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A silly blog where I plan to post my art!
Of course, there are some boundaries so um proshippers, NSFW, and terfs DNI!!!
I am a minor, so please don't be weird
My fandoms are the osc, tadc, gravity falls, dandys world, fpe, warrior cats, and mlp
Um
What do I put here
They/them plz
New RWD just dropped, so
If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)
I hear this line in Lanaās voice for some reason
I think the guy I used to "date" lowkey was trying to be Kurt cobain like REALLY BAD. I just remembered this cause todayās Kurtās birthday right? He said it was his birthday too. Kurt is interested in baby dolls and how the human body works? He CLAIMED he is too. Kurt has stomach issues for some reason he does as well. Not to mention he dressed up as Kurt every year for Halloween and SHITED on Courtney love (which caused me not to like her back then, I was missing out) ANYWAYSSSS! He also pretended to be really smart by using chat gpt to make "scientific study on how to time travel" yada yada lame. Just overall was a weird guy wish I found out I was a lesbian sooner. (Also apparently he killed animals and often talked about killing me if I left him). Long story short he broke up with me because he "didnāt wanna be in a relationship" so thatās that thanks for reading.
Itās giving mermaid
What you gonna do when I pull up to my wedding like this
I love her fairy princess era
Another unreleased track I wish could've made it on Dangerous š
Chapter 3: The 7th Sense
|| Hello and welcome back to another chapter! Iām sorry it took a while for the chapter to come out, my life is a bit of a mess at the moment š Anyways, plot-wise, Things will start to get interesting from here on out! Without a further ado, letās continue our story now, shall we? ||
[Hotel room. 8:00 am, Thursday, {name}ās pov]
I woke up to the sound of someone snoring. Well, more like someones. As my eyes adjusted, I noticed the sleeping, snoring figure next to me. I shifted to get into a more comfortable position and then noticed how warm I felt. That man was like a heater, which was nice, considering how cold it was outside. It wasnāt until a few minutes later where I recognized the figure as Jean.
I quietly exited the bed, careful not to wake him up, as he seemed rather peaceful. I entered the kitchen and stretched a bit, before cooking some eggs. As the pan heated up, I saw Levi enter first. āGood morning Leviā I say with a smile. He hummed in response before he made some coffee. As more people walked in with sleepy faces, the more eggs and bacon I cooked, which I didnāt mind it at all.
After breakfast, I cleaned up the dishes ,along with the help of Levi, and got ready for the day. The schedule included a trip to the stadium to check the sound before the show. I sat on a couch and put in my earbuds, and decided to listen to music. I started to humming along. āI know that song! Itās (song name) isnāt it?ā I almost flew out of the sofa āShit! Armin, you scared me!ā I said in fake anger. I then laughed, thinking my reaction was pretty funny.
āIām so sorry!ā Armin said, looking somewhat nervous. āYouāre good! Also, to answer your question, it was (song name)! How did you know?ā I asked, raising an eyebrow. āI just happened to hear it on the radio a few days ago! Itās such a good songā he said with a smile. āIt isā I said with a smile and a nod. I looked around the room, Jean was sitting across from where I was, reading a magazine. The cover had a random actress smiling foe the camera.
[Hotel room. Thursday, 10:00 am. Jeanās pov]
Sitting across from a crush, listening in on a conversation. Sounds like a cheesy scenario from a romantic k-drama to me. I flip a page and continue to āreadā. At least, act like Iām reading. I take a quick glance at the girl and then look at the words. A few moments after, their conversation which when from a song to preforming on stage, Levi entered the room.
āWe have to go to the venue for sound check and after that, weāll have lunch. How does that sound?ā Levi asked. āSounds good. What do you say Jean and {name}?ā Armin asked us. āI might as well tag alongā {name} said with a smile. I swear her smile could light up a thousand lightbulbs. āIf everyone else is okay with it, then I am as wellā I said with a nod. āSounds good then. Get ready everyoneā Levi exclaimed before grabbing his essentials.
[Venue. Thursday, 12:00 am. Jeanās pov]
After an hour of doing sound check, we decided to take a break. {name} was watching on the left side of the stage, looking quite happy. She seemed like she was enjoying the tour so far, and I was as well. I heard her humming along to the songs that we sang, and hearing her voice made me fall a bit more harder for her.
āYou should sing more oftenā I told her during the few minute break we had. {name} looked at me like I was crazy. āHuh? Really? I donāt sing that we-ā I cut her off before she finished her statement āYouāre an amazing singer! Donāt doubt yourself! I reallyā¦uhā¦loveā¦yoouuuur voice!ā I say with a sheepish smile.
āYou love my voice? I uhā¦thanks!ā She returned the smile and blushed quite a bit. Levi then called us over to continue to practice.
[Venue. Thursday, 12:20 am. {name}ās pov]
Watching them dance was nice butā¦did Jean literally just confessed his love for me? I then realized. Eh, couldnāt be possible! How could someone as great as him, as amazing as him, love me? I blinked and continued to watch them sing and dance from the wings.
Maybe I do love him. This must be what love feels likeā¦right? This warm, fuzzy feeling? Maybe Iām overthinking again. Butā¦this couldnāt be just a simple schoolgirl crushā¦right? I wondered and then thought of many different scenarios. After a few more songs, they decided that they were done rehearsing.
During the restaurant, we exchanged glances. I remember staring at Jean a bit too long and he looked at me. I stared at my food, and continued to eat. Eren and Armin were chatting about lights and stuff, while Levi chatted to Connie about the future for the group. I then exhaled, deciding to give it a shot. Better late than neverā¦right? āUh, Jean? I would like to askā¦erā¦more like tell you somethingā¦ā I said, looking around at the fairly empty restaurant. āSure, go ahead! Iām all earsā Jean said, looking at me and listening to what I had to say. āIā¦how am I supposed to say this?ā I said with a nervous laugh and a sigh.
āWhat Iām going to say next might sound sillyā¦butā¦ā
||Cliffhanger! Yay! I hoped you like this chapter! I sincerely apologize for the delay š No need to wait to long for the next chapter, as one will be released tomorrow! (since I feel bad and Iām bored a lot haha). Idk how many times I blushed writing this smh. Anyways, take care of yourself and make sure to drink plenty of water!
Luckyš¾||
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|| Hello and welcome to a new chapter! This chapter and from now on may have some cursing (Iām sure yāall can handle, but I understand if not ^^ ) also there may be a smut chapter depending on if I feel comfortable š ALSO I will add warnings beforehand and Iāll try not to add important dialogue in there so those who skip wonāt miss important stuff! I have never written smut before so weāll see! Another really fast note, this fanfic will have she/her pronouns, but feel free to change them according to what suits you best! Enough of my rambling, lets resume our story!||
[Hotel, Wednesday, Jeans pov]
I was hanging out with Eren, Armin, and Connie in the dimly lit living room, playing a game of UNO. Yesterday, we got notified of the winner being someone named {name}. They sound like an nice person. I hope theyāre nice. āUNO!ā Connie shouts, snapping me out of my thoughts. Damn it. He won again. His second round of winning. Little bitch. āAnother round?ā Asked Armin, not willing to give up just yet. When it comes to games like these, heās not one to accept losing so easily. Neither am I.
We agree to Armins suggestion. Levi has been watching us play UNO for the pastā¦half hour? Well, it felt like that. It probably was longer than I thought. āYouāre onā Connie and I say in unison with a few laughs before we heard a few knocks coming from the tree-bark-brown door. Everyone fell silent. That must be them.
[Hotel, 2:00 pm, {name}ās pov]
I knocked on the door. Room 2456. I hope this is the right one. I hear the door open, which revealed Levi. āOh. You must be {name} right?ā The man asked. I responded with a nod. āYeah, thatās meā I responded more awkwardly than I had hoped. āCome inside then. You can put your stuff in the closetā. He stated before heading to a light brown sofa. I did as he instructed before deciding to say hello to the others.
āGood afternoonā I said with a smile. āHelloā everyone responded. I had no idea why, but I couldnāt help but look at Jean. Oh god, since when was he so hot? I blinked before deciding to sit in between Armin and Jean. āplaying Uno?ā I asked, trying to lighten the mood. āUh, yeah! Would you like to join? You got just in time! We just finished a roundā Connie responded with a smile. āI would love to!ā I said with a smile back.
[2 hours later]
I ended up beating them in 3 rounds before Levi said it was time to eat dinner so we can get ready to sleep. I decided to enter the balcony to enjoy the sunset, closing the sliding door behind me. The sky turned into a beautiful cotton candy pink, the birds chirping and soaring through the sky. I had always loved watching the sun set. Especially watching the cars below and the people walking on the busy sidewalk.
I heard the door open and close. āJust checking on you. You okay?ā Asked a voice that I knew so well. āIām doing alright, Mr. Kirsteinā I said with a small laugh. āHow did you know itās me?ā Asked Jean, who was pretty shocked. āYour voice is one I can recognizeā I responded, looking at him with a smile. I watched him smile back, the sunset making him practically glow. Quite literally. The uncontrollable urge to fall just a bit more in love with that man intensified. āI was watching the sunset. I did that a lot back home. Would you like to join?ā I asked. āSure! I would love toā
[Wednesday, Balcony, Hotel, precisely sunset. Jeanās pov]
The girl who entered the door. They were pretty. She also looked familiar. Did she sit at the front row during the concert? Iām pretty sure she did. I think Iām right, she probably did!
āWeāre you at the concert yesterday?ā I asked them after a brief moment of the two of us, gazing at the sunset, being partially blocked by the buildings across from us. She looked at me and nodded. āYeah, I was there. Why?ā She asked, Her head slightly tilted to the left. āWeāll, I-ā the rest of my sentence got cut off by an airplane that was passing overhead, itās engines making a low growling sound as it soared.
After a few seconds I opened my mouth to say something, then I closed it muttering a āNevermindā before looking at the now, faded sunset, itās color slowing inching towards a black. āYou can say itā She responded after a few moments. āDonāt worry, I wonāt judgeā she said with a reassuring smile. āI was just wonderingā I said with a shrug. āI was thinking that you looked familiar and I guessed it was from a concert.ā I glanced at her and looked at the remnants of what once was a beautiful sunset.
āIām heading back insideā the female called out with a small smile. āIt was nice talking to you Mr. Kirsteinā she said, happiness and relaxation radiating from her. One canāt help but feel a sense of calm, when talking to her. āPlease, call me Jean. Weāre friends now, right?ā I asked with a smile. Maybe we can become more than that. Iām ready whoever you are. I wanted to say that, but itās too early. Maybe she wonāt return my feelings. Worst
case scenario is I get rejected. It will hurt, but maybe Iāll get over it.
Falling in love with someone you just met that day. How pathetic. āAlright Jean. Iām heading inside. Is there a place for me to sleep?ā She asked, holding the handle of the glass sliding door, frozen in place. āNo, we donāt have a spare room. Would you like me to book one for you? I would be happy to-ā I got cut off with a āI can sleep on the sofa. I donāt mind, really, I donāt.ā I looked at her like I thought she was crazy. āNo, I canāt do that to our guest, especially after a long day. Uh, do you have any ideas?ā I asked, trying to think of one.
[Wednesday, balcony, night time, 9:00 pm, {name}ās pov]
āI have one. I donāt know if youād be comfortable with it thoughā¦.ā I said, feeling embarrassed by the thought. āEr, promise not to laugh, okay?ā She asked, looking like she has seen a ghost. āI wonāt, donāt worry.ā Jean said before flashing a reassuring smile. āIcould sleepwithyouifyouādlikeā I said, before feeling the temperature grow 5x more warmer than the before, changing from partially chilly to hot as an oven. āI meanā¦if youāre not okay with that, then I completely-ā I got cut off with a small laugh. āNo need to get worked up kid, itās perfectly fine by meā Jean said with a smile.
I felt the breeze brush me, which resulted in my shivering a little. āLetās head inside, if you want. Itās nice and all butā¦itās kind of cold, not gonna lieā Jean nodded in agreement and we went inside the building, shutting the sliding door with a small thump. āAre you still cold? The heater in this room hasnāt been working for a while. You can borrow a jacket if youād likeā the man offered. āSure. Iā¦thank youā I said with a warm smile. This must be a dream
As I got ready for bed, Jean was ready, sitting on the queen sized bed. When I exited the bathroom, I was greeted by him, reading a book. The Great Gatsby. I remember reading that book junior year of high school. āInteresting book you got there good sirā I say with a teasing tone, which made him jump āAh, I didnāt expect you to be done so quickly! Damn. Well, I guess we can call it a night. How does that sound?ā He asked, before setting the slightly faded book on the bedside table. āSounds good Jean.ā I entered the bed and was greeted by a nice warmth, like sitting in front of a fire on a cold, winters day. I turned off the lampshade and laid down. āGoodnight Jean. See you tomorrowā I said while pulling the blanket over myself. āGoodnight {name}. Rest wellā the man responded. Before I knew it, I was out like a light.
|| Thank you so much for reading this chapter of Red Lights! I hope yaāll enjoyed this chapter! I apologize for this being out a tad bit late! I fell asleep yesterday after staying up studying š Anyways, I hope yāall have a great day/night! - Lucky š¾ ||
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Chapter 1: From home
|| Welcome to Chapter 1! I made a collage to make things more interesting! I hope you like it! Also feel free to reblog as youād like! It will be greatly appreciated š! Now, without a further ado, lets let continue the story! ||
[Monday, hotel room, noon, 5 hours till performance. Jeanās pov]
The day of performances is always the most nerve-wracking day. Yes, preforming is fun, but the fear of messing up in front of thousands can make one really nervous. I glance from my phone and watch Armin frantically going over the song list for the umpteenth time. āHey, Armin. No need to stress yourself out okay? Youāre shaking so much that you might cause an earthquakeā I remark, trying to lighten his mood. Armin looked like he might faint at any moment, I canāt help but feel bad for him.
āIām not stressedā¦ā he lies and I quirk an eyebrow. āUh huh. Sure, sure.ā I pause before I inhale and ask ā Would you like to go over a few songs before we preform?ā I ask. āAniyoā he murmurs absent-mindedly, staring at the song listā¦.again. āAlright, Iāll ask the others if theyād like to join. Iāll be right back. Geogi seoā I say before I leave.
I ask the others if theyād like to join and they nod in unison. āAlright, weāll go over the encore and the hardest ones. How does that sound?ā I ask. Everyone looked at each other for a brief moment before agreeing to my idea. After about half an hour of singing with the track, Armin seemed less nervous. āWe should get ready. Also, try not to look sweaty before we even startā Levi states before we nod and get ready to preform.
[Monday, {name}ās car, venue of the concert, 20 minutes till performance. {name}ās pov]
This venue is super crowded. Damn. Finding parking is such a nightmare, especially at concerts like this. I didnāt think 9inety-9ine would be the same, fairly empty parking lots...man, was I wrong. After a minute, I find a parking spot and exit my car. As I enter the venue, I see a table with a giveaway where the winner gets to join them on their tour. Hmmm should I do it? I pause for a minute before saying Why not and decided to give it a shot! I fill out my information. The winner is announced by e-mail tomorrow at noon. I wonder what happens if I win?
[Monday, Venue, 10 seconds till performance. {Name}ās pov. ]
I find my seat and look around and see a good majority of the venue (myself included) holding a lightstick. I notice the lights fade to black and the stage lights up. I hear the beginning of a song as well as the screams of fangirls and guys alike. I see them on stage and smile widely. Seeing them preform is amazing! If I do win, it would be nice, I think. I continued to watch the performance, lights flashing and changing from one song to the next.
Watching concerts like these is fun! If I do meet them, I would definitely tell them that I appreciate their music and dances.
[Venue. Jeanās pov]
Preforming is loads of fun, getting to dance, sing, and making others happy is the best feeling. Ever since our trainee days, our number one goal was to create music, dances, and share it with people all over the world. Our lifelong dream has come true!
I look at the audience, waving their lightsticks and singing along, and screaming with excitement. Looking back at how much weāve grown, it makes me smile inside. We worked so hard, and to finally preform and feel proud is the best feeling. I canāt help but think about that one day at the studio. 3 years ago on that Wednesday is a day Iāll never forget
[Flashback: Dance studio, Wednesday, 3 years ago. Jeanās pov]
āI wonder how long it will be until we finally become idolsā Connie asks out loud as we take a break from our session of dancing, . āIt probably wonāt take too long! Weāll be on that stage soon, naneun yagsoghandaā Armin says with a reassuring smile. Connie responds with a nod and a smile āThanks āMin. Maybe your prediction will be rightā āConsidering how hard weāve worked, it shouldnāt be too longā Levi states before drinking some water. āI agreeā I say, with a smile. āIf we do become idols, it would be niceā Eren spoke with a small smile.
[End of flashback. Present day, last song before end of concert. Jeanās pov]
Our concert is finally coming to an end, the energy still sky high. We say a few words of thanks to the audience before starting our last song: From home. For the song, Armin sang in Japanese and Korean , and the rest of us just sang in Korean . Levi was the one who first came up with the idea of the song. A song that we hold dear to our heart. After the song ended, we said our thanks and bowed before heading offstage, the roaring of our fans fading as we walked to our respective green rooms.
[Tuesday, the day after the concert, noon. {name}ās pov]
There is something people call post-concert blues. The feeling you get after a concert ends. Sometimes it lasts for days, BUT weeks, or even months. Itās hard to describe. Itās a sense of something being missing, perhaps itās loneliness. I soon hear a ding and I turn on my phone. A notification from my email.
I look at the email. My heart skips a beat. No way this could be real.
Dear {name},
Congratulations! You are one of the lucky winners who won the lottery! You get to stay with 9inety-9ine for the rest of their tour! How exiting! All your rooms and transportation are booked for you! All you need to bring is money for food, and thatās about it! The date you get to join them is tomorrow at precisely 2:00 pm! Hope to see you then!
Sincerely,
[company name]
I canāt believe it. Going on tour with them will be so fun! I canāt wait! I smile and start preparing for tomorrow. I overhear a passing of a plane outside my open, window the noise burning out the chirping of the birds. A plane. Maybe we get to travel on a plane too? I would imagine we would. How fun that would beā¦
||Translations (these are rough translations that I got online lol, they may not be 100% accurat):
Aniyo - Yes (informal)
Geogi seo - stay right there
naneun yagsoghanda - I promise
Note: I hope yāall had a blast reading this! Sorry it took forever for this to come out! š I might post again today or on Friday as scheduled! Keep your eyes peeled!
Until then, take care out there ^^
- Luckyš¾||
***Note 2.0: I would also like to say that there is going to be symbolism in this story {including this one and the previous one} so if yāall detectives can guess right by the end, then Iāll be proud ^^ consider this a challenge hehe
**Taglist: @1-800-asuka
Prologue: Side effects
|| Welcome to the first chapter! Now this story will be switched from both {name}ās and Jeanās POV! The fic will have italics which indicate their thoughts! I hope you enjoy this fic! ||
[Jeanās pov]
It started as a normal concert. How did it end up like this? It all began with a concert. I canāt believe it. It feels like a dream. A Headache. Long Nightmare. Hoard of Zombies. Loud Music. Lights. Lights everywhere. People. Theyāre watching. When will this end? Cameras. Flash, Click-click, flash. Love. They say love is blind. Perhaps itās true.
[October. {name}ās house]
I canāt wait to see them! My favorite group has finally come to my area! Iāve been looking forward to it all month! I sprint to my computer, sitting on my disheveled bed and I head onto the website. The computer glares at me, itās brightness nearly blinding me. The light from the computer was definitely a contrast from the empty sky outside my window. I let my eyes adjust, blinking a few times, and patiently wait until the countdown ends. I fill out my information and-
Yes! I got a ticket! Finally! And itās front row too! I close my computer and allow myself to breathe for a while. I look at the time. 1:00 A.M. I head on over to the kitchen for a bite to eat. I turn on my TV and Jeanās face appears. He seems to be in an interview. I canāt believe I have a crush on him. Itās pretty hopeless, but at least I get to see him preform! Next week. Monday, Iāll see you preform on Monday. I continue to watch the tv, seeing them talk and then preform on tv.
[Jeanās pov]
I just arrived at the airport. I never was a huge fan of traveling until I began performing. Even as a trainee, I never realized how cool it was. Being in a group does have its perks.
I walk next to Armin, listening to him talking about the landmarks of the place and details about the stage. Levi and Connie are talking about the set list and going over the songs weāll sing. Eren has earbuds in and he seems to be listening to a group Straykids. Ever since he listened to their first song, he got hooked. Donāt blame him.
In front of me I see guards trying to keep the fans and press from bombarding us with questions and from touching us. We walk slightly faster, trying to get out of the airport before it becomes dangerous to us and the fans. Cameras flash as we enter the elevator to the parking garage. I sigh. Hopefully everyone is going to be safe and okay. I look around and everyone seemed nervous. We exit the elevators and enter the car. We enter our hotel and prepare for our interview after lunch.
A while later, I am in an interview with a female. I already forgot her name. I think it starts with an E. I talk to her for a bit, sitting on a rough sofa, Levi to my left and Connie to my right. Eren and Armin are standing behind us, speaking up once in a while. After what felt like hours, the cameras cut to break and we get ready to preform a song. Ok, remember your lines, remember the dance moves, just like we practiced at the studio.
We sing our most popular song: Make a Wish. My part is coming up soon. The words. I then realized Erenās part is ending soon. Remember the words. I then rap āWe got this oneuldo yeogin
Uriga chajihae baekpeureo
Neomeoga daeum dangye higher mental
Urin imi dareun chawon dareun level, yeahā
Now itās connies part. Then Levi. Then Armin. Pre-chorus. Chorus. Verse. Bridge. Pre-chorus. Chorus. End. The song ended. Cheering. Clapping. As the lights go down, I exit the stage, everyoneās smiling and was having a good time. The energy. The happiness. I wish this could last forever.
|| I hope yāall enjoyed Chapter 1 of Red lights!
Hereās a translation of what Jean rapped:
āWe got this, again today
100% we occupy
Move on to the next higher mental
We already have a different level, a different level, yeahā
Also if you want to hear the song for yourself: here it is! Anyways, chapter 1 coming out on Friday! Be on the lookout!
- Lucky š¾ ||
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We'll start with forever...
ā Main Masterlist
š¶āØ when u get this u have to put 5 songs u actually listen to, publish. then, send this ask/tag 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)āØš¶
Thank you so much for the tag omg @phis-writing
Shout out to Kevin for posting this on SoundCloud, you a real one fr(i donāt know who Kevin is) (this album got redacted because of record label issues and Iām MAD)
I wanna put so much more (i love music so much!! I had to choose between a bunch of 80s songs I adore and these amazing bands) (and I put an extra one)
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And anyone who would like to do it :D
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Not really a huge range of music. Letās just say I like music that keeps me awake⦠š I donāt have Spotify. Also, if you donāt want me to tag you in anything just let me know! š Have a great day and enjoy!!
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Holy shit, The mind electric by Chonny Jash makes my Sander Sides hyperfixation hit DIFFERENT-
Especially if you look at the heart segment as Patton and Janus, The mind section as Logan and Virgil, and the soul segment as Roman and Remus.
To further my point, here are some actual lyrics from the song ((with notes by me)):
But as complacency settles, anxieties will rise
And part this Soul as Jekyll parted Hyde
Now Iām but half of a hollow manās lies:
The love, the hate, the еmotional side
((LIKE BROO???? Janus and Patton talking about doing nothing will just make Virgil be anxious and talking about how Thomas has them seperated))
āI know Iām weak. I know that Iām vile
But sometimes that is needed to survive.ā
Thatās what Iāll say to rationalize
āIām needed if weāre to stay alive.ā
((Janus trying to convince himself he is needed))
And yet, here I lie with black, sunken eyes
My Mindās consigned our sighs to a leaden void
The Soul remains tempered. I remain plied
Condemned ātil we are both all but destroyed
((Patton sad that Logan and Virgil are convinced that emotion is not needed, convinced that this will do more bad than good.))
But I know that one plus one canāt equal two
If happiness is both our truths
Our total sum must equal one if weāre to find that golden hue
((Basically like āHey, guys! We need to be apart of this whether you like it or not!ā Also trying to convince the others that happiness is the ultimate goal.))
See how The Mind tricks The Soul
Into being something sickly, dead and cold
As you feel it start to tire and fester so, so slowly
Up until the point where it will finally die
Just in time to see what could have been
((Talking about Virgil and Logan trying to convince Roman and Remus to be on their side?? Also talking about how this is a bad idea because they could pass opportunities. God, I need an animatic and I need it now-))
Do what you want, you automaton freak
No, I can no longer bring myself to care
This hollowed out vesselās beginning to creak
So take control, letās see how you fare
((Janus being sassy before the Parts change? Iconic.))
Resident Heart is feeble and frail
A scourge to purge; due diligence is all
Silent, sad outbursts, inaudible wails
Dictate he never does as heās told
((Logan and Virgil talking about Patton? Mad heās doing his job and has emotion, talk about projection.)
Fathers of fathers, brothers of sons
Deterred from being what they know they can
All because Heart refuses to run
This creature hardly resembles a man
((Once again, these boys trash-talking Patton, but now also bringing the āsonsā into this (R&R)))
My logic is the absolute
His pity parties simply harm these chances at an apt repute:
Esteemed regard in place of mockery
((Logan talking about the others and how he needs to be listened to more))
Iām sure it seems from his point of view
That Iām a simple, cynical machine
But is it so hard to see the whole truth?
I merely seek a Soul thatās pristine
((Virgil talking about Janus and how he only wants the best for Thomas))
See how The Heart plays profound
(See how he lies.)
But the depth is insincere
A pathetic, thin veneer
All the pain, regret and fear still resound
((Just more L and V talking shit, but more specifically critiquing on how Patton and Janus both think they know best when they donāt))
Though I seem harsh in all my assessments
We each seek a life lived in the light
Yet, there lies our Heart, engulfed in resentment
Stubborn, pale akaryocyte
((Logan being like āyeah, I was a little harsh, but Iām not gonna fucking apologize because something needs to be done.ā Also equated āhaving emotionsā as having a āvirusā because that's what akaryocyte means))
Call me The Soul or call me my name
Oh, label me whatever you would like
Call me your host or call me insane
If that will help you stay in line
((Basically an introduction, but also why I put Remus as the soul because he would be like āYeah, Iām insane, sure, but it works, doesnāt it?ā))
Fathers of fathers, I know that Iām vile
Letās see how long it takes to murder me
Neither is wrong, yet neither is right
Condemn him to the infirmary
((Remus basically knowing his job is to be terrible and telling Patton āhey, Iām the exact opposite of you. And if you hate it so much, kill me.ā While Roman is like āboth sides have points, but I donāt know who to chooseā))
I. Am. Me.
((You canāt tell me this isnāt all of them shouting this at the same time. They a frustrated bunch.))
See how the brain plays around
And it splits what once was whole down into three
And you fall inside a hole, inside a
Someone help me
Understand whatās going on behind my eyes
Doctor, I canāt tell if Iām not me
((The creativity twins both mad at Logan and Virgil for digging deeper into the psyche, trying to make sense of things.))
See how they fight all day
The other half wonāt hear whatās had to say
Itās just the game they play here in this labyrinth maze
((Do I... Do I need to over-analyze this line? I feel like this one does the job for me))
Tridential regicide
I wonāt hesitate to kill my Heart and Mind
I will abdicate these deviants sat inside
Iāll take you down in tandem when this rope is tied
((Basically both of them saying āthis fighting is gonna kill me and, in turn, us.))
And this was a lot longer than I intended. And there are parts I didnāt even get to! Please listen! God, it's so good.
Kalim and Gyaru!Yuu friendship anthem, change my mind if you can!!