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We would be infinitely happier if there were more JinDok fics, they are so perfect đâšïž
I've already read all the ones I could find, both on Ao3, fanfiction and ficbook đ„ș
Do you happen to know of any other sites where I can find fics about them? I would really like to! đ„°
I don't know where I'm going with this but something about the fact that it was Lee Sookyung and Yoo Sangah who were dying that one time. Kim Dokja was asked to choose who to save between Lee Sookyung and Yoo Sangah, the two people who knew him before the scenarios, before he was some sort of savior, the king of a kingless world, demon king of salvation, all of that. The two people who knew and wanted Kim Dokja when he was Just Kim Dokja, and they were both dying, and he was asked to choose one life between his mother and his first friend
jung heewon is boyfriend material. han sooyoung is my cringe female husband. yoo sangah is someone i could only have a conservation with in the passenger seat of a car wearing horse blinders lest her perceptive eyes startle me and send me skittering into the bushes
The Demon King of Salvation & The Golden and Endless Witch Beatrice | đđŠ
â Look Around You and Try to Live Somehow â
- ORV -
I am still trying to fully understand itâs meaningâŠ
One thing I love about orv is that it initially bait and switches you by convincing you early on that the constellations are the "big bad" of the story - voyeuristic beings that gain enjoyment off the suffering of others - until the reveal that they are also going through their own scenarios. This mirrors how us as the readers are going through our own lives and our own struggles yet we consume media highlighting the experiences of others. We root for these characters, we follow their journeys, we see ourselves in them. And yet we're not villains - we're just surviving. We're escaping the struggles of our own lives by indulging in these worlds created by human imagination. Similarly, many of the constellations in orv do not have malicious intentions despite living off stories - uriel cares greatly for the incarnations she supports (as the "fangirl" archetype) and sun wukong and abfd also greatly support kimcom throughout their journey.
This is further solidified in the reveal of the oldest dream. Despite unintentionally creating worldlines through his imagination, the younger kim dokja was never a villain or "monster". He was simply a child who sook to escape the tragedies of his life through a webnovel. He depended on that novel to survive. And that was in no way the sin he thought it was - not even secretive plotter who had gone through countless regressions and witnessed the despair of the universe could hold it against him. Nor han sooyoung, nor yoo joonghyuk of the 1864th round, nor yoo sangah, nor anyone else in kimcom. No one thought dokja needed to atone for anything - they loved him and cared for him even when he couldn't love himself.
Just like kim dokja and just like the constellations, we are readers seeking an escape from the struggles of reality. And we too are loved - regardless of whether we know it or understand why.
it IS super funny that orv starts out like "hoo hee i'm just a normal self-inserty power fantasy protagonist! my name is literally 'reader!' just an office worker turned action hero you can project onto slash look up to đ„°" and then very quickly shows that 1. no the fuck he isn't and 2. the story is a detailed interrogation of the nature of self-insert escapist power fantasy. and then the endgame twist that hits you like an emotional freight train is that orv is, in fact, actually very much a self-insert story about how you đ«” are deeply loved and your survival matters so much that this book was written just to help you find reasons to live. idiot.
just remembered that one of the first scenes of orv is kim dokja getting ratio'd by internet forum users. truly a protagonist of all time
Every time they cross paths it feels like this
han sooyoung girl of all time. she really painstakingly wrote a whole novel for over a decade for a single reader and then another version of herself logged in just to dislike that person's comments specifically
Maybe if I loved you a little less then part of you would still be here
He looks exhausted when he walks inâa hectic week altogetherâtie loose, hair a mess, the weight of the day still clinging to his shoulders. You only get a proper kiss before he mumbles something about freshening up, leaving you standing there, needy and restless, watching him disappear into the bathroom.
When he comes back, heâs shirtless, hair damp, towel lazily slung around his neck. He settles on the bed against the headboard, long legs stretched out, a book in his hand. The glow of the bedside lamp casts soft shadows over his chest, the definition of his collarbones, the slope of his abs. And yet, he doesnât seem to notice the way your gaze lingers.
Youâre curled up at the edge of the bed, watching him, sulking a little. He must feel it, must sense the heat of your stare, because he barely glances up from his book before tilting his head toward you.
âCome here, baby.â His voice is low, lazy, but thereâs something in it that makes your stomach tighten. âSit on me.â
You first didn't understand if he meant his face or his lap, when he takes off his shorts is when you understand.
Your breath catches. âArenât you tired?â
A slow smirk tugs at his lips. âAnd? C'm on, you know both you and I want it.â
That was enough to make warmth pool at the base of your spine. He sets the book aside for a second, beckoning you with his fingers.
âCâmere, sweetheart,â he murmurs, voice like honey, thick and coaxing. âMissed you.â
Itâs enough to make you move before you can think better of it, before you can let the last bit of hesitation keep you away. As soon as you settle onto his lap, his hands find your waist, taking down your panties as you lift your hips up.
He lifts you slightly, making you sit on his cock, it doesn't completely fit, of course, thumbs stroking your skin through the fabric of your shirt as his tip teases that spot.
He picks up the book again, but his eyes flicker down to yours,
âYou gonna behave while I read?â
You shift slightly, just enough to make his grip tighten.
His chuckle is low, teasing. âDidnât think so.â
He picks up the book again, pretending to be absorbed in it, but you donât miss the way his grip tightens when you shift just a little.
âYou comfortable, darlin'?â he murmurs absently, eyes flicking over the pages, but thereâs a teasing lilt to his voice. Like he knows exactly what heâs doing.
You hum, pressing your palms to his bare chest, tracing slow circles over his skin. âMhm,â you breathe, leaning in, brushing your lips over his jaw. He doesnât react, doesnât moveâjust keeps reading like youâre not practically melting against him.
So, you move. Just a little. A slow, innocent shift, dragging your body against his like youâre just trying to get comfortable. His fingers twitch against your waist.
Still, he doesnât say anything.
You try again, shifting higher, rolling your hips ever so slightly before sinking back down, your arms wrapping loosely around his neck.
His jaw tenses, his breath catchesâjust for a secondâbut he keeps his face hidden behind the book, stubbornly ignoring you.
âBaby,â you whine softly, dragging your lips along the column of his throat, your fingers slipping into his hair. Heâs so warm, so solid beneath you, and the way heâs acting like he doesnât care makes heat spark in your stomach.
He exhales through his nose, tilting his head back just enough to let you nuzzle into him, but his voice stays even. âWhat is it, sweetheart?â
You shift again, slower this time, your body pressing flush against his. His hands slide down, palms warm against your thighs now, holding you in placeâbut not stopping you.
âYouâre ignoring me,â you pout, rolling your hips ever so slightly.
He lets out a low hum, flipping a page with maddening calm. âAm I?â
âMmhm,â you whisper, lips brushing his ear now. âFeels mean.â
His grip tightens, his fingers flexing, but he doesnât pull you closer, doesnât stop you. He just lets you move, lets you tease yourself against him while he hides behind the book like youâre not driving him insane.
Finally, after another slow shift of your hips, he exhales sharply, his fingers pressing into your skin. âYou having fun, sweet thing?â
You grin, pressing your forehead against his. âMaybe.â
You keep moving against him, slow and teasing, pressing yourself closer, but he doesnât give in. Doesnât acknowledge the way your body rolls against his, how your hands roam over his chest, fingertips tracing over his collarbones, his shoulders, the muscles in his arms.
He just keeps his book in front of his face, pretending to be unaffected, though his grip on your waist tightens each time you shift.
Still, you donât stop.
You press your lips to the curve of his jaw, down his throat, your breath warm against his skin. Nothing. Another slow roll of your hips. Nothing. His chest rises a little quicker, but he keeps reading, keeps ignoring the way youâre growing needier by the second.
So you pull back.
Lift off of him completely, his hands falling from your waist as you shift onto your knees in front of him. He doesnât say a word, but you can feel his gaze burning into you. Like he isnât gripping the book just a little too tight.
And thenâslowly, deliberatelyâyou pull your shirt over your head. Let it fall somewhere on the bed before you turn around, completely bare.
This time, when you sink on him again, when your skin presses against his, warm and soft, he sucks in a quiet breath. Itâs subtle, barely audible, but you hear itâthe smallest groan, low in his throat, like heâs finally letting himself react, just for a second.
You smirk, leaning back against his chest, your bare back skin meeting his warmth. His hand finds your waist again, palm splayed across your stomach now, going lower, caressing your public hair, fingers pressing in ever so slightly, then, creeping up to your breasts.
But stillâone hand stays on the book, his eyes flickering over the pages like he isnât affected, like he doesnât feel the heat of your body against his.
Thenâslowly, lazilyâhis free hand moves up, reaching for the band holding your hair in place. A gentle tug, and your ponytail loosens, hair spilling over your shoulders, cascading down your back.
He exhales, fingers threading through the strands, brushing them over one shoulder before his palm rests lightly against your collarbone. His lips ghost the side of your head, warm and teasing.
You lift again, rolling your hips, teasing yourself against him, but heâs too bigâhe doesnât completely fit, and the realization sends a frustrated whimper past your lips. You try again, sinking down only to an extent, but itâs not enough. The slow drag, the aching stretchâitâs driving you crazy.
And thenâyou feel it. The sharp inhale he takes, the way his fingers dig into your hips, his patience snapping in an instant.
His book is tossed aside without a second thought.
Before you can process it, he grips your waist and pushes you down onto him fully, a deep, strained groan rumbling from his chest as you gasp with a moan, hands flying to his thighs for support. The pressure, the overwhelming fullnessâit has your whole body trembling.
Then, he moves.
He leans forward, chest pressing against your back, his warmth caging you in as he shifts, guiding you down onto your elbows and knees. You barely register the change in position before he presses against you from behind, rolling his hips in slow, deep thrusts that knock the air from your lungs.
A strangled moan escapes you, your fingers clutching at the sheets as he moves again, unhurried but devastating, each motion precise, like heâs savoring the way you fall apart beneath him.
His breath is heavy, hot against the back of your neck. âYou drive me crazy, you know that?â His voice is rough, strained, and when you whimper in response, he lets out a low groan, his hips pressing even deeper.
He leans forward, to hear you and to feel your skin betterâhis arm slides around your throat from behind, not tight, just enough to keep you close, to keep you exactly where he wants you.
His grip is firm but careful, fingers resting lightly against your pulse, feeling the way it races beneath his touch. He groans again, voice husky in your ear as he keeps moving, slow and deep, his other hand holding your waist.
âThatâs it, sweetheart,â he murmurs, pressing a lingering kiss to the side of your neck. âTake it. Jâjust like that.â
Your eyes flutter open, hazy with pleasure, and thatâs when you see itâthe mirror straight ahead, mounted on the wall opposite the bed.
The sight knocks the breath from your lungs.
The reflection captures everythingâhis body towering over yours, his one hand gripping your waist and the other on your heck, the way he moves against you, desperate, like he canât get enough. His expression is dark with hunger, his lips parted, chest heaving with each deep thrust, biting and kissing your neck.
You canât look away.
A choked moan escapes your lips, louder than before, your gaze locked on the image before you. The way you tremble beneath him, the way his body fits against yours so perfectlyâit sends another wave of heat through you.
Behind you, he notices.
His pace falters for a second, his head tilting slightly before he follows your gazeâand when he sees it, when he sees himself buried deep inside you, his body covering yours, your dazed eyes, drool from your lips, how you tighten around him, how your moans got louder, his grip on your waist tightens.
A low, guttural groan rumbles from his chest.
"You like that view, sweetheart?" His voice is husky, rough with desire.
You can barely manage a response, your moan answering for you, and thatâs all it takes.
"Yâyeah? you like that baby?"
His pace shiftsâharder, faster, so hard you start moving upwards away from him so he pulls you back on him, as if the sight of you together, of you unraveling beneath him, has pushed him over the edge. His breathing turns ragged, each thrust sending shivers down your spine, and you know heâs close.
So are you.
Your hands clench the sheets, your body arching, the tension coiling tighter and tighter untilâ
His name spills from your lips, broken and breathless, as the pleasure crashes over you, leaving you trembling in his grasp.
Only then does he let go.
With one final thrust, his body tenses, his own release following yours, a deep groan escaping as he collapses onto you, his weight warm and heavy, pressing you into the bed.
For a moment, neither of you move.
His chest rises and falls against your back, his breath warm against your shoulder, his arms still wrapped around you like heâs unwilling to let go just yet.
Thenâsoftly, teasinglyâhe presses a lazy kiss to the side of your neck, his voice a deep murmur against your skin.
"Now that," he breathes, a satisfied smirk in his tone, "was a sight worth watching."
A lazy hum vibrates against your skin as he stays draped over you, his weight heavy but comforting, grounding you after the storm you both just weathered. His lips graze your shoulder, soft and lingering, before he finally shifts, rolling off you just enough to let you breathe.
But he doesnât let go.
Instead, he pulls you back against his chest, wrapping an arm around your waist and pressing his face into the crook of your neck. His breathing is deep, still uneven, but his lips find your skin again, trailing slow, featherlight kisses along your shoulder, up to your jaw.
"You okay, sweetheart?" His voice is warm, thick with exhaustion, but thereâs a hint of something else tooâconcern, devotion, the quiet way he always makes sure youâre alright.
You nod, still catching your breath, and he chuckles softly, his fingers brushing lazy circles against your bare skin.
"Did so well for me," he murmurs, pressing a kiss behind your ear.
You sigh, sinking into his warmth, letting yourself melt as he shifts to sit up, reaching over to grab the blanket from the edge of the bed. With careful hands, he pulls it over both of you, tucking you close against him, his body still warm from exertion.
The weight of exhaustion tugs at your limbs, pulling you toward sleep, but just as you begin to drift, you feel itâ
A slow, lazy touch trailing along your skin.
At first, itâs featherlight, almost absentminded, like heâs moving on instinct even in his half-asleep state. His fingertips trace delicate patterns along your stomach before slipping lower, pressing against you with a knowing intent.
Your breath hitches.
"Mm," he hums sleepily against your neck, his voice thick with exhaustion but still laced with that ever-present hunger. "Not done with you yet, sweetheart."
The words send a shiver through you, heat pooling where his fingers tease, slow and deliberate, like heâs savoring the way you react even with his eyes closed. His grip tightens around your waist, keeping you close as his lips press against the curve of your shoulder, a lazy, satisfied smirk tugging at his lips.
"You can take one more for me, canât you? I canât believe I lived without this for a week.â
Usually, he takes his time, his mouth and hands working in tandem, drawing you apart piece by piece, only then do you come on his cock, but tonight, there was a crack in the routine.
Heâs tiredâso tiredâand yet, not enough to resist.
Not enough to deny himself this.
His fingers dip lower, pressing against you, and when he feels the heat, the wetness waiting for him, he lets out a low, satisfied hum.
âI almost forgot,â he murmurs, lips trailing along the curve of your jaw, âhow gorgeous you are like this. All flustered, sensitive and red andââ
He presses in, two fingers sliding deep, and the breath you take is sharp, stolen from your lungs.
ââso fucking wet for me.â
His fingers move with a practiced rhythm, slow but deliberate, coaxing you closer. His lips press against your shoulder, murmuring against your flushed skin, a litany of sweet nothings that only make the pleasure coil tighter inside you.
"Thatâs it, sweet, sweet cunt," he breathes, voice thick with exhaustion but dripping with satisfaction. "Let go for me⊠just like that."
Your head falls back against his shoulder, body melting into his as he works you through it, his touch unrelenting until he feels you come undone, trembling in his arms. He doesnât stop until the last wave passes, until heâs sure heâs wrung out every last drop of pleasure from you.
Only then does he ease his fingers out, dragging them up over your thigh, slow and reverent, as if heâs memorizing the way you feel against him. His other arm tightens around your waist, pulling you impossibly closer, anchoring you against his chest, clean his fingers by tasting you.
"Missed you so much," he mutters into your hair, voice barely above a whisper. "Donât think I can go a week without you again."
His lips press against your temple, soft and lingering, before he shifts, reaching for the blanket and pulling it over both of you. His warmth surrounds you, his touch still gentle as he strokes lazy circles into your hip, lulling you into a haze of post-bliss exhaustion.
"You good, sweetheart?" he asks, voice softer now, more tender. You nod sleepily, and he chuckles, kissing the top of your head.
"Sleep," he whispers. "Iâve got you."
And with his arms wrapped around you, his breath steady and warm against your skin, you believe him.
The moment he stumbles into the apartment, you can tell heâs completely, utterly wasted. His shirt is wrinkled, one side untucked, and his hair is an absolute mess, strands sticking to his forehead. and there's a lazy, lascivious grin on his face as he sways toward you.
âBaaaaby,â he drags out the word as if itâs the sweetest thing heâs ever said, arms already reaching for you before he even makes it across the room. âYouâre so pretty. So, so pretty.â
You barely have time to respond before he crashes into you, arms wrapping tight around your waist, his weight forcing you a step back. He noses at your neck, warm breath fanning over your skin before he presses a messy, lingering kiss just under your jaw.
âI missed you,â he mumbles, voice thick with intoxication. His lips trail sloppily along your jaw, missing his mark more than once. âI was thinking about you the whole time. Didnât wanna drink, didnât wanna talkâjust wanted you.â
You exhale, half amused, half overwhelmed by how affectionate he gets when heâs like this. âYouâre drunk.â
âIâm in love,â he corrects, pulling back just enough to cup your face in his hands. His eyes are dark, half-lidded, pupils blown out as he drinks you in. âSo, so in love with you.â
âI thought about you the whole time. Even when they were talking about boring stuff, I was just thinking about you, and your pretty face, and your hair, andâandââ He hiccups, giggles, then kisses your cheek sloppily, missing his target entirely.
And then he kisses your lips, like heâs trying to make up for all the time he spent away. His lips are warm, a little sloppy, a little desperate, and when his tongue swipes against yours, you can taste the faint burn of whiskey.
âMm, I love kissing you,â he mumbles against your skin. His hands slip down to your waist, pulling you closer until thereâs no space left between you. âLike, so much. I could do this forever.â
âYouâll regret it in the morning,â you tease, but he shakes his head wildly, pressing more kisses wherever he can reach.
âNuh-uh,â he insists. âIâd regret not kissing you. Thatâs way worse.â
He groans into the kiss, fingers tangling into your hair as he backs you toward the bedroom. Heâs trying so hard to be in control, to take the leadâpressing you up against the wall, hands gripping your waist as his mouth moves hungrily against yours. But heâs a mess. A beautiful, intoxicating mess. His lips miss their mark, his teeth graze too hard, and he keeps mumbling your name between kisses like he canât bear to stop.
When you finally reach the bedroom, he tries to spin you around, guiding you onto the bedâbut the second he pulls away to do so, he loses balance. His legs give out beneath him, and he stumbles backward onto the mattress with a dazed look on his face.
You canât help but laugh. âSmooth.â
âShh, câmere,â he slurs, arms reaching for you like a needy child. And you doâcrawling over him, straddling his hips as he lets out a breathy moan at the contact. His hands slide down your back, gripping your waistband, and with a drunken sort of determination, he tries to guide your hips against his. He rocks his hips up harshly once, making you fall onto him, kissing you.
âFeel that?â he murmurs against your lips, eyes dark and heavy. âSâall for you.â
You do feel itâthe hard press of his arousal beneath you. He rocks your hips against him, slow and lazy, groaning softly at the friction. His fingers dig into your waist, gripping, guiding, needy. His kisses turn even sloppier, missing your lips entirely at times, trailing down your chin, your jaw, your neck.
But then, just as the heat between you starts to build, his movements slow. His grip loosens. His kisses falter. And before you even realize whatâs happening, his head falls back against the pillows, breath steadying, lips slightly parted in sleep.
You blink down at him, still straddling his hips, your body burning from the half-finished tension he just left you with.
âYouâve got to be kidding me.â
A soft snore is his only response.
For a moment, you just stare. Then you sigh, running a hand through your hair before shaking your head with a quiet laugh. You should be frustrated. You should be annoyed. But looking at him like thisâhis lips still pink and swollen from kissing you, his brows slightly furrowed even in sleep, his arms still loosely resting around your waistâyou canât bring yourself to be mad.
Instead, you press a soft kiss to his temple before carefully shifting off of him, pulling the blankets up over both of you.
âIdiotâ you murmur, but the fondness in your voice betrays you.
And despite the ache he left you with, you fall asleep smiling, tangled up in the warmth of him.
I've never drawn these two before but since I've been reading the ORV manwhua recently (and my friend thought that these two fit this pose i sketched and I could only agree) I finally made fanart for them
I haven't even gotten to the depressing parts of orv but I still almost cry when I see art of kdj being happy
My brother just saw a picture of Kim Dokja and went "Oh he's ugly" LMAOOOOO
Doomed yaoi is best when they have a lesbian best friend