I Finally Finished All My Oc Refs (for Now)

reblog OGGGGH THE COLOURS!!!! THE POSE!!! THE EXPRESSION!!!! eating good tonight

i love you reblog limbus company look at that pale 12-year-old-looking bitchass roblox smirk looking mf can I just say I love your lighting sm

idk reblog well you see it all depends on how much projection you want to take into account because I AM saeru. I am literally him. he is literally m e and I AM also ena and chara because I can physically Feel what they've been through to worrying degrees sometimes but sometimes it's just. vibes you know? it's very character-dependent in my experience and because a lot of people already see me very differently to how I see myself from like a. base level I think people who have just met me would be surprised by my kinlist maybe people I've known for a long time too

reblog *I am all of me starts playing in the bg* damn boy are you going to trip on all that hair or what I want to lovingly shake him by the ponytail as always I adore your colours and rendering 🥹🥹🥹

reblog need this for tomorrow

me anyways txt ☆ˎˊ˗ myself callout post for: and I this idea is like 1000% unoriginal but idc

txt ☆ˎˊ˗ kagepro snake of clearing eyes saeru like does no one think about how if marry resets everything to the Very Beginning saeru knowingly makes himself go through the entire Azami Thing over and over again “I don't want to let go of this despair because it's all I've ever known” vibes. Man. so self destructive still I honestly I don't think he realises how miserable he makes himself because to him Just “living” is “good enough” the state itself rather than the quality or what you make of it he never thinks about the quality of the life he's extending because in his head he's under constant attack not from the mekadan or anything like that but by the virtue of his very existence he doesn't really understand what “living” and “free will” actually mean though and so perhaps unknowingly he very rigidly sticks to the idea of the “monster” that's been ascribed to him he's invested a lot of time and energy into being right about the world and the way it works and seeing people like marry people who are ostensibly Like Him but find happiness in the world anyway makes him Mad I think “you're not supposed to have that. We're Not Supposed To Have That” “isn't it fantastic to be like a monster?” no it isn't and you know it but you're too scared of being wrong about the impermanence of happiness and human worth to try being anything else kind of ironic considering the whole possession thing actually. “I can pretend to be anyone else but I refuse to stray from this arbitrary “self”” why does he put so much stock into the qualities Humans assigned to him I'll never know I mean. I Do Know but still

reblog AUGH limbus company limbus yi sang SO FUCKING COOL?? augh. gorgest

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