Thebreezy1 - A Sissy's Diary

So true. Even when she tells me innocent stuff like kissing other guys or flashing her tits, I still go crazy with desire.

The dream

This would instantly make me hard

@myheartinherhands

How my journey started

It all started in my teens with my best friend. We would play video games and the loser of the game or match would have to do a certain task. This was our way of “not being gay.” We made it into a competition. I was super competitive and would win most of the time. So, many times I would get jerked off, sucked on, etc. I even came in his mouth a few times.

By the way, we would usually give a timeframe to a certain “punishment.” Like, oral for 5 minutes for example. Well, whatever the timeframe was, I never lasted, even back then. I would always cum early. Every time. Usually around the 1:30 - 2 minute mark, I would cum (it’s quicker now :)) I could always tell, even at that age, he was embarrassed for me that I would cum so quick.

A couple of times I did lose the game and would touch on him mostly. I do remember one time I sucked on his thick cock tho. It was amazing looking back on it. I wish it would have gone on longer but somehow I weaseled my way out of doing it for very long. He didn’t cum in my mouth or anything unfortunately.

Of course, if I could go back in time, I would lose every match possible just to serve him. I had sucked one cock before his, quickly as well, with no orgasm then either, and none since. I have fantasized about these moments forever since then though. I very much hope one day I can serve my true cock-sucking purpose.

The truth

100% yes. I cum just from thinking about it.

Most relatable caption yet.

Hopeless