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Let's spread this till it reaches the person this post was made for folks.

𝐏𝐒𝐀 [𝐓𝐎 𝐍𝐈𝐘𝐀]

↳ before i address this person, i want to let it be known that i have taken full accountability for my actions and comments; i’ve been ignorant, immature, and insensitive. with this person, we made micro-aggressive jokes that was shared humor, but ultimately knew was wrong to which we didn’t continue, however it’s publicized and i won’t run from the fact. i am very sorry to all my friends and followers because this definitely goes against my moral code as a person + spiritual advisor, it affects a community i’ve been a part of and that does make me feel sad as well as guilty. this is me owning up to past behavior while also forcing someone else to do the same; i don’t have tangible evidence of my words that isn’t years and years of scrolls away, but i assure you that everything i’m about to note is real, otherwise this post wouldn’t exist. i don’t tell lies, but i’m not about to let niya tell hers.

THIS POST WILL BE LONG. IT IS NOT PROOFREAD NOR PROFESSIONAL BECAUSE IT IS RAW AND REAL; UPFRONT AND HONEST. NAMES ARE DROPPED, NO I DON’T GIVE A FUCK, BECAUSE THIS IS WRITTEN WITH THE INTENT OF REACHING SOMEONE SPECIFIC.

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let me start by making this very, and i mean very, personal. i don’t care what you think of your friendship with me now that it’s over and completely nonexistent but what you aren’t going to do is lie on my name. lie on my business. lie on my character. before anything and honestly everything else i was your friend niya and you know that. i don’t even need to do a deep dive on “talking about you” behind your back because you know it never happened; if that’s not enough proof the girls of the server can tell you that, the same girls YOU switched up on to be friends with a weirdo for, even they know i’ve done nothing but sing praises and actually miss your sneaky, grimy ass. when you were crying about feeling targeted in the server, i was there; when you said datura hexed you, i was there; when you told me about the fucked up connection with your mom, i was there; when layla called you out on your bullshit and you had NO ONE in your corner to defend you (even tho she was right lmao, she warned me about you. fuck both of y’all tbh) guess who was in your corner? me. me, me, and me again. the fact i’m even wasting my breath on this backs up how much you meant to me, this actually fucking me up even more because you ain’t shit. another reason why i need to start trusting my gut, start paying attention to that scorpio 11H because it’s mothafuckas like you that backstab me everytime. i trusted you, i told you secrets about myself that you probably went and told someone else, i actually loved the hell out of you and for what? nothing in return…i promise you, i hope that shit, this shit you’re pulling, is worth it because not only did you lose a TRUE friend—outside of this internet shit i was a FRIEND, i wouldn’t let anything or anyone go against you if i could help it—but you just aired out your own dirty laundry lmao. one thing about me, i’m not a damn baby. i don’t run from problems, i put on my big girl panties and face that shit. it takes maturity and common sense to do that, something you lack even tho i told myself otherwise. i really, really hope this shit you pulled was worth it because you quite literally forced my hand. let’s hold both ourselves accountable, shall we?

keep in mind, my last message to you is about to be a year old in a few months (the way your contact name still the same too lmao, you couldn’t tell me we weren’t close). these screenshots are to show how long it’s been since i’ve talked to this girl, as well as the privacy she invaded between two friends because that’s what we were. don’t pin nothing on me that can’t be said about you in return, otherwise it’s dumb as fuck (aka blackmailing 101).

*me, still keeping your audio message private because i have enough decency to leave certain shit off the internet 😐 fool me once, shame on you. fool me twice-

response to post #1

before i get into this, i want to address the little minion that’s hopping in and out of @spiritstalking’s askbox; fuck you too. get some backbone and stop running errands for a person that could care less about your existence, because trust me (and you can take it from me 😂) that she doesn’t. you’re not her friend and God i truly hope you don’t think she’s yours. delete those messages while you still can lol, she might be trying to slander your name next. maybe you’ll have enough balls to come off anon too <3 just a heads up.

not only is spreading a lie like this bold, but it’s a poor attempt at kickstarting drama and trying to paint me out as a “villain.” i’ve already come to terms with this side of my humor and held myself accountable (WHICH I LITERALLY SAID IN OUR DMS, POST THAT TOO), but i’m not about to let you sit here and tell people i’m a bigot—i don’t spew unnecessary hatred, i don’t call people slurs (especially the LGBTQIA+), and i don’t support donald trump, ALL of this that you’re well aware of like what the actual fuck niya 😂 it’s honestly laughable but let me continue.

i’m not going through every message i’ve ever sent or that you’ve sent to me because truthfully that’s not on my agenda, but i will reiterate that these accusations are coming from CONVERSATIONS that we’ve shared; you + me = our texts. there is nothing i’ve said that you haven’t (a) said before me or (b) said to me, there is nothing that you have that i can’t back up with my own proof. we’ve said all types of shit and laughed at it because that was our humor, we even said we’d stop together because it wasn’t funny irl, yet here you go trying to hold it over my head and not your own? as if it wasn’t a damn bit that we did in our free time or alone, i’m not about to let you call me something that i’m literally not—you have got some NERVE, i’ll tell you that rn 😂

no, i am not a raging racist or homophobe; no, i don’t disrespect transgender men or women’s pronouns (NEVER done this, i have no idea what corner of your ass you pulled this from), and no, i haven’t made any insensitive remarks since june 30th, 2024; i never will. you’re not even attempting to hide the bitterness because wouldn’t YOU be all of those things too? don’t try and pull the “oh, i was following her lead,” or “oh, she made me and i didn’t know what to say,” boohoo niya, you’re 18-19 not 11. nobody had a gun pointing at you through the screen, you’ve came to me about everything else but humor is where you draw the line? get real. stop running (something you STEADY doing) and actually face the reflection in the mirror; you’re not an angel, you’re not a victim, and you’re not innocent. i don’t know what’s preventing personal development but for the love of God grow the fuck up, stop using your “friends” as shields or ways to make you look better.

it’s offensive as hell that this is your attempt at “calling someone out” because how is this supposed to be taken seriously if it’s not straight from the source? if you were truly concerned and wanted to address it, you would’ve sat down, typed up a post (like you did datura, remember), then uploaded this “proof in the pudding”—you’re on anon and hiding behind deactivated/unknown accounts, pretending your name is ava and whatever else like a LAME. you don’t care, you just don’t want to see me on top 😂 i’m minding my business, leaving your ass alone, not THINKING about you unless it was a sweet memory and here you go doing the complete opposite; you’re ill, it’s pathetic that it affects your friendships in this manner.

response to post #2

all these lies i can’t even think straight lmfaooo. whoever sent this ask, don’t even continue doing her dirty work, this whole submission isn’t true. i am 21 years old, i was 19-20 when i met niya, who was 17 turning 18 in march—our age gap is mentioned because i saw you as my little sister, i wanted to protect you in ways that i couldn’t because we were online friends; there’s messages of me telling you i love you, how much i care about you, how i want to see you win, how i’m always there for you, etc. and you’re telling me, you’re sitting here telling other people, that it wasn’t real? this is such a slap in the face, i’m sitting here mad as hell, sad as hell, and betrayed as hell. i’ve NEVER talked shit about you and i mean NEVER uttered anything negative about you from the multiple times you left, to the many times you came back. all i’ve ever said was good things because i considered you a friend, i’m too grown to be playing with people’s emotions and vulnerability like that, i’d never hurt you on purpose and you KNOW this. this why i said you just don’t want to see me on top, you literally don’t like me 😂 at this point just say it, send that to the confession box because this stunt is beyond theatrical. why would i be using you niya? what do you have that i can’t get on my own? that i don’t have naturally? that i wouldn’t want you to have? you’re projecting and it’s blatantly obvious; you must’ve thought i was talking about you because you knew how shitty of a friend you were being. blocking me out of nowhere, making up fake sob stories about our energy, deleting your accounts of nowhere, etc. you were distancing yourself because the delusions started getting too strong and you didn’t know how to use discernment! you didn’t know how to live in reality because you didn’t want to! you forced me to be the bad guy when it’s actually you! BITCH I WENT OUT MY WAY TO SEND YOU A BIRTHDAY MESSAGE ON MY ACCOUNT BECAUSE I KNEW YOU WERE WATCHING EVEN THO YOU WERE GONE!!!! HOW THE FUCK IS THAT TALKING ABOUT YOU OR USING YOU? I DIDN’T EVEN HAVE YOUR TUMBLR ACCOUNT BECAUSE YOU DIDN’T WANT ME TO KNOW EVEN THO I WAS THE MAIN ONE TELLING YOU TO POST ALL THOSE SMART ASS ASTRO TAKES + OBSERVATIONS!!!! miss me niya, it’s not me and it never was. it’s ALL you. you got your minion talking about, “it’s all based on what she said” BABY YOU SPEAKING IN AIRHEAD.

honestly, you can shut the fuck up about “feeling bad” too because no the hell you didn’t, I SAID I FELT BAD. i’m not about to lie on the internet for nobody, not even myself and that’s why this is being posted so impromptu; i was the one who came to you about our jokes, i told you we shouldn’t be saying that because our guides would be disappointed, i said i didn’t want to continue because that’s not who i am. stop telling lies to these people girl, especially when the person you’re lying on has a fucking voice. if you sending screenshots make sure you send all of them, don’t edit or crop NOTHING, make sure you showing all that face you trying to save. you felt “bad” about it then left, how when you were still sending texts? how when you inboxed me on anon? how when we had ongoing messages for two years straight? HOW WHEN YOU DIDN’T SAY SHIT TO ME?????? you cannot complain or spew bullshit when you’ve never done so during the many times we were on call, on voice chat, or on rave—i’ve never heard this out your mouth and i’ve never given you any reason not to speak up, you didn’t have shit to say until you found someone to say it to. your minion calling something weird whole time it’s you!

response to post #3

no confirmation if this is you but if it is…i just. when does it end with you? when will you be serious 💀 i’m not even about to type up a storm because i got everything i needed to say out, there’s honestly nothing more i even want to put down if it isn’t a period at the end of this sentence. you’re done. i said this message was written for you and i meant that, don’t tell nobody else you know me because you don’t. you betrayed my trust, my friendship, and my morals all in one, i hope your life goes to shit. before anyone says anything about dming, niya doesn’t have an account that she keeps for more than two weeks so there’s that lmao. i don’t know her user otherwise this would’ve been sent hours ago—either way, i’m cutting my ties with you and whatever else you’re trying to “expose” because it’s not worth the fucking time, money, or energy. hop off my dick and don’t mention me again.