I love nuclear anything, hot wings, & video games. I'm a 23yr old "adult" who was a former heroin addict, and has unfortunately relapsed recently. Hoping to get sober again. Here's my blog tho & fair warning I BITCH A LOT sooo..
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I WANT TO PLAY THIS ALREADY UGH
If course my source of income disappears once this game comes out
MY LIFE THO
ARE YOU KIDDING ME
Flash back Friday
Wow! This is one of my most favorite selfies of myself. 1) think my hair looks cute 2) those sunglasses were the BEST π 3) still had my cute Ford Focus πππ 4) those were my favorite bracelets EVER but I have no idea where they went ππ 5) that time in my life I was pretty darn happy & had decent amount of $
So it's very bittersweet photo to look at
God am I ever not going to get the short end of the stick in like every scenario in my life? Really. Just want to give up
I wanna play the new Animal Crossing
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GUYS I'm so happy one of our best friends is finally out of jail & we've been chilling with this last week. It's so nice to see him & have one of our real friends back in our life. π½π½
And it's nice to be getting out of our house tbh, GOD shit has been so stressful there cause people get SO mad at us cause we don't "hangout" with them as much as they want us to. π€¨π€¨π€πππ€¬
People are so pathetic
So fucking fucked up
I'm 10min away dude for real. You drove right past my house
Why the fuck does this have to be made so difficult when it DOESN'T HAVE TO BE BUT THANKS FOR DITCHING ME AFTER TELLING ME YOU WERE ON YOUR WAY
THANKS!!!
I really really really really really hate people
If I ask you for a favor and you say yes, and do it for me. Do not then later hold it over my head thinking that I owe you anything for it when I was under the impression that it was a favor. If you wanted any exchange than tell me that right then and there. Otherwise I'm going to think all is well then be hit with that bullshit.
And then there will be issues, which are unnecessary and I will literally blow your brains out for creating such a dumb situation. πΊ
Ah fuck. Why'd I look? Why? Everytime just makes me feel like complete shit and a loser.
But it shouldn't. Cause I do like who I am. Those people don't because they don't value what real friendships are suppose to be like. I don't need or want any of them back in my life so I shouldn't get upset about it.
My time to blossom will come soon enough. I'm just not in the same world as them. Honestly never have been.
Holy shit
I am getting a good tax return. I was not expecting even close to that amount. Tbh I'm really proud of myself with my work ethic.
Isn't it so fascinating and crazy that these absolutely amazing places exists because a person just decided to build them? Probably not knowing at all what gems they have bestowed onto this world!
Cottages are cute
Know no one probably will but it'd be cool to have conversations with strangers so I'm sending the invitations to all whom see this!!
- ask me things you want to know about me
- why you follow me
- whatβs on your mind/what youβre thinking about
- a compliment
- make me choose between two things
- ask for advice
- tell me a secret
- things you associate me with
- anything!!!!
A few more moon flasks.
1) Bone china moon flask with white flower motif (1879) by Worcester factory.
2) Red stoneware, enamel moon flask with Aesthetic bird motif (1867) by Β Β Β Β Β Β Minton (British, Stoke-on-Trent).
3) Bone china, red and white floral pattern moon flask (1880) by Minton (British, Stoke-on-Trent).
4) Bone china (with enamel, gilding) moon flask with crane and fish motifs (1870). Design attributed to Christopher Dresser (1834β1904). Manufactured by Minton (British, Stoke-on-Trent).
5) Porcelain moon flask (circa 1861β75) by Coalport.
6) Lead-glazed earthenware moon flask (transfer-printed and gilt) circa 1878β82. Designed by Henry Slater. Decorated by Doulton Manufactory. Manufactured by Pinder, Bourne & Co.
7) Bone china moon flask (1878) by Worcester factory.
8) Bone china moon flask with fretwork centre (1880) by Worcester factory.
9) Bone china moon flask (1870-80) by Minton (British, Stoke-on-Trent).
10) Porcelain moon flask, rust body with central reserve (circa 1878-82) by Β Β Β Β Doulton Manufactory,Β Lambeth, London.
Images and text information courtesy The Met.
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I don't handle bipolar, double standards, people very well at all. If something isn't black and white or let's say honest and blunt then I won't get that someone is beating around the bush. I take their words for their words. So people who are in my life that are those 2 things tend to get upset with me when I dont acknowledge they were unhappy, mad, annoyed, or whatever because I don't care to play that game of having to try that hard when they can literally just say what's up. That's who I am, always have been. I'll be up front with anyone and expect they do the same. It's not hard even when I tell those people 100 times to just be blunt with me no matter if they think it's mean or anything.
Gosh this has caused so many issues among people in my life. Wish everyone would understand I'm that simple. And I will not put effort into "reading between the lines" just to figure out what someone is really trying to say. Exhausting.
Then among that and the bipolar-ness a lot tend to be super double standards with me. And that is very unfair and not "friends". When they've done shady and shitty things to me but try to play it off somehow as a situation of "helping me" or such. I am going to cut ties very soon with these individuals. Frankly I don't see them changing, never the less caring if I brought it all to their attention. More likely they'll get furious and mean. And at the moment I need them due to drugs. But hoping to get clean as soon as I can to start making these healthier changes. Then I wonder after I stop communication with them out of the blue, if they'll even notice my absence? If they'll try to reach out at all?
Most likely no. 1 out of 100 chance of that is -0. I know these "friends" could care less about me. They are shady every time, find something to be upset about, always trying to con me out of money.
Sad part is I use to really like the girl. As friends. We were good friends for a little while. Then all of this begun. Found out she really doesn't care and seldom times I do see her, I find out later that she got upset about multiple things in that time by receiving a text from her boyfriend going off on me about it.
Again wish she would've just told me in that moment if something pissed her off. But if I confront her face to face she half lies. Saying "ya I just thought that was kinda messed up but it's really not a big deal". When obviously it was. I'm going to confront her 1 more time before I cut ties. Just something I need to get out.
People tire me and confuse me. Wondering why usually everything has to be so complicated and fake. This is why I stopped trying to make friends or keep up with anyone. Because no one cares to do the same or if they do it's to get shit from me.
That's okay really. I like being alone, not having to deal with this. The right friends hopefully will come around someday soon
Credit: @tumnulit
Lol I need to find a new job asap. Things will never get better here.
Everything in Pocket Camp is so beautiful right now. πΈπ¦π¨π
Really hate myself for starting this again... It's caused a lot of shit and I'm late everywhere, etc. Pretty sure I've officially failed probation.
Idk idk idk
I should just go through withdrawal now instead of having to do it in jail tbh
Me
CHICKEN
Don't get me wrong. I love animals so much. I think they are our gifts from god himself and deserve to be spolied and have wonderful lives. But when I say spolied I don't mean fucking run your life and let them be brats. Theres a fine line between it all
OMG yusss!!
we need a nintendogs app i am sick of living like this