You’ll have to try pretty hard
That's one way to look at it.
Fucking your handpussy is going to feel so much better after accepting your place in the world 🥰🥰
It's also not cheating if I've begged you to do it.
You had never told your wife about your interest in cuckolding, in part because you were concerned about how she would react. Mainly -- you were worried she would be upset, and it had never occurred to you that she would embrace the idea enthusiastically -- and you never felt sure you really wanted her to embrace the idea and act on it -- but all of that is water under the bridge, because your fantasy now IS reality, and it's obvious that cuckolding will now be a regular part of your marriage.
You said, "I can't believe I let Mike have sex with you, I was drunk, I …" But she said, "you're a cucky and liked it, you masturbated while watching!"