Hi I am a 38 yo Dutch sissy. Always happy to talk or answering questions. Exploring Twitter: @SissyxSavannah
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Hope you all have a good weekend, better always a good day.
Finding time for dressing up sometimes is hard these days. Because of video conferencing for work takes a lot of energy.
But then again happy that I can work from home, be safe and can support all other vital jobs.
Lots of love to all and hope you all keep well and safe ππ
An update.
Day counting never stops. Mistress will always tease and deny me. This as my behavior is much better when we do this. As I have much more eye for her when aroused and girly. (Not fully dressed, but always some women attire).
Beginning of April is my actual birthday. And as everyone knows your birthday is a special day.
My lovely Mistress also thought this way and started pleasing and touching me. Whispering in my ear that I am a good girl. I already shivered at that moment of arousal. Goodmornig birthday girl sounded next to me. Today is a big day for sissy.... you may cum if you want..... do you want to cum sissy? Sissy andwered by: only if you want sissy to cum. She was happy to hear that and started to make me more and more crazy.... only touching my body but not my sissy clitty. She then gave me a choice: 1 minute anal and cum within one minute, else wait. Or taking her vibrator (sort of magic wand), and cum like the sissy I am. Ofcourse the decision was easy, as anal was not going to happen within one minute.
She started to play with me more on a very high and powerful vibration. Putting me almost instantly over the edge. She stops just before I could fully cum. But instead of enjoying a full orgasm, this is still a ruined orgasm. She laughed in my ear and made me clean it up, and to be grateful that she let me release.
Ofcourse I did. This was day 180 in total. Still no full release but then again. I am all hers ππ
Denied a little longer then we ever gone before:
This morning when waking up. My girlfriend was a little naughty and started teasing me. I awoke and started to moan. She loves it when I moan like the gurl I am.
She continued to tease my nipples and body. Sometimes a slight touch on the most sensitive part. Then punish me for liking it to much.
She started to whisper in my ear: do you like it.... do you want more... ofcourse I answered them with to truth. π She asked me if I knew how many days have past, since sissy was allowed to cum the last time. But sissy dit not knew the answer. Apparently this was a turn on for her and started to tease more and more. She asked if I still log it. Ofcourse was the answer, because she instructed it.
She asked me to look at the number. 111 days. She laughted and smiled like the devil. She complimented that this is the longest ever for sissy to go without an orgasm (or ruined one). (Longest without full orgasm was 180 days. But this included several ruined orgasms)
Then she asked if I knew where sissy last came. And answered the question. She answered back: so you still know where it was. You can be glad that you still know where you last came. πwith an evil grin. She started to punish me again. Knowing sissy was intense horny and could be pushed over the edge with a single touch.
She looked at me and bend to my ear.... you need to wait a little longer. 111 days and counting..... now let me cum bitch, she instructed. Ofcourse she came and sissy was happy she could pleasure her girlfriend.
So still not knowing when receiving a release. But love her only more ππ₯π
Hey everyone, how are you holding up? As you can see I am doing just fabulous ππ
All the best love and wishes in these hard and surreal times ππ
Busy cooking for the love β€οΈ of your life and she captures you without knowing π€
Hope everyone had a great weekend.
Just comfy at the couch watching the F1: drive to survive season 2 on Netflix.
Is there enything I can help someone with?
My girlfriend brought me this green dress. She is the best ππ
Are you locked in chastity?
At this moment: No.
Sometimes we practice it for some time. This can be day(s) or week(s). Never done longer.
The key in our tease and denial doesnβt mean chastity. But can help and can make it intense.
I am not allowed to mastrubate, touch/rub it without asking. I am only allowed to touch it for cleaning. In chastity or out. (Maybe mindplay chastity π)
And believe me, she will know. Especially when I have (slightest) relief. In my behavior.
Chastity is hot, but not needed for tease and denial, or to keep you from cumming or mastrubating π
Hey all... do you think I got an attitude? π
Well I feel lately more confident as girl. Am less insecure and enjoy life sometimes better.
Love you all for the lovely comments and positive vibe and feelings ππ
Positivity always wins, always π€
Denied a little longer then we ever gone before:
This morning when waking up. My Mistress was a little naughty and started teasing me. I awoke and started to moan. She loves it when I moan like the gurl I am.
She continued to tease my nipples and body. Sometimes a slight touch on the most sensitive part. Then punish me for liking it to much.
She started to whisper in my ear: do you like it.... do you want more... ofcourse I answered them with to truth. π She asked me if I knew how many days have past, since sissy was allowed to cum the last time. But sissy dit not knew the answer. Apparently this was a turn on for her and started to tease more and more. She asked if I still log it. Ofcourse was the answer, because she instructed it.
She asked me to look at the number. 111 days. She laughted and smiled like the devil. She complimented that this is the longest ever for sissy to go without an orgasm (or ruined one). (Longest without full orgasm was 180 days. But this included several ruined orgasms)
Then she asked if I knew where sissy last came. And answered the question. She answered back: so you still know where it was. You can be glad that you still know where you last came. πwith an evil grin. She started to punish me again. Knowing sissy was intense horny and could be pushed over the edge with a single touch.
She looked at me and bend to my ear.... you need to wait a little longer. 111 days and counting..... now let me cum bitch, she instructed. Ofcourse she came and sissy was happy she could pleasure her Mistress.
So still not knowing when receiving a release. But love her only more ππ₯π
Pink... lace.... holdups ....
Something different. Hope I donβt shock you.... or only in the positive way π€.
Yes I kept my boots on for a moment, while dressing down π.
Hey all.
another set, we had a great time and felt sexy in these pants and ofcourse that wonderfull body π€
Glad the weekend can makeup for the busy workdays lately. Just feels good, and as my girlfriend discribes: you are softer and friendlier, when dressed and I like that. ππ
Tgif.... glad I am myself again....
Satin and lace.... yes! satin and lace... ππow boy what am I weak for satin and lace.... π€
I was wondering, when you are all dressed up, do you find it hard to have an erection ?
Hmm how to answer this one .... depends on when I am locked up or not.
But I still get aroused, from the slightest things.
So no not hard to get an erection, and yes she teases me when I am locked.
With Santa gone and still on the naughty list.... it is now time for NYE.
Holiday time is (cross) dress up time. Not that I need the holidays for it. But makes it a lot easier π€π
Time for presents π and a lot I gave and received. The wonderfull time of the year.
My new boots π’ they walk easy and look stunning.
Wishing everyone very warm and joyful Xmas.
Be kind to each other and for everyone a nice Boxing Day tomorrow. (In The netherlands we do this on Xmas eve. ππ
Today wearing a Xmas sweater, yesterday a little bit sexier for my Girlfriend.
Had a nice conversation and someone told me the weakness of red nail polish and straps
π
βI'm not telling you it's going to be easy - I'm telling you it's going to be worth it.β
Art Williams
Last night before bed.... she wanted me to be a little naughty.... what happened next π₯ π
Happy Comfy Saturday night to all. π
Dressed in some warm, comfy clothes.... but still some fishnets. π
Finally got time to dress π again after 2 weeks.
Damn I missed it and I feel whole again.
Waiting in the kitchen for diner to be ready.....
Gf almost home. So we can enjoy... π
I enjoyed this night very much. Hope you all enjoy toπ₯π₯°.
From normal to sexy .... what do you prefer?
Love the songπ€π€©β€οΈπ
Oh, they're trynna shoot down angels
They're trynna pull their wings off
So they can't fly
And oh, but she's so brave though
Just like a tornado
She's taking us by storm
You can't stop the girl from going
You can't stop the world from knowing
The truth will set you free, oh
You can't stop the girl from going
You can't stop the world from knowing
The truth will set you free, oh
You can't stop the girl
They're trynna take our voices
They're trynna make our choices
So we scream loud, loud, loud
And oh, I know you feel the lightning
And it's so exciting, so here we go
You can't stop the girl from going
You can't stop the world from knowing
The truth will set you free, oh
You can't stop the girl from going
You can't stop the world from knowing
The truth will set you free, oh
You can't stop the girl
You can't stop the girl
You can't stop the girl
No you can't stop the girl
Oh, I know you feel the lightning
And it's so exciting, so here we come
Looking back at how I started crossdresing, we need to go back to the photo albums.
I think I was about 4 years old when standing in a picture, dressed in a dress and high heels and some accessories. (Clip On earrings, bracelets and necklace). Hearing from my mother to everyone who sees them saying: βYes he would always dress like a womanβ. Then she would joke that there was a women lost with me. She doesnβt know I dress a lot nowadays.... so somewhat she is right.
I can remenber dressing up, when I was 7 or 8. With the games you play as child, looking back at this, I would choose the female role a lot more than male.
I had my up and downs with dressing through the years. But thatβs another story. It shifted from a lot to almost zero, then back again. Now I would not go without anymore.
πSavannah