Thebreezy1 - A Sissy's Diary

Yes I do, and if I ever stop loving it, it won’t matter. There’s no changing it. I’ve been premature since I first started jerking off as a teenager and it has stuck with me all my life now into my 30s.

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Welcome all

In my 30s and a bit of a limp dick. I can get it up for the right content tho. Femdom, cuckold, bbc still gets me hard. I’m also a really bad prejac. I NEVER last more than 15-20 seconds inside my gf. A few pumps and I’m gone. Honestly, I believe I could cum from my first entry into her if I remained still, but I’ve never tried it. Too embarrassed to try. I know that I never make her cum from just my penis. Also, I’m unable to get hard enough to penetrate her unless she strokes me while I think about big black cock or her getting fucked by another man EVERY SINGLE TIME we have sex. She has no idea about this. I can only hope one day to find she has taken on another lover with a better cock than mine. Feel free to make fun of me or give me sissy tasks if you like   xo 

Normal sex for us is me pumping my half hard penis into my gf 3 to 5 times as it quickly cums and goes completely limp, insuring she almost never orgasms from PIV. So I’m sure she would want to be fucked extremely hard and rough if she ever cheated.

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Obsessing over PE

A friend, who shares my PE fetish, pointed out to me that I unconsciously feed this passion and thus make my PE worse. I avoid masturbating although I know that releasing some of that pent-up pressure might make me last longer inside a pussy. Instead, I purposely let the pressure build because I know it’ll make me lose it even faster, and because being PE has become a huge turn-on. I think about PE all the time, read about it, blog about it, talk about it. When I am about to have intercourse, I think "how quickly will I cum?"..."it’ll probably be even quicker than last time"...."I won’t even last a minute" and so on. And those thoughts just speed up my release. We all know the power of words and thoughts and suggestion.

So it's no surprise that during sex a few days ago, after three or four very gentle, very tentative pumps, I knew it was going to happen within seconds. So I just stopped, was totally still, didn’t move a muscle at all, just tightly held on to her. I felt the point-of-no-return inevitably, unstoppably coming at me like a freight train in slow motion. And then it was there. Earth-shattering orgasm. And another very premature ejaculation. I totally loved it.

How do you experience PE?