Doctor Who The Well | Midnight

Meme dump Part 10

Part 9

mhm

I need a hug

And do you know what's the worst thing? I couldn't even be there for him.

I couldn't tackle-hug him and whisper tender words of comfort. I couldn't hold his hand and tell him that he mattered to me. That he matters to me alive. Everything that connected me with him was this stupid little piece of plastic and metal...

I don't want to lose someone. Not again. And now, not because of me. Even if I know him for less than a month, I'm not going to let him just end his life. Even if I didn't care about him, I'm not letting a person die by their own hands.

I'm going to do everything to make sure this man never thinks of getting rid of his existence. Not from this world and not from my life...

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I can't stop crying... Something has happened. I almost lost him. He scared me so much. It happened so suddenly.

I wasn't even scared that much the first time. The first time it was just a joke went wrong, triggering him slightly, that we scared each other and talked it out. This time I almost lost him...

He wasn't prepared for my answer. We talked about life and future. I said I might not even be here tomorrow because who knows what might happen, it's life. That's the right way of thinking for a christian - being prepared for end any moment.

After hearing that he wanted to end his life.

I talked him out. I think I did, he said so himself.

But I was scared

I was so, so scared

And still am

This never happened to me before

I don't want to lose someone I care about. Not again...

As I'm typing this I'm crying again

I'm scared I won't receive a "good morning <3" from him when I wake up

Today I had to leave the farm to go to town and perform at our uni's gala. We got first place. I arrived back at the farm at night, safely. We got stuck literally near our small temporary houses and had to wake up some of my groupmates in the middle of the night to help move the car. All is well.

I have to sleep now and wake up very early, but I can't. Not after what happened.

But hey, at least the night sky was beautiful

I'm going to sleep

Meme dump Part 2

Part 1

Happy Birthday, btw!! 🥳🎂

📏 Okay, so out of curiosity I've decided to compare the heights of a couple of characters in the RTV au

So here's Nicknack. As @runrabitrunrunrun stated, she's somewhere between 5'7-5'9 feet. My oc Nira is next to her. I haven't really decided on her height at first, but now I think she's approximately 3'7-4'0 ft tall (without ears)

AND THEN THERE'S THIS MF!! (/aff💕)

gahDAYMN HE'S TALL (⁠☉_☉')

I mean, I knew @4thwallbreakerdraws2 said he was tall, but not this tall. cheezits (⁠ꏿ⁠﹏⁠ꏿ⁠;⁠)

Roleplaying is... actually so much fun?? First Mr Puzzles and now Maison Talo...

I never knew it could be so good before!

Like, I've never roleplayed. Ever. I only heard about it from ppl and the internet and vaguely knew the concept, but actually never participated in one before. That was until a couple of months ago. I got invited to roleplay with Mr Puzzles in a specific RP community for various characters, and it blew my mind! I didn't know it was that fun! Bc I've never roleplayed, I didn't know if what I was doing and how I was replying was correct, but the person answering for Mr Puzzles didn't say anything discouraging, so I think we're good, haha! 😄

Anyways, now I rp-ed with Maison Talo (another new totally-not-dangerous charming old man for me to simp over lol) and it was awesome! 😆

I feel inspired to do something, maybe even translate the RP dialogue so it would become some sort of fanfiction (??) (for anyone interested - leave a '🏠' in the comments)

As for Mr Puzzles... Well... I have something else cooking in store~ 😏🤭

Our groupmate fell asleep during class and ofc we took the opportunity to mess around 🤭

I made her the girl from that one scary movie XD

This is our Pathological Physiology professor. She graduated a few years ago and is still relatively young, but she's intelligent, funny, good at teaching and also loves to have fun with us. We really love her 🩷

(I'm not in any of the photos)

Mute swan (Cygnus olor)

As promised, photos of our biology project — the full skeleton of a mute swan. If somebody, for whatever reason, is in need of a photos of a swan skeleton — here you go.

A new unique piece for our university's skeleton collection. It was fun making it, though a bit tricky. I learned a lot about mute swans than I ever had in my entire life.