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unfortunately, I'm very much still alive and kicking.
Is it possible to feel so lonely despite being around people?
The feeling of emptiness when you're with people.
The gut wrenching feeling when people are happy.
The feeling when people ask the heart pounding question "Are you okay?".
The feeling someone is looking at you even at your own home.
The feeling when someone ask what's wrong with you.
The feeling of waking up.
The feeling you'll never recover.
I really want to end it all right now, its so damn tiring. What's the point in living anyways? I can't even bring myself to seek help anymore, why bother asking for help? I should just end it all, why i am hesitating? I am already tired, i don't see myself getting better either.
I thought that everything was going great and i was getting better, then everything started to go downhill again.