Latest Posts by souplex - Page 2

"it's you. it's always been you." but said in a resigned tone. tired, giving into persistent ache, accepting it as a truth. almost comfortable in unrequited feelings, but unable to keep it to oneself any longer

Unpopular opinion: the Alterhuman community is half of the time just about drama.

Like ofc it’s good to educate and share opinions, but I go on social media in Alterhuman spaces and it’s basically just all about TikTok therians Blabla, this random guy apparently said that n that Blabla, random fight between random subcoms/ certain ppl, discourse abt this and that blabla…

Like? Can we just chill? Some of yall are way to invested in each others lifes, If u don’t like tt get off, and yes, you can just scroll if u see Sth that u don’t like (as long as it doesn’t harm anyone badly) and no u do not need to express every opinion you have about that drama over there and this fight there.

And I know y’all don’t wanna hear about this but like

Like

being depressed really is crazy cause like, i had 0 hobbies or interests my entire life and now im 23 with no skills no abilities to do anythng and i have total maybe 140 hours of time spent alive

so ummm welcome to my jar:) lemme show you around! theres some holes poked in the top so i can breathe, theres some leaves to munch on, and ive even got a twig! #mytwig

Where are my feminine afab enbys or cis puppygirls at? Looking for ppl more similar to me who make content for puppygirls like me! please like this so I can find u!!

So, my iPod does this fucking genius factory thing where it forgets which artwork goes with which album and it makes guesses. Because it’s pretty sure I won’t notice.

Needless to say, I noticed.

(Seeing a cis straight couple for the first time) I think I’m gonna be sick… What the fuck do you even call this…? Dark Yuri? Unfaggot? Do they have a fucking word for this? (Flashing back to my troubled childhood) Oh my god… This is that Marge and Homer shit isn’t it

intox kink is the natural evolution of somno. you want me barely conscious and unable to fight back or even know what’s happening? drug me then

based on actual thoughts I had at the club last night

Resources/FAQ

AO3 Link

Book Cover — Alternate Cover

Playlist

Fanart

Mood Board / Mood Board

Cabin layout

FAQ

Where is the cabin located?

l've never pinpointed an exact location but there have been hints to the general area. Häschen sees the grocery bags (for wrapping her bandaged foot) and medicine boxes with Cyrillic letters on them...so, like Eastern Europe was what I had in my head. Russia-ish made sense with the Makarov arc in MW2 plus plenty of forest-y land there...but I leave it a bit open to interpretation!

What does König look like?

I imagine his face like this and this but with a scraggly beard. Body like this-ish

Will there be a happy ending?

The fic has what I consider to be a good ending :)

When will you update?

You can check my progress here!

My first ever own-made slinky cuff!! Using a mini slinky cause that’s all I could find at the BlackFridayDeals. I’m pretty proud how it turned out but there’s definitely sum stuff I’d do differently.

I feel this…

hi !

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i do not know if i am coming back soon or not, but i don't think i belong in the nonhuman side of tumblr. there is too much discourse, anger, and sadness when i need a safe space to sometimes regress. i cannot stand being further out into such a hateful space when i need a break from all of the hate around the world

i gotta just wiggle my way into petre, but even then...? there will still be sadness and anger and discourse. will i ever find a safe space? m ,, i feel so sad and helpless regarding it all.

however, !!

feel free to dm me on discord if you'd like to talk to me some more ! i am going through a very long depressive episode but puppy is finally medicated and doing its best :'3

my discord user is @archangelhen ! feel free to send friend request, just try to dm with your tumblr @ soon after i accept bc otherwise ill get nervous about bots/scams :((

Does anyone else feel that all their friendships/relationships are wrong and inadequate and that you should cut everyone off and stay alone??

Putting otter and Krueger in a room together… 🤔

Interesting. Otter grew up in the streets so, he's smart about other people. He would be defensive I think but not outright seeking cnflict, just guarded because he'd feel that Krueger is smaer and underhanded. If anything Krueger would be amused because he'd immediately understand that Otter is snappy with him because he finds him off-putting and wants to keep him at arm's length, but they could actually get along if they talked casually I think.

The rave got canceled cause someone reported it :( genuinely so sad, but here was my fit, to the person who couldn’t handle the cringe rave, ur a loser, and ‘cringe’ ppl will exist no matter what. U suck ballz🙂 reporting a rave is the dumbest shi you can do just let ppl have fun you buzzkill.

kandi portal gun this took around 2 days to make but i'm so proud of it aaaaaaa

Gonna start posting my Kandi on here, here’s a Pokémon cuff I make in like 3 1/2 hours on my day off. I’m gonna wear it at a rave tomorrow!!!

The term and concept of "rent lowering gunshots" has seeped into my mental vocabulary, and I've welcomed it there. Something I'm up to is gross and weird? Good, keeps the rent low. Keeps judgy people out. Post weird shit on your blog, do weird shit to your hair, be as fucky as your heart ever wants to be. If you're not the one making the profit, make yourself unprofitable. The aposematism of brightly coloured creatures is there to warn predators, not friends.

You have no moral obligation to make yourself palatable for those who would consume you.

Nikto headcanons! Indulge me beloved ❤️❤️

BABY! ANYTHING FOR YOU! 🤍 I'll make them extra indulgent for youuuuu

принцесса - printsessa/princess

Nikto headcanons, strangers to lovers

He's basically feral when you first meet.

Barely talks unless his teammates, especially Krüger, somehow manage to make him engage in conversation with you.

When he finally does approach you willingly after a long while (and because his most trusted circle does seem to trust you), it's like someone else is speaking for him, and that's how you figure out that he suffers from DID.

He dissociates a lot, but you don't mind, and you get to know his many different alters.

One is downright mean, one is childish and almost playful, one is very sweet and introduces herself as 'mat'' (mother), and another one is so very clingy and charming that you sometimes don't know how to handle it.

Most times, Nikto doesn't know nor remember the interactions. He's not mentally present after all, but eventually, his alters confess to him that they're all drawn to you in their own ways.

Nikto realizes that you actually want to be around him, even though he sees himself as a monster; someone who isn't good enough for you.

One evening, he seeks you out, asking downright boldly: "принцесса, you do like me, da?"

When you confess that you do, in fact, like him a lot, that you care about him, flaws, scars, and all... he pushes you backward into your room, towering as he gazes at you with sharp blue eyes, like a shark ready to attack.

And when you're about ready to either beg for mercy or flee like a little rodent, he suddenly pulls his mask off for the first time; baring his face to you.

It's not as bad as you'd imagined it to be. Sure, he has lots of nasty scars and burn marks, but his nose is still there and so are his lips which means Krüger, the motherfucker, has lied to you with his silly horror stories about Nikto.

"You're not scared of me, принцесса."

You shake your head and it looks like his broad shoulders slump with a ragged sigh of relief.

Bold as ever, he steps closer until his arm can snake around your waist, and he tugs. His eyes flicker down to your lips and you nearly squeak in fear or excitement? Perhaps both.

"I will kiss you now, принцесса. Don't want any one of them to kiss you first, da?"

You know he's talking about his alters and you nod obediently, hands fisting into his black tac shirt tentatively as your head dips back to welcome his chapped lips.

Krueger is on his phone a lot, right? What is he doing there? Reddit? Picking fights on twitter? Is he a mobile gamer? I want to look through his gallery too... Or do I? 👀

Yes! I think Krueger is on his phone quite a lot. Checks it when he doesn't sleep (which is often - he's got a very patchy sleep), when he smokes, when he gets up before the others.

I like to imagine he browses stuff like craigslist where you can find pretty much everything. Like not even to buy anything, just because he enjoys browsing. Yes I think he uses Reddit a lot, and specifically goes on nsfl and combat footage subs. And no, you do not want to peep into his phone gallery. It's password-protected, btw.

Hello, quick questions

1. If NK are just chilling, do they sometimes do stuff like movie nights, or similar. And If what kind of movies do they watch?

2. What would each of their opinions be on weighted blankets?

3. What's their favorite food, if they have any?

4. When Krueger is on his phone what does he do on it? (I think I remember you talking about already but my brain is so chaotic idk if its really from you or another creator, sry)

Eh...yeah, I thinks that's it for now. Sry if any questions doubled/ were already answered :)

HMMM in my mind they don't rlly do that. Nikto watches movies when someone else does. he stands like this 🧍‍♂️ behind the couch in the common room. Krueger isn't interested in movies much. When they watch something together it's literally just horrible real life stuff and/or combat footage.

Answered here

Nikto doesn't really have a favourite dish. He likes extremely spicy food though, and quite enjoys krueger's chili con carne because it's very filling and the spices make him feel alive. (it is just Golem's recipe that Krueger replicates but with triple the amount of hot chili pepper). As for Krueger, in his youth, he once ate an absolutely delicious margherita pizza in a fancy italian restaurant. he thinks of it often. he loves a good pizza above all.

Answered here (but don't apologise for double questions!! it's ok!!!)

bro i hate having to lie about being a therian to non therians

like one of my roommates for this trip i’m on says they are okay with furrries but therians? nope

and like i had to lie and like not agree but like act like im not one

kill me

za that turns u puppy mode 🙏🙏🙏

💢 snaps my teeth at your face w my ears back (i want to play but don’t know how so im awkward abt it)