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My body has died, but I'm still alive Look over your shoulder, I'm back from the dead

Can I just say I love this man? His art is chefs kiss 🧑🏻‍🍳💋 what can I say I love a goth girl with her ball of sunshine 🖤💖

Taking Cerberus for a walk 🐕‍🦺 By Gabriel Picolo

31 DAYS OF HALLOWEEN ↳ DAY #19: NOSFERATU THE VAMPYRE (1979) • dir. Werner Herzog

“Death is not the worst. There are things more horrible than death.”

I made it this far, right?

So it shouldn't be so hard to relate to others.

But it just feels like there's a glass dome separating me from other people.

I wanted to love Noah more than anything...but my pain stops me.

He's being patient and all, but I don't know how much longer I can hold him.... Heavens I want him so much that my heart even hurts!

But when he touches me I remember them

Not images like those clichés in movies... But I feel the pulling and nausea and everything horrible.

This is so unfair...

So unbearably lonely...

That sometimes I wanted to have wings and fly far away...

Far away from myself.

Meu Coração Não Pode Ser Meu

Bom estamos aqui

Cheguei até aqui, certo?

Então não deveria ser tão difícil me relacionar com os outros.

Mas simplesmente parece que tem uma redoma de vidro me separando de outras pessoas.

Eu queria me relacionar com Noah mais que tudo...mas a minha dor me impede.

Ele está sendo paciente e tudo mais, mas não sei por mais quanto tempo consigo segura-lo....

Céus eu o quero tanto que meu coração até dói!

Mas quando ele me toca eu lembro deles

Não imagens como esses clichês em filmes...

Mas sinto os puxões o enjoo e tudo de horrível.

Isso é tão injusto...

Tão insuportavelmente solitário...

Que as vezes eu queria ter asas e voar para bem longe...longe de eu mesma.

Collete2019

Simon & Jen

LILITH CZAR - King (Music Video)

LILITH CZAR - King (x)

Artwork by Abigail Larson

Ao Haru Ride

Destination Unknown by suvrojit

"I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot even explain it to myself."

-Franz Kafka, The Metamorphosis

Vampires will be like "It's kinda weird that the gays perceive us as sexy and want to be our sex slaves."

My brother in Christ, Vampires are the gays, have you even read Carmilla?

Felipe

Maybe it's hard for you to understand

Understand what it's like to feel the deep emptiness

The pain of knowing you'll never receive that love of fairy tales

of adventure stories

I never saw this love

My mother died when I was a child

My Aunt

The only light

Jumped off a building when I turned 21

Sex was always easy

But love

I thought I would never feel that

I would never receive I never felt anything from anyone

As much as people gave themselves to me

Until I see you

for some reason i knew you were the chosen one

You could love me just as much as I would love you

When you looked at me with indifference

Something inside me died

Everything was you

You are my Religion

My light

My silver sword

You were after all... my obsession

Suddenly living without you was not an option

Collete 2022

" Dearest, your little heart is wounded; think me not cruel because I obey the irrestible law of my strength and weakness; if your dear heart is wounded, my wild heart bleeds with yours. In the rapture of my enormous humiliation I live in your warm live, and you shall die... die sweetly die... into mine".

Carmilla- Sheridan Le Fanu

"Just because we didn’t end up on the same wave, doesn’t mean we aren’t still a part of the same ocean."

- Colleen Hoover, It Ends with Us

A Primeira Paixão

A primeira vez que te vi foi como se meus olhos estivessem hipnotizados pela sua beleza. Seus cabelos lisos e castanhos tiraram um véu dos meus olhos.

É como dizem...foi amor a primeira vista.

Você estava no fundo do palco, conversando animadamente. O seu sorriso... brilhante luz. Me senti pequena, incapaz, nunca uma pessoa como eu poderia se aproximar de alguém como você. Doces minutos em que a imaginação tornou tudo entre eu e você possível. Mas quando você saiu pela porta, aquela paixão tão linda tocou o chão da realidade. Depois de você...terra arrasada.

Collete 2022

● davi’s 2021 favourites ● ↳ music videos* → n° 4 ↴   A QUEDA by Gloria Groove

Continuar lendo

24/08/2021

Enquanto é dia e minha mente trabalha... está tudo bem

Estou ocupada

Focada na inutilidade

Os barulhos da cidade ocupam minha mente

O mundo se faz presente

A vida parece mais simples

A morte parece distante

Mas a noite...

Hora perigosa

Há um silencio inquietante

Quando a luz se esvazia

A vida fica distante

Ele aparece...a sombra esguia ao pé da cama

Me convence de que nada vale a pena

Consciência

Fracasso

Decepção

Mas manhã traz o sol

Um sorriso

A sombra...sempre a espreita

Collete

“Betrayal, that pain that feels like it’ll eat you from the inside out, can either break you or forge you into something greater.”