November 17th, 2024

Day 80 🗞

202.5.22

📕: ALC 행사 참석

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One day you think: I want to die. And then you think, very quietly, actually I want a coffee. I want a nap. A sandwich. A book. And I want to die turns day by day into I want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friends, I want to sit in the sun. I want a cleaner room, I want a better job, I want to live somewhere else, I want to live.

This end of term is showing me that no matter how I organize myself it always ends up in a rush, crying and a lot of anger:,,,,,)

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Today was a long day, I had to sort out some paperwork that took me all day. 𖦹ᯅ𖦹

I'm starting a course for the ENEM (an exam you have to take to get into university), and even though I'm a bit close, my procrastination is sabotaging me a lot....

This week I'm going to get into a routine for studying, because I'm already more than a little behind in catching up on the content! ദ്ദി(⎚_⎚)

[03.06.2023]

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Mood

Honestly, what's growing more and more is the desire to drop out of history school and study for a degree in biological sciences. But what's holding me back is the question of time. Whenever I feel like changing my major, I think that if I don't pass the entrance exam first time, and when I do get in, it'll take me another four years to graduate, and the expenses my parents have had so far will be thrown away like that.

It's these and other things that I won't let go of, and it's more for the others that I keep going than myself, and that's a pain in the ass....

Sigh.. after that last episode I need to distract myself with funny memes.

All of them deserve better then whatever Beemov's current writers are doing. Can we get a giant collab between every fan to make our own game? Lol

live in the moment

30.01.25 || would rather be binging a show rn

Me literally after just editing 3 pages: Wow, that was exhausting. I need a break

The other 57 pages I need to finish next week: 👁️👄👁️

I went to the bank this morning and got all kinds of offers on insurances. Didn't sign anything though. I asked the lady to send me all their general terms and conditions because apparently my dumbass law-student-self considers these things interesting bedtime reading. I also have to edit this short story and I really don't want to, because I am very unsure of my work and I hope that I don't end up hating what I created. I wrote most of this short story while I was prepping for my state exam and I was ill, so it's all a blur.

To Do today:

go to bank

get birthday present for my sister

excel plotting sheet for TSH (I love this project, I hope the world agrees and I get an offer for it)

edit 10 pages (6/10)

add written ideas/ pages to short story 2

make a list for book 2

All the best

AJ

The results of my university entrance exam came out and guess what......

I WON!

I'M GOING TO DO A DEGREE IN BIOLOGICAL SCIENCES