the proof of this . The price of wisdom is isolation.
Reminds me of Aristotle's quote
Whosoever is delighted in solitude is either a wild beast or a God.
On Madara & despair
Unfortunately we never had flashback on Madara's youth. So understanding him is always like playing the detective and putting dots together. But there is a brief moment where we have an idea of his mindset during the warring state era. It's the long Obito's monologue just after Neji's death. It's the only moment where Madara recognizes himself. And what I see is that solitude is what really hurt him the most and definitely makes him lose his faith on any of his principles. In comparison the old Madara here is beyond pain, age has distant him from that. Often he's quite bored about grandiose optimistic speech from other characters, people he knew are gone, nothing to believe in except stopping this reality, this world doesn't matter anymore to him. So read Obito carefully and replace it with Madara, it gives a new light to what his life could have been.
I want to put this also in parallel with Onoki's memory. His sensei was giving him a personal lesson, but that speech is intentionally a parallel with Madara's life. And we know that at this precise moment he had lost hope in Konoha, and was losing the trust of his own clan. In other word, even if he was one of the most powerful shinobi of his time, he's absolutely isolated and unable to defend his principle or Izuna's will.
And of course there is the nail on the coffin when he read the tablets. He found himself in a desperate situation and the infinite plan comes like a miraculous answer to his pain. Then, he puts all his energy into achieving it.
Maybe fans don't understand that Males are naturally inclined to action , they bond over it .This article points out that fact . Kishimoto being a Man was able to potray it in the manga .
Link to the article ⬇️
SNS and Hashimada fans reading @al-hekima-madara-blog's posts with evidence that their ships are not canon
We know that Facebook is brainscorching your parents and tiktok is brainscorching your cousins, but some of you refuse to admit that you got your brain scorched here. However unlike those sites there isn't an algorithm here you just make bad choices.
Did you ever just feel so lucky for knowing someone you met online? Like.. I was one click away from not following you. I was one second away from never even knowing of your existence. I would never have been this happy.
WHERE IS THE ULTIMATE ADULT ?
The horrifying moment when you look around for an adult and realize you are one.
“There are suicidologists who found out that kids who sang along to songs about suicide were less likely to actually commit suicide. No one knows exactly why, but the theory is that if you grow up loving music, the lyrics somehow help you live your life with more meaning. The lyrics may be sad, but they might actually help people process their feelings instead of acting them out.”
— the realest thing I’ve ever read in a schoolbook. (via 5sos-au-meme)
Your music has a taste that vibes with me 🎲
That's so cool 😍🥰
Finally someone who shares the same taste 😌
The truth
If you love the same music we should be friends
I have been waiting for what felt like eternity to witness a new release from the american rock band My Chemical Romance and now they release The Foundations Of Decay out of nowhere on Friday the 13 th (In my timezone ) , It is safe to say the ritual has worked
It's been 4 days but I am still not over these words
"𝕽𝖔𝖒𝖆𝖓𝖙𝖎𝖈𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖞 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗𝖘 ,
𝕸𝖞 𝕮𝖍𝖊𝖒𝖎𝖈𝖆𝖑 𝕽𝖔𝖒𝖆𝖓𝖈𝖊 "
They will be engraved in my mind and heart .
If you love MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
Then we should be friends 😌