home is where my cats are
tired tired tired
i miss being taken care of
kind of unfair that we get to keep them in our hearts but not in our arms
oyyyy bakit parang ngayon na lang uli kita napansin dito sa tumblr š
lowkey na kasi ako ngayon HAHAHAHAHA
HOY PUNSO IāM BACK!!!! IKAW NA LANG NAKITA KO DITO LA NAKO FRIENDS HUHU
GANYAN TALAGA PAG GAGO KA CHAR HAHAHAHAHA HANAP KA NA NEW FRIENDS AKO DIN IHANAP MO
i know i'm fucked up in so many ways but when you were here i loved you as much as i was capable of and even now i'll carry you in my heart for as long as it beats. the only thought that comforts me is that you're no longer in pain now. i wish the world was kinder. you deserved so much better. are you having coffee with dad? is my tofu boi with you? did you hug mama for me? i hope so. i'll miss you so much mum well actually i already do. i love you.
it's never gonna be the same
life update that nobody asked for
moved out
I GOT MY TAFFY
I GOT MY SAGE
same sched and new offs
got vl approved
life is okay
sometimes you don't simply miss them. sometimes your whole being aches for their presence and it's the kind of pain that won't go away until they come back. but they won't and they never will. so you just learn to live with that.
it's been 9 years but it still hurts as much as it did that day so i guess there are wounds that even time can't heal
Suggested ask:
What's your status (single or taken)? Describe your dating history.
status: taken
dating history: taken for granted
cat pics and vids used to make me so happy bc whenever i see those i get reminded na oh i have my taffy and then i spend a few minutes just staring at him doing whatever and just feeling grateful that i have him. but now i can't do that bc he's not with me so whenever i see posts abt cats i get so sad and my heart hurts bc i miss my taffy so much. i hope he's okay and i hope he's not feeling lonely :(
update: went back to therapy working on myself again i guess i will be okay
the voices in my head are getting louder again and i'm afraid i might listen to them this time
the voices in my head are getting louder again and i'm afraid i might listen to them this time
and we're truly alone, the scars on your heart are yours to atone
i hope things work out well for us
why are we here? where do we go? why is it so hard?
my taffy got neutered
Hi! How are you doing? Miss na kita
hello! i'm good naman. why do you miss me?
"Kadaon kanam--"
Where you from?
Leyte
today was a good one. spent most of it checking out appliances with my mom. i guess i really am getting old bc i had fun lol
getting better
when will it get better?
when will it get better?
WHY AM I SO CLINGY?!?!?!
hi, gago ka pero mahal kita.
mas mahal ko sarili ko tas mas gago ka
today was okay
today was okay
why is everything so heavy?