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Me - Blog Posts
I walked for 1 hour home bc I didn’t wanna wait 9 mins for the bus
girls love me cuz im really good at being so fucking alone in my bedroom
my astigmatism lets me see beautiful angels before i drive into oncoming traffic
im so sorry computer I know having 63 tabs open is making you sick i just need you to hold on a little longer and i will be able to cure you its okay, this is the hardest part shhhhhh shh shhh its okay its gonna be okay
i feel like i do 25% of what an average person does in a day and still it's too much
the curse having character thoughts but none of them are coherent
i need infinite money forever so i can get everyone so so so many little gifts
Fellas, get you a boyfriend/girlfriend/theyfriend who you can commit murder with and then cuddle with afterwards
Yūsha Yoshihiko to Maō no Shiro (勇者ヨシヒコと魔王の城, lit. “The Hero Yoshihiko and the Demon King’s Castle”)
About me
"The creeps are crawling up to the doorways
They're dying to find out what's inside"
Open File:
Call me Rhea, 20, They/She/It pronouns
I'm into a lot of things, very inconsistently
Music I Listen To:
Waterparks
Palaye Royale
MCR
Evanescence
Mayhem
Pierce the Veil
Sleep Token
Hozier
Movies/Shows I watch:
Dead Boy Detectives
Fallout
Yellowjackets
Hannibal
Interview With The Vampire
Scream (The whole franchise)
Companion
Lords of Chaos
Scott Pilgrim vs The World.
My Tags:
#rhea rambles - me just posting my thoughts
#Rhea's Gifs - All of the Gifs I've made
Words for those who can’t go on
You will wake up some day and the same thoughts of regret and guilt won’t be as present. The feelings of unworthiness will subside. The path of true healing begins when you start to understand that we were designed for fuck up. The human experience is best described as a timeless story, you will be a masterful stroke of terrible bad luck, but your redemption arc is worth every fucking penny. You learn to laugh a little at your pain and silliness. You learn to live a little more than usual. For sure; you are flawed and imperfect, sometimes you cannot feel the warmth of your own body but still you walk through the numbness. You shine when the stars dim out, when the sun doesn’t show, even when the moon is entangled with the clouds, you shine and shine and shine.
You will learn patience. You will learn that quite slowly. The hardest part about forgiving yourself that they don’t tell you about is the silent journey of your internal exchanges. Change doesn’t begin in a day, if rome wasn’t built in a day, you cannot possibly change in your moments of rage and depression. The courage to look at yourself and understand that you cannot possibly do this alone. You will attract your support system into your life, with your own hands, you’ll craft something worth waking up to. The company of tomorrow won’t always stay, but at least you’ll still have your freedom. The greatest feeling is knowing that you’ll always keep moving forward. for better or worse, you never stop going. Your first step is the hardest step, but it’s the only one you’ll ever be acquainted with.
One day you’re going to feel amazing again. You are the unconditional love that you must give to yourself first. A light version of what it means to truly be free. So proceed with caution, but always proceed. You are both an ending and a new beginning. You are the first page and the last chapter. You are the worst parts of your life, but you are also the sweetest moments of a midnight dance in the dark shared between innocence and young love. You are the road least traveled. The rose that grew out of concrete. You are the most beautiful person to complete this unfinished story. You are both author and reader. You are the rain. You are the flowers. You are the plucked. You are dry-pressed petals hidden under beds for a rainy day that might never come, but still you arrive all the same. You are the stars and all of its wishes. You are the faults and the mistakes, but you are also the answers and the corrections. You are the struggling, but you are also the unshakable. You are the calm, but you are also the storm. You are that very strange fixation to go on, because there’s nothing sweeter than your road to victory. You are every time you’ve watched yourself cry, you are also every moment you decided to smile. You are so damn incredible and worthy of a happy life. You still don’t have everything figured out, but my god, aren’t you just a sight to behold? Breathe gently, because it’s really going to be alright, no feeling is final. I am sending you so much love, with all that I am. You are the warm blood rushing back to cope with the absence of the sun, and it really is bright enough to shut out the darkness forever. I promise. Everything is going to be alright.