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They love their personal spaces
Incorrect Quote comic! You know the one.
Been a minute since I posted on here, but needed too. I have alot of projects to work on including for here so stay tuned.
So when my parents tell me “But you were able to do it!” all I can feel is frustrated because…
Yes I was able to do it. But that doesn’t mean I want to go through that for the rest of my life.
Disclaimer: I don’t really know if this whole thing makes sense to anybody else with adhd. Everyone’s experiences are different. This is mine.
And I just wanted to finally let these thoughts out. Thanks
Okay, I don’t know where I’m going with this but I feel like I have to write this for some reason
I remember when I was a teenager and kept insisting to my parents that there was something wrong with me because I couldn’t make myself study or do homework when I should and I was so stressed and anxious because I kept procrastinating, they kept telling me that I just need to train myself.
They compared it to a car engine for some reason, saying that when a car hasn’t been driven for a long time and you try to drive it, there are issues with the engine running, but if you drive it everyday then it runs smoothly. And that it was the same way with motivation and productivity, apparently.
Then I finally got diagnosed with ADHD
And somehow they have either forgotten or brushed aside all the times they’ve scolded me and argued with me, and now they are saying, “But you were able to do it! You should be proud!”
And somehow, through all that stress and anxiety and grief, I arrive.
I’m exhausted as all hell. And I wonder if going through all that pain was even worth it, but I made it.
Okay, I don’t know where I’m going with this but I feel like I have to write this for some reason
I remember when I was a teenager and kept insisting to my parents that there was something wrong with me because I couldn’t make myself study or do homework when I should and I was so stressed and anxious because I kept procrastinating, they kept telling me that I just need to train myself.
They compared it to a car engine for some reason, saying that when a car hasn’t been driven for a long time and you try to drive it, there are issues with the engine running, but if you drive it everyday then it runs smoothly. And that it was the same way with motivation and productivity, apparently.
Then I finally got diagnosed with ADHD
And somehow they have either forgotten or brushed aside all the times they’ve scolded me and argued with me, and now they are saying, “But you were able to do it! You should be proud!”
I get that they think they are bringing me up by saying that, I do. But all I can feel is them dismissing the fact that I have ADHD and I cannot work the way I’m apparently supposed to. By saying this, they’re saying that I just have to keep pushing onwards the same way I always had to because I was able to do it before.
Going back to that car engine analogy thing…
My car engine is not working as is standard. It randomly shuts off. Trying to get it to turn back on is a pain. Sometimes, it manages to stay on for a while and I can get the car to move for a few miles, or kilometres or metres. But sometimes, it keeps shutting off as soon as I manage to turn it on. Or sometimes, it wouldn’t turn on at all, no matter what I try.
But I have to get to my destination. No matter what I have to get there. So I keep trying. I keep worrying about if I’m even going to make it there on time. Or at all.
Okay, I don’t know where I’m going with this but I feel like I have to write this for some reason
I remember when I was a teenager and kept insisting to my parents that there was something wrong with me because I couldn’t make myself study or do homework when I should and I was so stressed and anxious because I kept procrastinating, they kept telling me that I just need to train myself.
They compared it to a car engine for some reason, saying that when a car hasn’t been driven for a long time and you try to drive it, there are issues with the engine running, but if you drive it everyday then it runs smoothly. And that it was the same way with motivation and productivity, apparently.
Then I finally got diagnosed with ADHD
And somehow they have either forgotten or brushed aside all the times they’ve scolded me and argued with me, and now they are saying, “But you were able to do it! You should be proud!”
Okay, I don’t know where I’m going with this but I feel like I have to write this for some reason
I remember when I was a teenager and kept insisting to my parents that there was something wrong with me because I couldn’t make myself study or do homework when I should and I was so stressed and anxious because I kept procrastinating, they kept telling me that I just need to train myself.
They compared it to a car engine for some reason, saying that when a car hasn’t been driven for a long time and you try to drive it, there are issues with the engine running, but if you drive it everyday then it runs smoothly. And that it was the same way with motivation and productivity, apparently.
Then I finally got diagnosed with ADHD
And somehow they have either forgotten or brushed aside all the times they’ve scolded me and argued with me, and now they are saying, “But you were able to do it! You should be proud!”
just remembered that shinigamis have been around for a LOOOONG time, and could’ve been in the human world at any point, which offers us a lot of opportunities
new headcanon : ryuk was present during death of mary antoinette
AVTP's Tallest Medea, kinda in 'my style'-ish. 😅
Next time, I'll go even harder into 'my style'. 😂
!! hi here's the lawtsuda commission i did for @/lucy-verse :3!! + jealous light ajshdf i had a lot of fun with this one thank u :>!!
Happy 32nd Birthday to you, Near!
Art by the very talented Eteri Art on Twitter. Please check them out!
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I am working on a Death Note doujinshi that focuses on Matt, Mello and Near tilted Rewrite, set to release 5.16.2025! Give me a follow for updates! 🍎
Any thoughts on Light’s relationship with his mom/sister since we don’t see them interact as much? Or just cute Yagami family headcanons in general because I like to pretend they’re all still happy :’)
Aww yeah I think I have a few...
-I think Light naturally takes after his mom more than his dad, and that he probably looks and acts like her side of the family more. At his age she was probably very smart and pretty, and maybe even a bit sly and secretive and sassy as a teenager herself
-I think it was Sachiko's idea to name him Light, and that she put a ton of thought into his name and took some flak from the extended family for it because it was quite unusual, but she stuck to her guns
-I think Light genuinely feels very protective of Sayu and his mom, though he tries not to overtly reveal this to them a lot (as he's not the most demonstrative guy with his affections to anybody most times)
-I think Light and Sayu played a lot of Nintendo together growing up. And one of Sayu's favourite childhood things was wedging herself behind him in the computer chair when they got their first computer and watching him play games on there, too (Light was always keen to patiently explain his strategies to her as he went)
-I think Sayu was one of the only people Light actually felt close to and goofed around with a lot, since he always kept a bit of a polite distance with his school friends
-When Sayu was born Light wasn't the type to throw a fit about not being the baby anymore, but actually very excited to have a sibling, and took to being a big brother right away
-Sayu's crush on Hideki Ryuga means that Light has gotten way too familiar with his music by hearing it so much around the house. Light will often absent-mindedly start singing and humming his biggest hits to himself when he's working or studying, and then get annoyed with himself when he catches himself in the act (and Sayu will also tease him mercilessly about it if she does)
I dont ship billford and theres a lot to say about their dynamic being fucked up and unhealthy and unbalanced but I do think they got homoeroticism objectively
Art challenge prompt: draw your OC in this outfit.
I picked my OC, Kyr, this time because of the colours.
Near read a lot of parenting books as a child. Why? Because reasons
After leaving the task force, Aizawa wouldn't stop complaining about L to Ide, to the point that Ide would know when he would start his rant and would try to leave the office as quickly as possible, maybe to get some coffee or something.
i have this disease called i will open your message and get distracted and forget to reply and then the notification will be gone so i will not have replied for ages and you will think i am ignoring you but. i am not. it’s incurable
AU where Sayu Yagami joins the SPK