Dazai slowly realizing he doesn’t mind waking up since he gets to see Chuuya’s face.
Dazai slowly realizing he looks forward to going to work since he gets to be around his friends.
Dazai slowly realizing he smiles whenever he opens the bento’s Chuuya makes him.
Dazai slowly realizing he doesn’t dread the night since he gets to spend it with Chuuya.
Dazai slowly realizing he’s not scared to go to sleep, because Chuuya’s right beside him.
Corruption
fade into you
Something about oda and dazai never being able to survive in the same universe. Something about both of their lives and perspectives in the world changing because of one another. Something about oda needing to die for dazai to change. Something about dazai's grief and promise to oda kick-starting the events of the manga. Something about dazai loving him so much that he creates new universes for oda to survive in so he can finally fulfill his dream of becoming a writer. Something about him sacrificing everyone's happiness and ultimately his own life for that end. Something about his biggest regret being that he'll never get to read oda's book. Something about them never being able to see brighter future together in the end.
I nearly cried because car didn’t hit me
feeling very sane and normal rn
yeah
im your lost sister hello
I keep them on my wall in black and white like they're my relatives who all died at sea
just a peaceful day, they study in library
Karma: ....
Gakushuu: need help Akabane?
Karma: huh...If someone tell me 3yrs ago that I will date Principal son's, I will probably hit them in face...but look now...hahaha
Gakushuu: ...hmmm, are you regret it now?
Karma: why ask when you know the answer?
Gakushuu: ... you right.
"Every single empire in its official discourse has said that it is not like all the others, that its circumstances are special, that it has a mission to enlighten, civilize, bring order and democracy, and that it uses force only as a last resort. And, sadder still, there always is a chorus of willing intellectuals to say calming words about benign or altruistic empires, as if one shouldn't trust the evidence of one's eyes watching the destruction and the misery and death brought by the latest mission civilizatrice."
Edward W. Said, Orientalism.