hey! ok so this is just a little rant.
i won’t necessarily say i have lucid dreamed, but i have been in a dream and been aware that i was in one. i just can’t necessarily control it? or i still get caught up in the dream. good thing most of the time when i am aware i’m in a dream it’s not a nightmare. but i noticed that the times when i do tell someone in my dream that i know i’m dreaming, they look at me weird or something suddenly goes off? i can’t explain it.
so one time, i had this clip of a dream of me and my mom were planning on going to a carnival or something. she said something along the lines of “oh maybe it’s not a good idea, i don’t want you to get hurt on one of the rides” or whatever. and since i knew i was dreaming, i said “oh it’s okay, i’m dreaming anyways so let’s go.” then she stood and looked at me with a slightly shocked expression like “girl what?” 💀✋🏼 she looked a bit petrified too, but she just said “okay..” right after like i just didn’t say what i just said.
then there was another clip of a dream i had where my whole family and i believe my friends in that dream were in one room and all of a sudden i blurted out “i’m dreaming!”, then they all stopped where they were. like not in a gradual way but more like they stopped in their places? like robots. then they all started to casually go about their business like they just stopped acting in a film or something 😭😭
there’s been tons of times where this has happened to me. there was even a time when i had a dream that someone was trying to hurt me and i was trying to manifest a knife to defend myself. i tried to manifest it by yelling “knife!!”, but the knife appeared in the other person’s hands and they looked at me like they were confused LMAO, i was like 9 when this happened too; i was aware of what lucid dreaming was and i thought this was me doing it at the time.
i think this is what made me develop the belief that when we dream, our subconscious minds travel to alternate universes where people play into their “roles” to help send us messages from our higher selves or spirit guides 😏🙏🏼
I like the idea of soulmates but it fails to make sense to me. Yeah in first place to be born and be able to think and be aware of everthing is without official purpose too. Like to this day nobody can tell you really what the purpose of life is. So why should soulmates make ense or have a clear answer to them. But then also why are we being reincarnated, if you are into astrology you will come across the theme of things you learned in past lives and things you have to learn now but why? (1/~)
When will you be stopped reincarnated? Or does it stop only when a certain karmic debt is paid while you everytime get a new side quest. What role can the soulmate play when we are not always promised to meet them in every lifetime? If we can go a whole life without meeting them are they even important? (2/2)
that’s a run through several schools of thought:
the purpose of life is experiencing. (neale donald walsch)
humans reincarnate because our driving force of remaining desire cannot exist in a vacuum after death. hence you escape samsara = the cyle through liberation from the suffering that comes with attachments. meaning, it leaves no unfinished business that would require another life. (theravada buddism)
among others, you can attain said enlightenment aka moksha through three ways. love of god = self, knowledge, or compassionate deeds — bhaktiyoga, jnanayoga, karmayoga. (hinduism)
you may be in your last physical life if your sun or north node is in the 12th house, meaning you went through the entire circle. if your 7th house is empty, your shadow side is resolved, so it won’t attract. (astrology)
karmic debt is not important, it can’t influence you if you choose to. only thought and the now matters. meditation is the key. (zen buddhism)
the soulmate plays their own role in the first place, is important by themselves. they’re not born to be yours. in fact, they do what you do simply as a different reflection. they’re merely a choice of many available to you, not a fate since free will is always granted to us. they could be important but you decide against it by your belief or vibration. ironically, once you see them outside of being solely in relation to you and focus on you, that’s how they arrive. (new age)
being your own soulmate matters first, otherwise a soulmate won’t materialize and exist on the outside anyway. the establishing of harmony and order inside of oneself is all that’s needed to steer things. what other people do will follow naturally and in balance to that. (taoism)
there is nothing too big or too small for you to manifest.
like, you gotta know you are the rock, the sun, the moon and the star. you deserve everything in the entire universe and more. there is nothing in this life that you cannot have. dream big, as the life is truly your oyster.
you want your dream job? you can manifest that! you want the perfect partner? your wish is my command! you want a fat ass? the world is your oyster!
don’t ever, ever, EVER, settle for less! you deserve every single one of your desires, and with just the right mindset, everything you could wish for will be right in the palm of your hand.
dream big, my love.
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The way you can make any famous celebrity fall in love with you and be your partner in a couple of days. You can have some random person send you $10 million dollars because they want to be nice. You could go to the grocery store and someone from vogue could see you and give you the biggest modeling job of the year. You can go to bed in your horrible home and wake up in a mansion with all your desires. You could look in the mirror and suddenly have fairy wings. THE LAW DOES NOT OPERATE ON LOGIC, ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE. IT DOESN’T HAVE TO TAKE LONG AT ALL, IT CAN TAKE A SECOND. YOU DECIDE HOW FAST THINGS HAPPEN FOR YOU. 🧚🏼♀️
Create a life you can’t wait to wake up to 🤍
My LOA journey has brought me to see how lovely and beautiful life really is. The Law teaches you to recognise yourself as God, to fulfil your every desire within, to become who you want to be, to live in love and fulfilment, and to set yourself FREE.
There is nothing more freeing than to know that the world is nothing but SELF. I create my joy, fear, beauty, pain, and love. I do not have to fight because there is no other power. I am no longer pretending to be the pawn, and I realise that I’ve been the chess player all along.
As the creator, I can finally declare to my inner man that I will neglect you no longer. I refuse to live in desire, doubt, and fear when I can choose to live in love. I can freely decide that I AM beautiful, smart, and powerful and I become that. I can feel how I would LOVE to feel and only accept what I would LOVE my life to be. I can do what I LOVE to do. I make imagine my heaven. I spoil and bathe myself in love and richness because I am God.
With the law, I find endless potential and love within myself. I no longer have to chase something outside of me, because I already have it. I am allowed to dream and assume without fear or punishments.
The law is so much more than getting yourself mansions and cars, it opens you up to endless freedom and love, knowing that you can give yourself your dreams. Go within and feel, experience, live. Do it out of love.
As citizens of multiple realms, witches often come across supernatural beings. But it would be stupid to attribute every strange encounter to magic. Did you really see a creature of the occult? Or was that just your weird ex on the lurk?
Ghosts appear to me as shadowy figures. They always have black, see-through skin. Entities, on the other hand, tend to have unrealistically smooth and even skin. No creases, no pores, no contour – when even the most delicate human skin has imperfections and variations.
Entities have no philtrum – that vertical groove between our lips and nose, right above the Cupid’s bow. This is in relation to the above. Because their skin is so flawless, there are no indentations. Also in light of the above, it follows that in ghosts, you would not even notice this.
Whether they are bigger or smaller than humans, entities have cartoon-looking hair. You cannot make out the separate strands. It just looks like one, shiny blob. Because like their skin, their hair is extremely smooth. While ghosts – usually souls of the long-dead – tend to wear a hat, a hood or a veil.
Ghosts are incapable of emitting a smell. Entities, however, rival our perfumes and garbage. When they exude a strongly sweet smell, it is because they mean well. But when something smells rotten, and you cannot locate the source, it is likely coming from a very angry entity.
The longer you stare at a ghost, the more their face becomes monstrous. Because you are exhausting their ability to stay corporeal. So you will see their features melting… Unlike humans, entities rarely blink. And the blacks in their eyes are like liquid. You will notice them flowing.
In timbre, volume and accent, all three have similarities. But ghosts can speak without opening their mouth, though they tend not to use words when communicating. Entities are talkative. Many like saying nasty words for fun. And they sometimes speak in old languages you may not understand.
This is the most important and obvious of them all. In fact, this is the only clue I really observe.
Humans do not change a room’s atmosphere. Ever. We affect the mood of the other people in the room. But the space itself is immune to our influence.
Ghosts, however, make everything slightly darker when they are around. Light simply dims and flickers in their presence. Therefore, it also tends to get colder.
As for entities, they silence the atmosphere. The air conditioner’s hum goes away… The crickets stop chirping… The cars outside go quiet… Because entities are powerful beings who demand to be felt.
While your burning your herbs say these chants:
For cleansing your home:
Smoke and fire and air and earth
Cleanse and bless this home and hearth
Drive away all harm and fear
Only good may enter here
- created by a witchtoker; I can’t find them anywhere which bothers me but if anyone knows there name I would like to credit them for this chant! I love it ❤️
Positive energy after cleansing:
Now my space is clear from fright
May my home be clean and bright
Protect this space from evils glare
Bless and lift with love and care
- created by me
Cleansing a space (Not Home):
Cleanse the air with earth and fire
Smoke may drift and rise up higher
Lead away the hate and fear
May only love enter here
- created by me
This PAC is also for my reality shifters~ In this reading I will try to find out what you will struggle with in your life while being a reality shifter+ advice. You can read more than just one pile! This is just to make you aware of possible struggles, so that you can take measurements against it!
How to choose a picture: try to calm down, take deep breaths & use your intuition to select. Take you time and chose the picture you feel the most drawn to.
༣P𝔦𝔩𝔢 1
learning healthy self expression - healing past emotional wounds - creating balance - stop judging yourself harshly - closing old chapters (connections/habits…) - love your dark side - routine and dull work - headaches - weird habits and maybe trauma from your DR self
hello pile one~ for you, I feel like reality shifting will help a lot with self expression. You have so much inside you which you weren’t able to share with others in your past. In your childhood, you self expression was limited because of self limiting beliefs because of dominant/strict and oppressive people around you. Now, reality shifting gives you the boost and the chance to be yourself - to express your emotions freely, to show your creativity, sensuality and desire without shame. You will move into a very direct energy. I feel like you will change a lot but the thing is… that you will become a “version of yourself” that is closer to your true self than you’ve ever been in the past. But I feel like at first you will act a bit extreme… like setting someone free who has been captured for a long time, the desire will be strong and you might do things you wouldn’t normally do…but just for the experience. This will be a time of finding out who you are or rather who you really want to be. Over time, you will settle down a bit and ground yourself. You will turn everything upside-down - all your belief systems, mindset and habits - questioning them and revising them. I think you will turn out a bit more quirky and ‘weird’ so to speak but that’s just how you are and that’s totally fine <3 I feel like in the past you tried to fit in and restricted yourself to be approved by society/family. You will judge yourself a lot less. And I think you will even start doing stuff that shocks the people around you - on purpose… it’s feels like in act of revenge to the people who restricted you all this time and that’s what I mean with “extreme” - you do the exact opposite of what you’ve been told to do in your past - but that is not really ‘you’, it's something you’ll do to come to peace with your past self and to heal your emotional wounds and afterwards you will calm down again and settle down in your true self.
Also, I feel like you will struggle with balancing all parts of your life - including your other realities. You will neglect some parts and at the same time focus too much on other things. Self love will be a theme you have to work on - it’s true you have different sides to yourself and other people will judge you for them. That's why it’s important that you give yourself the love and the protection you need and long for.
You will become a free spirit who acts a bit reckless. But it’s like… you're like a child that learns self expression now - you’ll take baby steps, make mistakes from time to time and you’ll have to try again differently. Please be supportive of yourself - it’s a time to learn to judge yourself less and you will struggle with this from time to time. Deep down you have a child-like energy and you always forced yourself to seem mature. It’s almost like…you have to learn to be a child again - even if society doesn't like it.
Because you’ll change and your perspective of life will change, you will need to cut off some relationships/friendships/habits etc. You will struggle with trying to avoid this, but over time the clashes will become more and more prominent and you only strain yourself while trying to keep these connections alive. It seems you are quite stubborn lol.
Another problem will be that you still suffer from emotional insecurity which leads to coldness or dependence or bottled up feelings. You have to nurture yourself a whole lot. Show yourself more compassion especially to the ‘dark side’ of yourself.
I also think you will struggle with the material realm. I don’t mean being poor … in fact I see you becoming quite affluent and receiving many opportunities - starting a new life (you manifested it <3). But you struggle with dealing with money in a healthy way - you seem too lost in your head. You need to ground yourself more. It seems that trustworthiness, reliability and routine work will be required from you in your life. The work may seem dull, but they will pay off eventually. You must see all your tasks through to the end.
Other negative side effects through reality shifting seem to be random headaches and having to deal with weird habits that you formed in your DRs and that seem super random to the people in your CR. Also, I think there is a possibility that you even take on trauma from your DR self - you seem like someone who is easily affected by your surroundings. You might need to script that you don’t take on the trauma from your DRs. Please be safe.
Small reminder: You can script or manifest that these things won't happen and that you already learned how to deal with reality shifting in a healthy manner. Lot's of blessings to you!
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༣P𝔦𝔩𝔢 2
complete transformation of self - spiritual awakening - feeling a disconnect/losing feelings for people in your CR - connection within in your CR turning weird/awkward - endings - being cheated on/betrayed - learning to be still/holding back - struggling with the material realm/extreme abundance - neglecting your CR self - overworking your mind - burnout/weakening immune system - forgetfulness -
hello pile two~ I’m sorry but you guys will become even weirder to your CR surroundings lmao. I don’t know if you’ve been perceived as a weirdo before but experiences with reality shifting will make you even more unique and otherworldly. Honestly, this is great, I love weird people cuz they are usually the best people to hang around with. I see you as someone who is young at heart with an undying curiosity about life. You are the type of people who shine a light on the people around you - you open their minds - and this will even be more the case while being a reality shifter. Your presence will be contagious. But some people are not comfortable with the ‘higher truth’ you’re sharing and embodying and some will even block your energy. You will become more eccentric wanting to go to faraway lands, to expand your worldview while having a blast. You will be more and more enthusiastic and almost insane (from a normal person point of view). While being a reality shifter you will heal, forget and move on. Your CR won’t affect you that much anymore. You will transform and be open to change. You will renew yourself. You will lose yourself in your research. You will develop your ideas and explore them rigorously and yet also playfully. You will build a new mental foundation - in regards to how you will see this world - like a philosopher.You won’t fear any taboos anymore - there will be only curiosity left.
Honestly, it feels like you’re high 24/7 lmao. I think you will also experience a third eye chakra and crown chakra awakening. And those chakras will be a bit overactive at times which will lead to certain side effects. For the third eye chakra, you might get random visions or vivid dreams, start having a scarily accurate intuition and become more fearless in a way, there will be a sense that colors are brighter and your environment sharper which might overwhelm you at first and you might feel that you change on a fundamental level which you can’t really put into words. I also see chaotic behavior… For the crown chakra, I see you getting more detached - you might gravitate toward secluded moments - which also leads to you becoming more disconnected from friends and family. Your mind will become more calmer (less overthinking) and therefore the need to speak will reduce too. Life just won’t affect you as easily in a negative way. I also see you getting less hungry and you not wanting as much sleep as before.
The people around you (in your CR) will definitely notice the change. I’m not sure if you were a people pleaser or just more ‘needy’ in a way but this will stop. I see people not liking that you get more independant because they were so used to you depending on them and them having the upper hand. At the beginning there might be a lot of weird and awkward moments between the people you are close with right now. They will start treating you differently, I also see cheating or betrayal happening maybe from a friend you thought you were close with but it was actually a toxic connection you’ll realize you don’t really need them anymore. I see you losing feelings for some people and I see you ending certain connections and certain habits that didn’t serve you anymore. And even though it will be easier for you to close certain chapters, you might struggle at times a bit with feelings of regret (for ending a friendship etc) or dwelling in the past memories that were precious to you.
As I said before, you will feel less the need to communicate or to share your thoughts. You will be more still as you become more at peace with yourself. This will be weird to you at first. Because I think in the past you wanted to be understood by the people around you, you wanted approval and appreciation for who you are and for how you think which might have led to you often oversharing personal information/thoughts or being too ‘intense’ when you liked a person and wanted to get close to them - maybe you appeared ‘emotionally slutty’ in a way and this will stop completely. You will be more balanced and more moderate - there will be less excessive behavior. You will learn to be strong and silent - be still and allow the enemy to reveal themselves. It will be time to go into a battle against ignorance and cruelty - and to start holding people accountable. You will need to reflect more because if you think you are brave enough to face them (those people), you must also be brave enough to face yourself first.
The tremendous change in your CR might overwhelm you. There might be a sense of resistance or you feeling frustrated/angry in the face of it (the change) - don’t succumb to feeling powerless - because the opposite is true. The change is happening for the better. You need to shed your old skin (your old life that doesn't serve you anymore).
Idk if you are also in law of assumptions and manifesting but I also see that you guys get more wealthy/financially abundant in your CR. I get different messages here, so not all of them might be for you. For some of you, it might trigger family disputes because some people close to you might get jealous or envious OR you might have to step into a position of being a provider for your family which you are not used to OR it could also be that you are a bit overwhelmed with the amount of abundance you manifested and you need learn first how to handle so much money healthily - you know dealing with the material realm might not be one of your strong points and this might even be more the case after being so insanely spiritually enlightened.
Another big struggle will be being forgetful in your CR - like you forgetting to drink water or to remember certain dates especially if you shift often and for long periods of time - getting used to your daily CR life will always be a bit of a struggle in the first few hours/days after the shift.
As you feel so high on experiencing different stuff as a reality shifter, I also see you neglecting you CR self a bit. As I said before, you might eat and sleep less and kinda lose the connection to your physical body in your CR. You will overwork your mind a bit and it might lead to burnout or weakening of the immune system. I see you having to learn again to appreciate your physical body more. I mean … I know that your mind is powerful af but your body is your vessel in your CR - it’s like one of your tools! So please take care of it and don’t get lost too much in your head.
Small reminder: You can script or manifest that these things won't happen and that you already learned how to deal with reality shifting in a healthy manner. Lot's of blessings to you!
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༣P𝔦𝔩𝔢 3
oh dear… pile three, you guys are my problem children lmao. THis is the longest reading out of all three piles. I don’t want to put you down or anything, there is just a lot going in this reading here. Honestly, it’s a mess… and I think this is kinda a representation of your life as a reality shifter (in the beginning). I feel like you unconsciously have a victim mindset right now. Do you like suffering or experiencing pain??
Anyways, the energy I read is not set in stone, see this as me making you aware of the potential struggles and use this to take measurements against it! If you’re aware of it, you can change it. To be honest, I hope this reading opens your eyes….
First of all, regarding side effects from shifting, I see you guys seeing random things from your DR at times, often being (too) tired to function in your CR, neglecting your CR self, experiencing random dizziness and I also see your mental health suffering a bit - at least at the beginning of your life as a reality shifter.
Overall, I see you getting more rebellious, ruthless, even provaktive in your life/CR. I think there will be a theme of feeling unique or superior to others in your CR because ‘you're a reality shifter’. But honestlyyy, it feels like it comes from a place of loneliness/not being understood.
Even if you experience really cool and satisfying stuff in your DRs (because you scripted it), I see you being really unsatisfied with your CR life. Like there are still unresolved issues that even reality shifting won’t solve. You might have used reality shifting as a coping mechanism at first to escape your ‘shitty’ CR life. I see you comparing the life of your DRs with that of your CR - which increases the negativity within you. You will be too distracted by the unsatisfying side of your CR. You will reject your CR in a way, and therefore often feel out of place. I see a really critical mindset and perfectionism. You don’t realize or you don’t want to realize that your life is a reflection of your consciousness! You’re sometimes really stubborn. You will have to learn that your attitude to your life is the problem - too much judging and categorizing things in ‘good’ and ‘bad’.
I see you taking lot’s of risks and gambling with life/with the people of your CR (because of your overconfidence and superiority complex). You will also struggle with a negative view of love. You will get hurt because of the risks you take especially in your love life - when you’re in love your behavior seems to be a bit toxic but you love the highs of being in love or maybe the highs of being in a toxic relationship…? (That’s what I mean with a victim mentality and enjoying suffering.)
Because you start to become more ruthless and reckless with yourself and with the people around you, there will be a lot of struggles with the people in your life. You will need to be more aware of the consequences of your action (-> cause and effect). I see you lacking accountability, being dishonest - I mean you already seem pretty secretive and closed off but this will increase even more. You will be biased and as i said before, compare your CR with your DRs. You also will be indecisive in your CR and delaying or postponing making decisions for your life/CR.
Unhealthy materialism or financial struggles could be a theme that wears you down as well. You might want to overindulge in your CR as you do in your DRs but it doesn’t seem possible to you in your CR and that makes you feel that ‘this is unfair’ or something like that. You also seem to be the type to struggle with accepting help.
As you close off more, you will also get more lonely and I see you being impatient to get back to your DRs asap. Honestly, there seems to be a lot of emotional insecurity going on. You being cold or you bottling up your feelings, dependending too much on your DRs, not trusting others anymore especially your family members - ‘they won't understand me anyways’ - kind of mindset. I see you not letting others get close to you anymore which leads to heart ache, grief, feelings of separation or rejection. Your family or your close friends might start worrying about you but they are not sure how to approach you because they don’t really know what's going on.
Overall, reality shifting and the gap/difference between those realities might leave you feeling confused - like a lack of clarity and feelings of injustice and hostility towards others. You’re unhealthily focused on the lack within your CR - ‘there needs to be something more’- mindset. You’re being greedy and as I said your mental health will really suffer. You’ll get more moody and jealous for no reason. You persist in wanting to use your head over your heart but this makes everything worse! I mean you are dealing with reality shifting for god's sake why are you still persisting on using ‘human logic’!? You’ll be very unclear of your values and belief systems towards others and not really staying true to yourself- like your closing yourself off to your current reality… like almost hiding your real self. This creates a huge imbalance and lack of harmony and of course dysfunctional communication in your daily life in your CR. Gosh, I really want to get all of those limiting beliefs out of your head…It's like super frustrating…
I see your life being really chaotic and messy. But this happens for a reason. Funnily, I got the panther energy for you and the panther is the type to not stand seeing your growth or energy stagnate. Instead, it pounces into your life and causes all kinds of havoc… with the ultimate intention of bringing us toward a more fulfilling life. It’s unexpected, uncomfortable and sometimes feels devastating, but after all the dust clears it’s easy to see the panther's wisdom at work. Those experiences will lead you to a brighter place. You need to get rid of all your self-destructive habits. This will be like an annihilation of all the unnecessary stuff in your CR - like a purging. And that’s why it will feel very intense. You seem to be a very stubborn individual who more often than not rejects ‘change’ and because of that the universe has to use force on you to get you back on track. You struggle with surrendering, and that leads you to feeling stuck in your life/3D. You need to learn to look at things from a different perspective to bring balance into your life. Don’t reject the people that are close to you - if you want to be understood, you need to communicate. Don’t dwell in state of lack or self-pity. You are more powerful than that.
You need to allow yourself more kindness and you need to be more in a state of ’perfect’ acceptance - accept everyone and everything as it is, move on and work on your attitude. Be tranquil, merge deeply with the essence of oneness and acceptance. There is a saying ‘When you give up being a perfectionist, life is suddenly perfect.’ and this reminds me of the concept of the law of assumption.
Being a perfectionist, you criticize your 3D (CR) and want to change it forcefully, but this doesn't make sense from a law of assumption POV. Because they say that your 4D is your only real reality and the 3D is only a reflection of your consciousness as of now. - There is no need to try to change the 3D, you must first change the 4D (your assumption of your 3D/your attitude of the 3D) to induce change in your 3D.
The advice here is that you need to learn that you really deserve better circumstances, now is the time to manifest indulgence, opulence, comfort and self sufficiency in your life. Build up trust in yourself and genuine confidence. Practice patience and be more practical about your needs and desires. Release your resistance to change and your need for perfectionism. Start making your dreams a reality or rather make your dream life come true! Approach this in a pragmatic manner and keep your feet on the ground. Think about how your dream life (in your CR) should look like and commit to this new version! And regarding you being closed off to your CR life, consider meditating on your current situation for clarity but don’t ignore the things(/people) in front of you that may help you! Learn to accept help, life doesn’t need to be hard and you don’t need to suffer through it alone.Look inward, listen to your inner voice, access the unconscious - you have all you need within you.
Small reminder: You can script or manifest that these things won't happen and that you already learned how to deal with reality shifting in a healthy manner. Lot's of blessings to you!
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