reblog to send your mutuals a hug. maybe just the thought is enough to cheer them up 🥺
Therapists aren’t people who you “pay to pretend to care about you”, therapists are people you pay to teach you how to care for yourself
me: eating voluntarily
my brain: wow you truly are faking your ed
repeat after me:
even if i don’t like my body today i will take care of it
even if i don’t like myself today i will still be patient and kind with myself
even if i do not love myself i will still take care of and be kind to myself, despite not wanting to
I need to get my shit back together. I got so fat and I look even more disgusting than before
The people telling me to stop and that I don’t need to be skinny to be pretty, yeah theyre all thin. They’re all pretty.
So stfu. Stfu and worry when I look better than you.
i cant stop making these
I'm not crying you are 🥺
actually you will not enjoy hearing this but you literally have to abandon your self deprecating humor. besides the fact that it can drive people away you literally are only hurting yourself by constantly making jokes that further cement the idea in your head that you are not good enough. I do not care that you think its a good coping mechanism it is absolutely not and you need to start challenging negative thoughts instead of feeding into them.
I don't feel like I'm made for life. I am constantly stressed and anxious because of ✨𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮✨ especially when it comes to applying for shit like wtf I don't have any special qualities at all. why you should hire me instead of others? bro idk. I'm bad at everything I don't know anything alright lmao. I just wish I could end myself
i think my body is too stupid to lose weight
all i do is over caffeinate myself and function incorrectly
my heart is stupid
Accurate
PSA
I think i speak for every ED blog when i say that even though i hate myself and my body - i do not think the same about any of my followers.
you could weigh 200lbs more than me and i still would not think you’re ugly, MY body dysmorphia and MY ED does not extend to you
you don’t need to be skinny to be beautiful!
now, me on the other hand
i want all the extra fat on my body to fall off and turn into cash
Back here once again but my dash is dead :(
can someone hide all food sources from me pls i beg u
ignore the tags. I usually don't use them but I kinda wanna find new people here so if you see this : pls pls reply/like this so I can follow you. my dash is literally dead and I feel like ed tumblr is too :(
I rlly need to start getting more active. not only on tumblr but also on a daily basis. like more steps. more dancing. more basically anything. if I want to lose weight that is like no. 1 requirement yet all I do is lay in bed. I'm so tired and sick of looking the way I am. I hate myself.
Holy god I was gone for a long time lmao. just cycling through addictions and ig obsession with insta and twitter is over for now xD