Rant - Blog Posts

Why is there so little of lost in random fandom???? It’s an amazing game and I freaking love the little duo that even and dicey make, where’s my fellow lost and random fans at???

Real talk- I HATEEEEE when people tag shit the incorrect tags just for reach. Why am I looking for Frank Castle, and I get bucky Barnes? It isn't making me wanna read your story, its making me want to block you.

If you actually have a good story, the regular tags should do just fine with it, it would reach the correct audience!😭

Wow not me trying to sing a song and my friends like 'okay go' but when i start they start talking or trying to sing over me

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OKAY LISTEN I NEED TO KNOW RIGHT NOW

as you may or may not know, i really like music. like i listen to music more than i breathe

i also really like mha

If you don’t know, this is Skeptic, a my hero academia character and a major IT at Feel Good Inc.

now, yes, i know there’s hc’s about this already, but i need to know if it’s canon or just a coincidence

Is it a Gorillaz reference or not?

i mean just look at it him his design resembles noodle’s and murdoc’s

anyway, idk where i was going with this post, i just felt like asking because i gotta know

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omg ima go on a rant now

so, I’m considered the ‘smart kid’ in my class, and yes i like to be acknowledged for it, but my social anxiety ass does not want constant attention on me just because of that and of course, when i do something way above average, the teachers have to CALL ME OUT FOR IT for example there was this 80 question math test one year, and i only got like 4 wrong (call me a nerd, idc, i love math) so the teacher yelled (not actually yelled) to the class that “_____ got only 4 wrong on that test!!” Or this year when i did an essay in english and did pretty good on it SHE READ THE GODDAMN THING TO THE CLASS and i was actually blushing so hard from embarrassment i had a high temp

so no, i’m not in theater, but yea i understand the stage fright 😅

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Im about as healthy as a horse

Except the horse is dying

and I’m dying

and you’re dying

and everyone is dying

because spring is starting and so is allergy season

There is nothing that reminds me more of the beauty of Autistic Hyperfixations, than what my past week/month has been.

A long time ago, I started playing an Otome Game called Obey Me! (It's a good game, with compelling writing, and a good workaround for representing You/The Main Character). One of the characters I got very attached to was the Butler, Barbatos. His love of different teas, and the variety, and his insistence on high quality tea had me curious about it all; I much prefer a Flavoured Water of some kind, I find it generally easier to drink.

So, I looked into Tea Quality, Loose Leaf Teas; and then High Quality, Full Leaf Looseleaf teas that have no crumbs, just pure quality no-bitter aftertaste. And recently, I bought a whole lot of tea, enough to last me to the end of the year, because I have been wanting it, and I love the quality, and it's been worth saving up for it.

How does this all tie together? Well ... Since I could afford it, and I just got a whole bunch of high quality teas ... Why not buy the Obey Me! Barbatos plushie so he can enjoy my high quality teas with me?

I look forward to seeing him in June. And I'll be sure to have a nice glass of Shō Pu-er ready for him when he gets here ♥

TW: "sewerslide" mention!!!

Venting lmao

Uhm so I've been going through it honestly. But I hate it because I'm pretty sure it's all just me and it's in my head as it usually tends to be.

Anyhow, long story short I've been feeling worse than ever and keep contemplating just giving up on everything. It's not even shifting it's just I feel that I genuinely can't. do anything. even the knowledge or the hope that I can js get out of here isn't helping. I keep crashing out honestly. I haven't felt like this in so long I was so sure I would never feel downright bad. I'm genuinely literally just putting pity on myself atp and it doesn't help thinking about it. but I cant ask for help they don't want to reach out to anyone, they wont let me.

But I want to try even if for just one last time to make it through. I would like to shift today, or even just change my state of mind despite it being really goddamn hard for me right now. I just hope it won't be my last time.

I felt so overwhelmed today honestly... like I just didn't know how to react to anything at all. I didn't like to feel the contact on myself but I dismissed it for light dizziness or something. Now I want to isolate myself but it wasn't even that big I just idk

I feel guilty too chffvhgvhfhyfg

Dawg why am I so extra...

No seriously I feel so extra as I'm working on my dr self art bc nothing matches !!! Like dude ya gotta be consistent what're you wearing... what're you wearringngngng😭 like yes I designed this but I don't know how to make it look coherent when it comes to color schemes

Part of the fit is changeable and I can't find how to make the rest stay constant and still fit with the ever-so-indecisive-extra-goofy-parts-that-switch-every-day...

Oh shoot I just remembered something

I took a nap earlier in the afternoon and even though I didn't sleep for long, I had a dream...

I don't remember most of it (as one usually does) but what I do remember is putting on my roller skates... and in the [I think] school I was in, I somehow had the determination and confidence to actually skate really fast...

Like I did such a sharp turn and even jumped and I remember that part so so vividly I felt so excited !

I'm taking this as a little sign that I'm shifting to my sk8ti dr very very soon ☆

Usopp

I'm so normal about him

I literally love Usopp he's so amazing and I hate that he's not more popular than he is. Like, I get it. Zoro, Luffy, and Sanji are powerful and honestly look a lot better in the show, but I think that Usopp should have some love as well. I love all Usopp stans. I've never met a bad Usopp stan, they've all been so cool and awesome I just love them. I love Usopp not just as the fandom portrays him, I think he's a good character! (if not annoying at times ((but so is everyone in this show (((not Chopper though. ((((he's beautiful)))) ))) )) ) I think that he's funny and I like his chemistry with everyone, especially Nami and Luffy. I think that they work best together and I really enjoy almost everything about it. I used to get annoyed at the "Oh my ____ sickness is back! BLEH!!!", but since I've been watching the summit war arc (Crunchy Roll's categories, I don't really know if it's right) and it's so serious and I miss how goofy he is. Like-- the show gets so sad when he's not there and I just love him with everything in me. I get why people don't consider him their favorite, but I think that they should at least treat him better than I see lol Anyway, I have much less important things to tend to

Look, I understand the ever-present fear that you're not good enough or that you haven't done enough with your time, but can we PLEASE not feel discouraged when seeing amazing work made by young people? Can we please stop seeing art in general and thinking "I'll never make something that good"? Beyond even art, whatever it is- looking at something and saying "I'll never be that good"? I decided I wanted to do art because because I was inspired by media I love- and I want to make things that do that for others- that drives them to pick up a pencil and start sketching OCs or writing a story that brings them joy and makes them feel proud of themselves. If someone genuinely felt bad seeing my work because "I'll never make something as good as that," I'd be DEVASTATED. That is the OPPOSITE OF WHAT I WANT. Please! Go, Make Something! Join in this thing I love! I want you to love it too! I want you to make things you love! Make characters you love! Make stories you love! Join in the joy of creation! Because it's fun! It's wonderful! It's expressive! And what you make, no one else will! It is yours! Love yourself! Love your work! Make things you love! Tell the stories you want to hear! Because if it's something you want, others will want it too.

If I see one more account that has “communist”, “liberal”, or “anarchist” and they are transphobic idiots spewing love for a rich colonizer or simping for a celeb idiot who wears an “eat the rich” t shirt for a meme I’m gonna beat them with a book on leftist theory cause they clearly need a refresher.

THE RICH ARE NOT COMRADES AND NEVER WILL BE. STOP DEFENDING THEM YOU CLASS TRAITORS.

Every single rich person profits off the sweat and labor of the working class. Especially here in the west they abuse and exploit workers in the third world relying on sweat shops and slave labor for cheap goods. They abuse their positions and wealth to influence the gov to create tyranny and destroy our communities and families with unjust laws and “theocratic policies” forcing us to comply and conform to what they want.

Memes are fine but openly defending a rich pig cause they are “fighting for our rights” is garbage. You are not fighting for anyone’s rights you are posting whiney posts on the internet first off. Secondly they don’t fight for your rights they are using you as a tool to protect them from criticism and their just end. They would hunt you for fun if they had the power and no amount of “she’s a girl boss” or “he’s a sigma male” changes this.

Eat the rich or stay a slave you sheep but don’t pretend to be on the right side of history and slacktivist your bio and posts pretending to be something you aren’t. People aren’t that dumb anymore and we can see the hypocrisy and ignorance in your half hearted attempt to be edgy and “part of the community”

The amount of Zionists celebrating this death like it’s some great victory or making excuses shows they should be hunted down like the dogs they are and I doubt there are many Jewish people who don’t agree with the sentiment at this point.

Rabid fanatics who dance on corpses and cheer every time a child is murdered, a woman raped and a family tortured.

They don’t deserve respect or mercy cause they are no better than an SS soldier marching Jews into camps. And given the amount of survivors we have seen openly compare Zionists and Nazis it’s not some far flung joke or hyperbole anymore

Imagine describing the death of a three year old like this.

I defended the Soviets by calling them fascists apparently.

Cause calling them fascists is a compliment? No the Soviets were fascists who gulag’d anyone who opposed them including communists, socialists and liberals. They committed atrocities and war crimes on par with Nazi germany and the Japanese empire in their greed for resources and power in the global markets. They oppressed the workers, shot the union leaders and forced multiple nations to bow to their tyranny against their wills. Don’t fuckin insult me by claiming I support those cunts or their ML bs which uses Marx like Hitler and half a dozen dictators used his writings to get power before flaying it of its meaning for their tyranny.

I’m an anarchist and I will fight any gov let alone a tyrannical one like the Soviets or the current trump admin you radical centralist losers who would see your neighbors sent to concentration camps before admitting the left was RIGHT about the coming of this regime and its Neo Nazi bs.

Sorry FEMALES but wanting to look good and use makeup is bad and you are bad for wanting to use it. No don’t argue about this you are actively raping women with your use of makeup as it’s patriarchy now. Cause using make up is bad and patriarchy and all that. Btw the people saying this shit are bio essentialists who believe a woman is only a woman if she has a fertile womb and produces kids but YOU are bad if you use makeup for whatever reason.

The true feminist take of course is that everyone should use makeup. Men, women, enbys and all genders should embrace using makeup when they wish. It’s not shameful or wrong to want to look a little special if you want to go out or just want to play about with it to make your features pop a bit more for whatever reasons as long as you want to do it and it’s not due to force or coercion.

context: she is triggered by a woman pointing out she was never taught how to use makeup and lamenting she was pushed into “inner beauty” stuff but never taught personal hygiene.

I can’t recall a single time where I’ve had to defend my positions politically and socially like a terf does.

They stamp their feet throw tantrums when you point out being anti LGBTQ and pro tyranny isn’t a feminist position.

Ladies you realize feminism isn’t “kill all men” and is “stop the patriarchy” right? When you reinforce the misogynistic stereotypes and standards of social norms like “women have wombs and are for breeding” instead of pushing back against these superficial and patriarchal definitions of womanhood you give power to the wrong people and sing away your rights as we saw in the US and will see in the UK soon with bodily autonomy rights being stripped away.

You aren’t pro woman you are anti man and it makes you act like an idiot and empower the likes of trump and Putin when you give legitimacy to their claims of “western degeneracy needs to be crushed”.

This is why it’s always morally justified to bully these losers and dorks. Just like maga or a Nazi they are unfeeling freaks who can’t be convinced of their own stupidity and reformed. Therefore bully them hard so they fuck off and die mad somewhere.

Saw a YouTube short where a dude said the Black Templars should’ve been Dorns original legion over the Fists and that Dorn should return to make the Fist “interesting again”. Normally I’d let it be but as a Dorn simp I have to educate motherfuckers.

DORN HATED RELIGION

He believed in the Imperial Truth that there were no gods and all the pretense of godhood was a fabrication of the warp no more, no less. He banished his greatest son for falling to religion and seeing the Emperor as a god. If he were to see the Templars as they exist today he would be DISGUSTED with them. It might even cause a civil war within the Fists and their successor chapters as the Templars refuse to abandon their fanaticism under Dorns edict.

I want him back myself as I think he would be an interesting counter to whatever the lord of petty whines is up too and a stabilizer for the lion and the blue elf lover but it won’t be a good time given his adamant convictions about religion and his desire for the Emperors dream of a humanity protected and thriving under the watch of his Imperial Fists

I'm like, finally secure in my gender, I'm a girlboy, that's it, She/her, he/him, yes I will wear a full face of make up while wearing the most frat dude outfit ever and I will still use he/him when I'm in the prettiest sparkly dress, It's my gender, I control it and y'all can't do shit about it, I will still use my birth name and my masc name, they're both me. It's all me. I'm Haziel and I'm *her* and as much as people complain they can't change it because I won't change for them.

Girl just turn the lights off in the classroom and go do your homework in the library, no one wants the big lights except you and it’s not against school code like you claim, you’re just being annoying goody two shoes because you want to. Please girly, do me a favor, I promise I do ‘t hate you but you’re just being stubborn for no reason, we’re 15 people and everyone except you has already expressed wanting the lights off

bought iems and it's like why the hell did i spend so much on airpods when these 22$ things sound more or less like the same thing

esp since my airpods have shit battery anyway lmaooo

Nigga half of those protesters are Jews. How can a you be this wrong? And ain't no way you puttin a minimum limit on genocides with a brain the size of pecan seed and social life of a starfish. If you think this ain't a genocide cuz not enough folk got killed, you may as well be one of em mfers killin. If that is your understanding of what the minimum for genocide is, then there have been like 3 or 4 genicides in history. If we ain't gon stop these, then this gon be worse than the Holocaust in a year or 2. The Holocaust was an attempt at killing an entire race, heck, not a race, a religion, that thankfully failed. This is them murderin a whole ass race, the same shit that them Turks were tryna do in Armenia back then. If nobody gon do shit, then these antisemitic white(not fuckin semitic, white) asses gon wipe a whole race off the world map, the sames shit Europeans did to like 1/3rd of the tribes(all different races as native American are not a race but multiple races) in the West. A genocide is a genocide no matter what. Arabs are Semitic, Syriac/Aramaics are Semitic, Hebrews are Semitic, but these white Jews who cant even stand for the values of Judaism ain't. A murderer gon be a murderer no matter what he went through. The neo-Zionist settlers hide behind the mask of '' We went through the Holocaust, have some mercy on us'' like brodie we know. The Holocaust was singlehandedly the worst moment in recorded history, but that is not a justification to try to fucking top their own trauma. You can't let a bully fuck up other children's life just cuz he had a bad home life. If this goes on, the Holocaust boutta have a little brother soon. You seem like the type of guy who'd have supported Gengis Kaghan if you were alive back then. I personally hate wokes equally, they're honestly like an annoying nerdy little brother, but this ain't a '' woke'' problem, this a human problem, we gon run our own species into the ground if we keep doin this shit.

tl;dr

Ik this a tumblr post but

and, u a racist fr ong

and ur pp ltl

maziourlegislator

For the “woke” college students protesting and screaming. We see you and your Jew Hatred.

Sonic is so fucking ugly this like actually bothers me

No cause WHY DOES HE LOOK LIKE THAT

Never been this mad over an animated hedgehog tfym every creature on earth is in love with him he's literally a weird deformed rat with a weird ass airpod head

Just saw someone say the neden game aged poorly because of the line about a girl's tits when literally the context of the song is both the men saying the worst possible thing they could think of to impress the woman like y'all LISTEN TO THE LYRICS IM BEGGING 😭 As if the whole point of ICP isn't to shock people like please 💔

Bro

I opened tumblr 20 minutes ago with the intention to post some random bs thought, scrolled through my fyp for 20 minutes, closed my phone to go to sleep, and then remembered that I hadn't posted my random bs thought

And now I can remember what I was going to say :(

I'm a big book nerd, right. And one of my older brothers walked into my room and was like,'You like to read, and you have The Hobbit. And I have the Lord of the Rings trilogy. And Dad has the Silmerillion (idk how to spell it lel). So if you read the Hobbit, I'll let you borrow my books and you can ask Dad if you can borrow his. And I was like in the middle of my homework :(

I could not get back in the zone for my homework after that and narrowly missed a detention for incomplete homework

Uhhh just a rant I made bc I hate capcut templates— for me I think templates just lack originality

Drawing takes so long. And then there's no motivation and then you don't want to draw but you've already started it so you have to finish and I don't want to struggle through drawing because it's one of my favorite hobbies but I have too

I just started watching 2003 TMNT

I’ve been on a personal mission to watch everything TMNT related these past few months, but I’ve been going backward. I watched the ROTTMNT series, then the movie. Then I watched the Bayverse movies, followed soon after by the 2012 series. After watching all of that, I discovered the Batman vs. TMNT movie (2019), so I watched that. Then I watched the 2007 movie. Currently, I’m watching “S1: EP1″ of the 2003 series. I’ve noticed many things throughout my time watching these shows, and I will most likely do multiple analyses on them. But for now, I’d like to mention something that has been bugging me. Raph’s accent. Each Raph has a different accent (so far), here is a list of what I’ve noticed:

ROTTMNT- 2018(/2022): Nothing special, just a basic American accent. Not a thick one, but if you listen closely you can still hear it being somewhat of a New York accent at times. 

Batman vs. TMNT - 2019: More of a New York accent mixed with an American one, his gravelly voice gets in the way of being able to tell his exact accent. 

Bayverse - 2014/2016: Heavy(?) Brooklyn accent

2012: Similar to ROTTMNT he doesn’t have much of an accent, except he doesn’t have any signs of a New York accent. If anything, I think I’ve heard someone with a voice just like his multiple times during my time living in Washington state. It’s not something that has a prominent accent. 

2007: Definitely more of a Brooklyn accent, not as heavy as in the Bayverse. But still prominent enough to be easily recognized when he speaks. 

HOWEVER-

So far, Raph’s voices have been an American accent, a New York accent, or a Brooklyn accent. So you can imagine my surprise when I start watching the episode and I hear a FUCKING AUSTRALIAN ACCENT!? LIKE?? HELLO????

As soon as I heard it I immediately thought of Steve Irwin, and now I can’t stop hearing it. It torments my mind like a plague being released upon those who have sinned. The shadows of the past Raphels watch me, they cast their piercing gaze upon my very soul. Looking upon me in shame all I can hear is the fucking crocodile man talking in place of what once was my favorite ninja turtle. I believe this is my curse, I have watched too many ninja turtles and the gods will not allow it. The mortal soul is not meant to know this much, and this is my punishment. I will forever bask in the knowledge of the TMNT that constantly resides in the back of my mind, it will pull at my mind until it breaks, and I hope it does. So then, and finally then. I will be released from my curse and brought back down to the chains of man. But alas, I know this shall not be the end. As much as I try to believe this to be my wish, I know in my soul that it is not the case. Even if I am given my escape if I am finally freed from my chains and able to walk along my mortal breathen once again. I will not accept, for I am an Icarus, and I have flown too close to the sun. My wax wings shall melt, but I will not learn. Even as I spiral down to the ground below, I will not regret what I have done. For I know that I would not have changed a single thing, that this is what I wanted. This is my curse, but it is also my desire. 

o wait nvm, it’s a New Jersey accent. Srry.

Everything Wrong With She-Hulk

When female bodybuilders gain muscle, their chest is more muscle than their breast. So factually, she-hulk wouldn't have a large chest. She would have a small one and would be just as ripped as the Hulk. She-hulk should also have the same length of hair that she had before transforming. It's not even explained as to why it's longer, they just added that for sex appeal. Also, if they did make her realistically ripped. They should hire an actual female bodybuilder, don't make CGI abs.

Example image below:

Now here is an image of She-Hulk:

You see how the chest area is much larger, and the body is hourglass-shaped? Look back up at the realistic one, then look at She-Hulk. Notice a few changes? That's because the creators are sexist(+stereotypical) and decided that she must have a “perfect” hourglass figure, with a big chest and "sexy hair". Even if none of it makes sense or can be explained, the Hulk didn't MAGICALLY get huge tits-

Wait. No, he did, nevermind, that doesn't count they are man tiddies. When it comes to male bodybuilding, they actually gain pectoral muscles. It's quite a fascinating subject, women lose breast muscle in place of the muscle they gained. Making their chest smaller, however, when it comes to men. They gain pectoral muscle, giving them man tiddies. As shown in the image below:

After looking at that, check out the Hulk:

IT’S REALISTIC!! THEY GAVE HIM THE MAN TIDDIES!! Hulk should be the one with the large chest, while She-Hulk would have slim to none in comparison. 

When it comes to the love interest, that plotline plot should have been dropped altogether, or at the very least, briefly mentioned over the episodes. Like, subtle things here and there, such as mentioning a date but not going into heavy detail about it, having a guy in her contacts with hearts on the contact name, etc. But the way that they did it is horrible writing if your story can't survive if a single plotline is removed. Then it isn't ready, it needs to be fleshed out far more before it is ready for public viewership. 

Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk, I will probably rant more about this in the future. Until then, we cherish the Hulk’s realistically massive man tiddies.