I’m Yearning. Someone Sedate Me Pls

Date idea : Looking for Easter eggs dropped by Taylor Swift with the love of your life.

Loverboys only.

ways to reclaim your body:

shave your head or cut your hair

go for a run, run as hard as you can

get a new piercing or tattoo

cook a meal from scratch and eat it with no distractions

swim in your nearest body of water, or take a cold shower or bath

stretch, do a yoga routine and feel every muscle

wear clothes that you like, doesnt matter what it looks like

avoid mirrors, your body doesnt need to look a certain way to be valuable

hold someone close, a loved one or a pet or hold yourself tight

lay down on your bed or on grass, close your eyes and feel yourself sink into the surface deeply

turn music on loud and dance however feels good

drink a a big glass of water or as much as you can, feel the discomfort and let it dissipate

try to meditate, do a body scan in whatever position feels comfortable (or uncomfortable) and pay attention to as fine a detail as possible

sing or hum or make noise, hear it reflect back at you, feel the way it vibrates your cheeks, your lips, your bones

drink some hot tea or any other hot beverage, feel its warmth spread down your throat and into your chest

sit outside, no matter the weather and experience it, the wind, the sun, or the rain on your cheeks and your eyelids

Midnights (2022) x British Vogue (Jan. 2020)

Teach your kids that cooking and cleaning are basic life skills. Not gender roles.

If you’re wondering how I am, I listened to The Tortured Poets Department and then sobbed.

Hard.

Todo este tiempo buscando mi lugar en este mundo sin saber que ese lugar era yo.

I want devotion, I want emotion, I want to be chosen.

Just "liking" me isn't good enough.

I need you to need me, baby.