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✿˖°. ݁ ˖୨୧₊❀ call me mari ✿˖°. ݁ ˖୨୧₊❀
🎀 she/her 🎀 18 🎀 istp
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mascara running down her little bambi eyes , “ lana how i hate those guys .. “
mmwah. ౨ৎ*: ･ﾟ
I'm her♡
It's better this way
I love my solitude but I was made to be a lover
it's selfish,
I know it is.
I apologized for it,
which I know means nothing.
yet I still pressed send,
for me not for you.
and I tell you that,
in typed out abbreviated words.
'so sorry chat',
like it fixes my cruelty.
I could've left well enough alone,
but who am I kidding.
my friends wonder why people vape,
when they know it's bad for them.
well why do they procrastinate writing essays?
why do we stay up late on school nights?
why do I scratch and scrape at my scared skin?
why did I press send on that damn message?
it's selfish,
self harm its in the name.
I apologized for it,
which I know means nothing.
I am so fucking sorry,
for all the wrong reasons.
to the girls singing please please please (sabrina carpenter) in the hollister dressing room at the mall
thank you for helping me stop and smile
the human spirit is indomitable and I needed a reminder to once again find love and hope even in the darkest corners of those dank as fuck changing rooms
If I were your girlfriend I'd be the summer to your tom
For I am become the great pretender betrayer of a youthful me
As I pretend not to be bothered by my bff who questions 'why wouldn't you want to be soldja boy?' a youthful me asks my mom for two halloween costumes since you're not allowed to be a bloody zombie little girl with a knife at school in the second grade
As I pretend my bff is right when she says we can't even at the bare minimum be mean girls since 'none of us are blonde' a youthful me describes to my dad the terrible tumble zombie Alice took not only down down the rabbit hole but down down a muddy cliff and that's the reason her hair is brown
As I pretend not to care when my bff calls my guy 'weird' a youthful me demands that if I must date a man he cannot be conventional in any manor
As I pretend to be unharmed by the unexplained absence of my bff at my clubs squid dissection a youthful me is ostracized and abandoned by her only friend
As I pretend the barber cut my hair wrong when my bff tells me 'it's really short' a youthful me wanted purple and blue died hair cut in a shaggy mullet
As I pretend I don't hate my new skin so much that I claw at it raw and bloody a youthful me swore it 'would only be once and I'd never do it again'
9th grade🥀🥀
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE TELL ME IM NOT THE ONLY ONE
I think about ordering this lace pink cami but then I remember I already have so much pink tanktops already T_T
I wouldn't leave there if that were my pool
⋆·˚ ༘ * all i want for summer is a pink heart shaped pool 💗🎀
