existential whore sharing art and feelings and love and inspirationsOR 25 she/her
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MY TOP 10 TV SHOWS OF 2023
The Bear
Reservation Dogs
Barry
Beef
Jury Duty
The Last of Us
Telemarketers
Black Mirror
The Curse
Gen V
no one wants to hear it but love is earned after the initial infatuation. commitment is something u both mutually agree to and then from there it’s work. it’s not work like it’s a chore it’s jus work like it takes effort. to get good at these things takes practice. it takes practice to learn to communicate better and it takes practice to learn to love each other in the ways u need to be loved.
youre weirdly obsessed with finding meaning
poems I loved in december
Paruyr Sevak, "To Go Mad"
Anne Sexton, "December 18th"
Ted Hughes, "Lovesong"
Chris Abani, "Ritual is Journey"
Franz Wright, "Untitled"
Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, "A Prayer"
Willie Perdomo, "Maybe Under Some Other Sky"
Osip Mandelstam,'You took away all the oceans and all the room', (translated by Clarence Brown and W. S. Merwin)
Osip Mandelstam, "Tenderer than tender" transl. D. Smirnov-Sadovsky
Richard Siken, "Litany in Which Certain Things Are Crossed Out"
Michael Miller, "December"
Vladimir Mayakovsky, "A Cloud in Trousers"
Mohja Kahf, “Most Wanted”
Louise Glück, "Winter Recipes from the Collective"
Vladimir Mayakovsky, "Listen"
Fear, Czesław Miłosz, Robert Hass (translator)
Hope, Czesław Miłosz, Robert Hass (translator)
Charles Bukowski, "a vote for the gentle light"
Marina Tsvetaeva, "I Opened My Veins" (translated by Elaine Feinstein)
Purpose, connection, power, creation
Mine are Connection, Family, Love, Purpose, and I'm honestly committed to this mantra ❤️
What are yours?
"I would kill for you. I would die for you" would you take a break for me? Would you sit down and rest? For a day, a week, a year? Would you let others take care of your needs for me? Would you let yourself be held for me? By me?
Venetian masks: 1)Pierrot, 2)Clown.
i really like the new tumblr trend(tm) of reblogging a post multiple times when ur Really Feeling It
All The Colors of The Dark (Tutti i Colori Del Buio) 1972 dir. Sergio Martino
'but ghosts haunt the day, don't they?' embroidery on calico fabric, 2023
if we make it through december and january and february and then march and april as well and may and june and july also and august and september. we’ll be fine
i hate it when someone asks me what my favorite work of art is because i can't say "the one of the woman chilling on the rocks with a dragon lying in her lap and giving off powerful big dick energy" but how else am i supposed to describe it
Pupils dilated from LSD
me at any given time: can we just buckle down and focus on the task at hand please???
my brain:
my brain: ……….ranibow sprimkle……………
Monica is traveling home for the holidays, and this year she’s ready for all the chaos this trip entails. Unfortunately, nothing could’ve prepared Monica for just how wild this journey really is, and soon enough she’s locked in a dangerous race to the airport with little time to spare.
When Monica arrives she finds utter pandemonium, along with a sentient plane who’s just trying her best to keep things in order. But when Monica and the living jet plane finally have a chance to talk, it’s revealed that this beautiful vehicle is not really a vehicle at all—she’s the physical manifestation of chaotic holiday travel.
Monica is disturbed at first, but eventually she begins to understand what this sentient concept is all about. It turns out holiday travel really does eat ass, but not in the way you might expect.
This erotic tale is 4,300 words of sizzling human on sentient physical manifestation of travel action and living holiday trip love.
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travel safely buckaroos if you want some light reading for your holiday trot then consider brand new ladybuck on ladybuck tingler THE PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF CHAOTIC HOLIDAY TRAVEL EATS MY ASS out now on amazon or patreon
People with low spoons, someone just recommended this cookbook to me, so I thought I'd pass it on.
I always look at cookbooks for people who have no energy/time to do elaborate meal preparations, and roll my eyes. Like, you want me to stay on my feet for long enough to prepare 15 different ingredients from scratch, and use 5 different pots and pans, when I have chronic fatigue and no dishwasher?
These people seem to get it, though. It's very simple in places. It's basically the cookbook for people who think, 'I'm really bored of those same five low-spoons meals I eat, but I can't think of anything else to cook that won't exhaust me'. And it's free!
what if i stopped stressin and trusted everything will be okay and felt deep peace inside
I MISTOOK THE SENSATION FOR LOVE AND DIED.
this 50′s hungarian comic strip I’d never heard of until now is so damn cute for something that also gets so horny
juggles could fix me
It's okay if it takes a little longer than you thought.
the vocabulary of loss is the dictionary
blog like no one's following you
xiuxiukong
Adam Clague (American b.1982), Cara Oranges and Coffee, 2022, Oil on board
「真夜中」 2023 アクリル絵具・水彩/紙 300×210mm
girl help i unknowingly gave away a small but very human part of myself in exchange for immeasurable power
@roach-works // Melissa Broder, "Problem Area" // Mary Oliver, "The Return" // @annavonsyfert // Koyoharu Gotouge, Demon Slayer // Haruki Murakami, Dance Dance Dance // David Levithan, How They Met and Other Stories // Tennessee Williams, Notebooks